# Return (10)

Winter read many writings written by the elderly. It was because they had to go beyond mere memorization and empathy. In a world that likes to be taken away and is niggardly to give, life is lost to gain. Then what do we really have to have? Winter also had similar concerns.

I'll be going now.

Kang Young-soon greeted him with an elegant handwriting. Winter opened the door for the old man. Song Yeong-kyung, who was sitting in the waiting seat in the hall, stopped not standing up. However, I hesitated for a moment, and soon after winter, I turned my head to the elderly. Black hair flows down my shoulders. Soap journals, shampoo journals, and she smelled of artificial lavender.

‘It's so different that people don't even know it. ’

Is it because glamour is a tool of relationships? Thoughtful of makeup. The skin was light-blooded, wearing a clean beige shirt, and the open trench coat was adorned with white snow knots on the chest with pockets. The first impression of being an exemplar of the refugees, which was humble and awkward, remained nowhere. Rather, it was unparalleled in more refugee areas than ever before. As the center of a faction, you shouldn't be underestimated by anyone.

Naturally, I would have come to show off to my departed husband. I'm doing so well.

Winter spread its hands inward.

“Come in.”

“Excuse me.”

He carefully came in, waiting for winter to sit down. The sheer sophistication of the hands was not seen as a man with vengeance, but in the sight of the works, it would be different from the outside. I'm just looking out for myself to screw things up. Winter recognized the man with the stone in his heart.

Since we know each other's business, Song Ye-kyung apologized first.

“First of all, I'm sorry for the inconvenience. I don't feel sorry for the little commander or anyone else. I didn't care if my order was much later.... ”

Winter responded calmly.

“No, it was a promise, but I wanted to talk to you. ”

and asks,

“Did you leave the baby? ”

“Yes. I thought about coming to show it to you, but I couldn't wake the child up.... And if you burst into tears, you would be wasting your time. Fortunately, there were people who had been able to help each other since the beginning of time, and I was able to get out with relief. ”

Background implied during subtleties. Jang-cheol testified that the people she started collecting were the parents of difficult positions. especially those who have lost their pets due to plagues, accidents, or competition for survival among refugees. Sometimes, like Young-kyung, his spouse ran away. They were united by the sympathy of having young children.

After gathering the people and gaining the ability to speak, I attracted more people. while providing help and representing their diversity. It was hypocrisy to act, even though it was purposeful goodwill. It is better than not acting from the standpoint of marginalized people.

Min-wan said: When three people get together, politics starts.

In that sense, Song Ye-kyung became a politician.

Winter looks her in the eye.

“First of all……. Mr. Song, did you hear what I said to Mr. Jang? A few months ago. ”

His attitude became more cautious.

“Yes, you said you can't be his godfather. ”

“Coming back to the base, the meaning of the godparents has changed a lot. It's a heavy duty, but it's even more difficult to accept for other purposes. I don't mean to ignore a little promise, but all I'm willing to give you is a name. People still seem to be misunderstanding a lot. I heard that Song is also responsible here. ”

“ ……. ”

“Of course, it's good to be a potential guardian of a child. Age doesn't really matter if your abilities are sufficient. It's an honor to accept. But my location, isn't it? It's a big mistake to try to use it. Not to me, not to the child. ”

As the premonition was influenced, there was also increased interest in the infant who lost his name. It was natural order that gave more meaning to the wait.

As she listened, she sighed and slowly opened her mouth.

“That's right. Your greed has caused you too much trouble. By the time I tried to fix it, it was too late. To be honest, I came prepared to be angry, but I had nothing to say. Again, I'm very sorry. ”

False spots do not shine. Winter asked.

“Do you still want me to name your baby? ”

“…… Yes. ”

“Why?”

She lowered her gaze for a moment and quietly asked.

“Didn't Kang Young-soon say something about me? ”

“Why do you think that is? ”

“Usually……. No, I just felt like I would. ”

There's a corner to straw, but it's kind of private. There was a deep friendship between spokespeople for the disabled and representatives for the third party.

Winter did not deny. It was hard to get used to his advice. It is enough to say that it is the same heart.

Taking time-consuming advice and concerns, the courtesy was once again a closed object.

And when winter came to an end, she opened her eyes and admitted her delusion.

“Yes, I was wondering the same thing. There might be such a conflict in me.... Whenever I think back on my hatred for that person, I can let go of my feelings for the child... …. There's nothing more accurate than that. He's a really good guy. ”

“Wouldn't it be better to name yourself, then? ”

“No.”

Song Ye-kyung shakes his head with the door expression.

“I wish I could tell others my name, but only tell them it was given to me by Commander in the middle of winter. I hope that's not a lie. ”

“I wonder why. ”

“…… for the child. You don't have to be a godfather. It would be a little comfort for a child without a father just to be named by someone as great as you. And you'll be more likely to have a special respect for him. ”

It meant that it would be a psychological equivalent, not a nominal godfather. A deep shadow fell on the glorious face of the horse.

