The Little Prince in the Ossuary

# 36685; 39826; History (4)

Here's a lonely fish.

This fish has lived in cloudy waters all its life.

There was a name called Cheon Jong-hoon, but no one called it. I wonder if even the parents who gave birth to him will remember. Hey, you, there. That's how you call your children. Now we don't even know where we are or what we're doing. I had a contact, but it was difficult to get in touch with. That was the relationship between parents and children.

It would have been better if there were brothers, but it was hard to expect from Mother and Father who were remarried again and again.

Virtual reality based public education did not make friends. Those who contributed to the creation of this system of poor people thought, what could be worse?

After all, the architects believed in the Trinity engine to be completed. The artificial intelligence I have gained is to be the most perfect friend, colleague, teacher, and family for all mankind. Rather than growing up in a basket of incomplete, selfish minors, growing up in positive interactions with virtually imperfect personalities will help create a more mature personality.

The decision makers in the policy were not interested in the completion of artificial intelligence. But it was about efficiency.

What if I don't have any friends? After becoming a society, it's usually a relationship that you want. As a result, the loss is only a few exceptions. People who have nothing to do with relationships have nothing to do with each other. The extraordinary people at the peak of society were very aware of that. Politics was for so many ordinary people.

If you lose something, you get something. There is no school violence in a virtual reality without friends.

It can also ensure a high level of education for all citizens at the lowest cost. The way to treat people is simply to let them learn by experiencing an ideal relationship based on sensory synchronization.

Building that ideal relationship into a curriculum was the responsibility of the educational authorities. Authorities have prided themselves on rebuilding the past on a very objective basis. It is because the most prestigious scholars in various fields such as psychology, philosophy, and education have done their best.

The children who received this education and were lacking in something, were originally considered to be that limited. We have done the best possible education, but if it looks like that, it's not something that human power can do.

From this education, Jonghun gained no emptiness that was not filled.

When he became an adult, no one called out his name at work. It was a rare opportunity to meet people in the first place, but for those who sometimes faced it, it was only a business function before they were human. In a society where man is commoditized into labor, a lowly man has always been called his title.

Therefore, his name was nothing more than friendly information that even I was familiar with.

This is how I usually lived my life at a table.

You have to constantly go through the cloudy currents that can barely be seen. Take a short swim break and get as far away from the destination as possible. Destinations are clear pools promised by the afterlife. Experience what the pool looks like indirectly through a lifelong dream.

Even in that dream, Jonghun could not be called by his own name. Rather, I was more familiar with the nickname SALHAE in virtual space.

Because dreams in life are usually their own afterlife given to those who went before them. It is rare to enjoy such a virtual reality in real life, both qualitatively and quantitatively.

At first, I didn't care about dreams like that.

How about a different name? That's all you get when you have fun.

His favorite was the midwinter dream. I dreamed of many other afterlife, but I felt like I was washing away the emptiness that was not filled.

Jonghun shared all of the boy's senses in his permitted dreams. Although he could not speak or act as his own doctor, the boy's words were like his own and the boy's actions were like his own. I liked the words and actions so much that I didn't care that they were different from my own.

Until I fell in love with Yura.

Since Yura started getting trampled on, Jong-hoon felt even more frustrated than before. When he looks at her, winter turns its gaze, and when he tries to talk to her, winter shuts up. In all our relationships with Yura, Jonghun was just another person who shared his senses. As I knew, dreams were just moments when the reality was overwhelming.

So, Chon Jong-hoon wished he was in the middle of winter.

But when I think about it, Jong-hoon couldn't replace winter. Experiencing someone's life also made me feel a complete difference with them. Jonghun was a man who could not speak like winter, who could not think like winter, and who could not act like winter. As soon as he took his place in winter, he realized he was going to be a completely different person. Part of that hypothetical character, Reara, no matter how small, must be reflecting the unconsciousness of winter.

The stronger you hope for the real reason, the more you realize that she is not like you.

No, to be precise, she could only be a person after winter. In other words, the one Jong-hoon loves is the reason for the winter. It must be a fake reason for Choon Jong-hoon.

Even though Yura remained the same, Jong-hoon himself was the problem again.

You don't deserve to be loved.

He was a shortsighted human who wanted to steal someone else's afterlife without accomplishing anything.

This conclusion is hardened only after the encounter of winter.

Winter said:

“You can't be in the middle of winter. ”

Indeed it is.

As the rest of the Sovereign Union continued to dream of the boy's demise, Jonghun became more clearly aware.

‘My afterlife would not be so beautiful. I won't be able to winter even if I die. ’

Then his afterlife will be as unsatisfactory as its length. Why not? The pool he'll reach won't be as wide or clear as the Lake of Winter. Feelings are always relative. If you did not dream of winter's aftermath, the pool that would have been moderately satisfied is likely to feel like a handful of rain lying in the wheelchair tracks. Extremely high

How could there not be a reason in that pool?

