Shi Xiaoya glanced slightly, and then became clear again.

"You don't seem to be surprised." Han Zhuo Ling drove and took a look at her.

For Shi Xiaoya's calm response, the corner of the mouth is enough.

"It's not that I haven't gone through. I have been competing all the way to the present. It used to be that I didn't pick the customer, but the customer picked me. Not to mention the shadow, the third-line artist, who can make up for others is a special one for me A rare opportunity. With fewer resources, you have to fight, and you will inevitably be stumbling when competing. "Shi Xiaoya talked about things in the past without any emotion.

Because it is all a thing of the past.

"I once had the opportunity to compete as a make-up artist in a film crew. It was a year ago, directed by Li Mingguan's" Tianjiao ". The film directed by Li Mingguan has always been rare. That drama also had Gao Zishan and Dong Qinrong joining at the same time, and Two film emperors. So at that time I was also fighting for the chance to enter the group. But at that time there was also a peer who was also fighting at the same time. We were recommended by two senior artists. However, the two seniors are recommended to the crew at most. If one or two sentences we can, we still have to fight for ourselves. "

Shi Xiaoya smiled, "So at that time, I was really splashed with black water. That was also the first time I knew that I could still hire a naval army to black opponents and increase the bargaining chip for myself."

"I remember you entered the group that time?" Han Zhuoling asked.

He didn't know the competitor at the time, but if he remembered correctly, Shi Xiaoya made his reputation by virtue of that movie.

She was shortlisted for the best makeup award at the Huayi Awards, but because of her low qualifications, she still lost to her predecessors.

This is the case for many domestic awards. What you pay attention to is your status, network, rights, qualifications, and strength.

He didn't pay much attention at the time, only knowing that Shi Xiaoya was shortlisted and ultimately failed to win.

"Huh." Shi Xiaoya nodded. "At that time, some people scolded me every day. At that time, my mentality was not as good as it is now, and I didn't know that someone had hired a sailor, so it was quite uncomfortable at that time. I hide at home when I work, and I do n’t want to be in contact with the outside world. I ’m afraid rather than unwilling. ”

At that time, those nasty things were said.

She said that she was selling high-level, and her relationship with her teacher Liu Jingping was unclear. She also said that her private life was chaotic. She took the opportunity of giving makeup to male artists and actively asked others to say that her makeup technology was average, but the bed technology was good. and many more.

At that time, many people really believed these slanders.

"At that time, Qin Zigou pressured Weibo to delete all these topics. My brother went to investigate and found out who did it. Then my teacher came out to talk to the crew in person, and finally let me successfully enter the group." Shi Xiaoya said drippingly, "But I didn't think I won at all."

"At the time, I was actually quite down, and I felt that I was useless at all. I didn't have the ability, but I still had to rely on my friends, my brother, and my teacher. I would have been defeated by my own competition. Now. "

"No." Han Zhuoling tapped the steering wheel with his finger. "If you don't have the strength, even if you just put you in the crew, you won't be able to achieve results. At that time, you were young."

Han Zhuoling paused and found out that it really was.