“Even if I don't give enough love as a mother, if I have a role model like you, my child will have a slight chance of growing crooked.... That's what I thought. ”

This time it was winter's turn to sigh.

“You don't have the confidence to love a child? ”

There was no sigh. Growing up in the background.

The reverence answers.

“I love you, but it's hard. He's my kid, but he's also reduced my husband's blood. If I start to see dots that resemble him in growing children...... will I still be able to love him...... and his face is still overlapping... ”

Maybe that's why they wanted to make winter a godfather. I'm not sure about my future self. Maybe I needed winter as a watcher that I could never ignore no matter what my status was.

Confession continues.

“That's half the reason I want to get revenge on him. If I finish him off completely, then I'll feel like my own child. I have such expectations. ”

“Mr. Song. ”

Distracted winter corrects the pose.

“When I become a base commander, I will make sure that people who have done wrong in the past are cleared out. So is your ex-husband. Can't you clean up this hatred for her? ”

He asks me again in pain.

“What's the price of breaking up a family? Is it just false data and child support? ”

“ ……. ”

“I think it's too light for the punishment of a human who abandoned his wife and child in the most difficult times. He put us all at risk of dying. If you weren't here, there's a good chance you'd really be dead... I'm going to put him in a position where he wants to die. by legitimate means, of course. ”

“And what if you're wrong? The last thing you need is to turn your eyes upside down and cut yourself open. What's wrong with her? ”

“That's ……. ”

“Can't we just start anew with some hatred? I kept the promise I made when the alliance was made. Now you have a chance, and neither you nor the child need be unhappy because of that one man. ”

It was an honor that was not much different from Yura according to her age. Although he was deeply persuaded, he finally smiled fiercely and sadly.

“Little boss. I know that with my head. I don't know why, but there's something I can't do about it. ”

And she talked about the limitations of people.

“I'm even more sorry that there are more of these people than I am. No matter how much you try to make a good community, there will be feelings that have been accumulated for a long time. That's a person. If you want a new drink for your new troops...... You'd better get rid of fools like me early. At least I won't complain, even if you do. ”

In fact, this is why I wanted to talk to Song Yeong-kyung. Winter reminded me of a conversation with a starlight child. The child had anger before anger, sadness before sorrow.

‘Yes. In the end, there are no fish swimming out of the water here. ’

It was too difficult to dream after death.

I feel a strain on my winter shoulder.

“Very well. I won't tell you any more. But don't forget this conversation. ”

It was the same request I did for my child.

“Yes……. ”

Quietly lowering my eyes. Winter said.

“Let me name your child. American or Korean? ”

Either way, there was a first time and a name prepared. The Lost Winter did not build itself, but it was chosen to feel good about what Jang-cheol sought advice and put together. Anyway, what Song Gyeong-kyung wanted was the fact that winter gave it to him.

She unexpectedly replied immediately.

“Korean style, please. ”

Then winter showed two names in Korean letters. One was pleasant and the other was an easy name for Americans to pronounce. However, Yekyung also left the choice for winter here.

“I'd appreciate it if you'd pick one for me. ”

“Then go to Kyuhyun. ”

The mother who saw the grass smiled warmly.

“Starlight……. That's a nice name."

She shrugged the paper with her name on it, and got up and said hello more politely than the first time.

“I've had a lot of excuses. At least when it comes to other matters... I will never, ever bother you. Let me know if you need anything. ”

It was a promise to actively cooperate in everything as a leader of a faction. As many people gathered around respect, I would say it has its own significance.

Although he had refused to play the godfather role of the child, he seemed to expect that if he tried his best, he would not pretend not to know when he was wrong. She is still a mother.

Winter after escorting her, a few more visits were digested.

And after finishing the last visit a little early, I grabbed the Humvee's handle. This is why I had a place to go to before the meal. Although they were not licensed and violated boarding regulations, there were no people on the base to come and qualify and stop the winter. I had enough driving experience

Driving was blocked at a checkpoint. A Constable with opaque security glasses led him in a respectful and resolute manner.

“Sorry, this station cannot be accessed without the command's permission. ”

Winter leans in.

“Are you currently acting on behalf of, and soon becoming, a commanding officer? ”

“Yes… Rules are rules."

The Constabulary officer was not shaken even in front of the covertly open Threat. Even though it was a great attitude to adhere to the principle, winter was focused on the glamour of his class and place.

The lieutenant doesn't need to be stationed in a place like this. ’

This was the municipality of the gospel church. Religious reasons, preventing the spread of improper ideas, riot concerns, and the request of refugees allowed the municipality to settle. In fact, there was something awkward about the explanation.

He also listened, but there was no sound from inside the fence. Considering the enhanced calibration of winter hearing, it should be considered a somewhat strange atmosphere.

“Okay, if that's what the rules say. ”

As winter retreats, inspecting the post's placement, the lieutenant of the Military Constabulary relaxes.

“Thank you for your understanding. I've always admired it. ”

“... Good work. ”

Winter turned the car around and tapped the keyboard on the smartphone with one hand. I wanted to return the request I made to elderly Kang Young-soon to many people.