This heart may fade as time goes on.

But until then, what is there to be comforted about? It's a big day in the yard. Jonghun was already exhausted. There is no time to endure it until that day.

Moreover, there was no guarantee that the day would really come when Yura would forget. Rarely, like some mental illness, there is a lifelong love and yearning.

As a result, Jonghun began to shed a little bit of his sense of life for the winter.

Then one day, winter pushed Yura away. Seeing Yura smiling at the words of winter when there was someone to rely on, I thought it was time to end Jong-hoon. It was also sad to know that Yura was trying to hide her feelings, but it was even more difficult to express. At least the dark emotions people felt about trying to end their lives were sparse.

Jong-hoon also nagged as SALHAE.

‘In retrospect, it was too much to ask from the beginning. ’

When I decided to die, the unseen came to my attention. Like the position of a one-star boy in the dark. It felt like a new sense organ that was not there before.

Winter confessed that she wanted to love Anne. That serious attitude was heavier than Jong-hoon's heart of caring for Yura. I can't expect such a winter relationship with Yura to continue. It shouldn't be. Therefore, Jong-hoon decided not to expect any more, meaning the end of the remaining Soviet Union. In addition, I felt deeply sorry the other day for projecting my own desires.

And I'm sorry again. Pushing Yura away, winter must have reminded him of Jong-hoon. It was a natural thing to do in winter, but I couldn't bear the burden.

Therefore, Jonghun thought that he should send apologies and gratitude to the winter.

‘There are other greed……. ’

Will caring for this greed add a new burden to winter? After considering it for a long time, Jong-hoon sighed. Maybe it is.

But it's already one yard away. Also, the disappearance of the stars that had been sent was a dark sign by itself. Therefore, it is better to tie a knot for winter.

I don't want something big in the first place.

Jong-hoon hesitated and wrote the first line of the letter.

“Hello, winter. I'm Jong-hoon... ”

Now he's about to get out of the water. I decided that if I wanted to survive the water, I would have to do something other than fish, but Jonghun would just stay like fish.

# Suicide

Winter read a new letter I received under the only starlight. A virtuous security check record was a characteristic of the attached email.

"Hello, winter. I'm Jonghun, Cheon Jong-hoon. SALHAE makes it easier to know? I went to visit him once before. I'm sure you'll remember. Because unlike me, you seem to have a good memory. You said yourself, people don't forget when they're messed up.

Yes, I haven't forgotten.

It is awkward because I have never written a letter properly. I'm not very good at writing because humans are stupid. So I just want you to understand, even if it doesn't fit. It's been fixed and repaired all week. It's a lot to think about and write down.

“ ……. ”

I want to say I'm sorry first. How embarrassed you must have been to see me when I went to visit you, not a family member, but when I begged Yura to do something about it. Now that I think about it, that was really embarrassing.

The man has changed. I think I know what's to come. Winter hates reading the rest. However, he could not read it or delete it.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. By asking, I didn't care enough about your position.

It's different now. I decided to put it all down so I could barely see it. This is hard to explain. I still like Yura, but I realized it's not my destiny.... I wanted the impossible from the start. It's not me you're in love with.

"Anyway. I saw you say no to Yura, and, oh, I think it's time to end this.

"Don't get me wrong. I don't blame you. Is it really Shi Won Seop? Like I said, I already knew it wouldn't work.

And thank you. I realized it by sharing your afterlife. My afterlife wouldn't be what I'd hoped for. More so after experiencing your demise, but I think you'd be sadder if you didn't. I don't know what I lacked, believing it was just what I wanted, but I couldn't see...... I guess I could live the same afterlife as I do now.

So I'm going to wrap it up.

Trying to die.

"Well, how strange is this writing?

I've wanted to kill myself many times before, but I've never felt lighthearted like this. I used to be depressed and sad all the time. Just now. Liberation? I feel so free. It's a little sad, but it's better than anything I've endured up until today.

…….

Do me a favor.

Remember my name.

It was nice to die, but I could use someone to remember my name. I wish it were you. In fact, I haven't spoken to anyone but you in years. Maybe my parents forgot my name, too. I'm not important to anyone.

You're a good kid, so you'll mind this too. So I'm gonna say it again. I'm not depressed right now.

"As a last gift, and as an apology, I give you the entire balance of my account. It's not much, but I think it'll help.

P.S.

I hope that someday the day will come when you put the ring on Anne's finger. ^ ^

"Then cut it down.

"Choon Jong-hoon Cheon."

Winter's gaze stayed long on the last line. Later, the last sigh.

The attached star could not be sent back.

Although not because of this, post-insurance policy loans have been fully finalized today. That is, from today, there is no need to worry that death after the end of the world will lead to complete abolition.

No, but winter didn't want to suffer any more losses. I was running out of time, and I thought I should be as happy here as I could be. Like Jong-hoon said.

Then the twenty-eighth end is no exception.

It was a spiritual survival.