The Magician Wants Normality

---At the same time that the Prime Minister and the protagonists are having a dialogue (King Harvis perspective)

I was just looking at the sight in front of me.

I know that the Chancellor chooses the wizard.No matter how isolated I am, I am the king of one nation.If you assume your status, no matter how much credit you have for the magician, you will end up with the word "disrespectful."

Of course, that doesn't just mean... to me personally.

The Prime Minister would only have wanted to prevent the "kingdom of Harvis" from being downplayed by the "King of Harvis".

In fact, the wizard has pointed it out.

Now, please answer. Why don't you defend your king? "

The questioned Prime Minister did not deny the inquiry… Nina, the words were clouded as if they were delusions.

I hate to say this, but the Prime Minister made his answer clear and refused to be recognized as a fact.

The exchange... brought the facts to light.

If anyone had listened to that charade, they would have felt, 'The Prime Minister did not shelter the king.'

The element that makes me think so is my own fault.

I can't answer satisfactorily and I can't claim the legitimacy of my actions.I can't help thinking so.

... in the first place, there can be no justification for my actions.

It was my own self who wanted to welcome her to the side room.There would have been a rebellion for my father to decide the queen, but it was myself who wished I didn't want to give up love.

Now that they have become the past, I may be able to see things calmly... but I felt like justice when I was in love with her.

We thought so because there was a "yearning for love like goga" that permeated the nobles and civilians at the time.

He said, "A prince who sees a weak lady, pushes through the opposites around him and penetrates his thoughts."

Said, "The only love of a beautiful lady with a beautiful life."

He said, "A strong bond between the two, teased by various obstacles, but not separated."

People were speaking in favor of developments like Goga.I didn't give up my hopes because I was empowered by them.

Ning, I even thought the people were supporting me.Politically motivated marriages were seen favourably by the usual daughters.It is not only the eyes of daze and contempt that are directed at us.

But now I know.... people said, "I was irresponsibly supportive because of other HR."

As long as they didn't catch fire, it just didn't matter.I guess it was just like entertainment.

In fact, there are very few cases where girls have prioritized their thoughts and married in love like us.

If other HR can support you irresponsibly, it is different if it is your life.I knew it would ruin you, whether you were a lady, a respite, or who you were dealing with.

Political marriage is a 'contract between houses'.If it is broken unilaterally, liability will naturally arise.It's not just about the people who get married, and it's suspicious that they can carry it.

Even if you abandon everything and choose to be free, there is no way that noble-class prostitutes and prostitutes can live.Even in the sense of self-preservation, you can't choose freely.

I suppose that was possible because Harvis was a kingdom.

In addition to that, she was fortunate.If you are weak, you will not be a child, and your parents' home is independent of the power struggle.If it wasn't poison or medicine... it would have been like a temporary fever.

"Gradually, did you see reality?"

When she whispered back to me, the queen stared at me.

"... is this the reality?"

I see. It'll be too late. "

Even as you exhale, you can't feel the warmth of the queen's words.

"If His Majesty acted responsibly as King.Or, as Agnus' father, it was an inevitable thing. "

"Is it my own fault?"

"There are no such elements in Ogaki.If you act with your heart and do good, everything will be fine.Isn't that why people enjoy it because it's impossible in reality? "

……

GOGA 'EH. Yes, I would have acted like one of the characters in GOGA 'EH.

Agnos was just playing what the adults around him wanted, but not for me.

I acted on my own volition and did nothing about it.I didn't have to worry about the sincerity of the people who complain, but I thought it would be good to spread bad governance...

"If he doesn't want the child.At the very least, His Majesty must fulfil that wish.... I don't think so. "

"In that case, I would have had to convince her.Not now, but you and I tried to get him to give up.Your life is in danger. "

I don't want to shorten the life of my beloved.I didn't even know what the consequences would be of having a child.

But the queen stared at me with such astonishment.

"A woman in love with her... and she's your wife, so it's not natural."

"... what?"

"What I want is a happy marriage after I'm in love with someone like you.But your Majesty already had a real wife named me, and she was a child, right?Why don't you have a sense of confrontation? "

In unexpected terms, I was stunned.I know her because she was a healthy woman who smiled happily when she thought about her future with me.

"No way, just her....."

"Hah... at all. Your Majesty would just like to assume that your ideals are true.The country is there because there is no particular problem.Because the loyalists think of His Majesty and do their best.... even if you look at the charade in front of you, do you think so? "

"....."

The harsh word did not raise the word of denial.Even if it seems true that the Prime Minister was worried about the future of the country, I cannot say that he has loyalty to me.

"Is that the same person?If it's true what you know, it's true how you burn yourself with jealousy.If I had a child, I wouldn't have forgotten what I thought after I became a child... I think I had that feeling somehow. "

"You said you were jealous. Queen, did they say anything?"

"No, nothing."

"Then why...?"

"When I first met you, I told you clearly.Marriage to me is a royal decree, and it is the will of the ancestors who mourn the country.Above all, I didn't have a crush on you.She must have realized she wasn't competing. "

--You 're not rubbing it on her, are you?

That's what I remember. Certainly, there was no such thing as a dispute between the queen and her.

I interpreted it as her sanity to say that even the side chamber was sufficient, but if the queen's words were true, they would have a completely different meaning.

If she is not an enemy, then the queen is not an enemy of herself.

I was satisfied with the side room position because there was no "loved wife" other than myself at the time.But I don't know what will happen in the future.

I heard that there was nothing like a rumor about the queen's complaint.If anything, her nanny would sue.

"Her weakness was famous.So, there were many people who targeted the next side room.Of course, such a rumor would have come to her ear.I think that's why she wanted the baby. "

"... if I had sworn 'there's only one person I miss', wouldn't I have wanted a child?"

"What do you think? The only thing I can tell you is that she's not just a beautiful emotional being, she's not a doll who can only act as you want, she's an emotional person."

In the words of the queen, I thought I would wake up.Is it true that my beloved, who yearned for Goga, was more realistic than me?

You wanted me and my child... and you really wanted Agnus to be happy.But was it purely a wish for my daughter's happiness?

"It's true that she wanted Agnus to be happy.But at the same time, I think it meant, "Even the daughter of the late side chamber can be happy if the favor of His Majesty to himself doesn't fade."

"Oh no...."

That's what I've been doing.

My report alone is enough, and Agnes has left it to the nurses.

"Don't worry about it later.It's time to move for the country, not for yourself. "

"... ahh"

I feel heavy in a different way than before.While I feel beautiful memories gradually collapsing, I must somehow make Harvis remember... metaphorically, even if I am damaged.

It's not a reflection, it's not a rebuttal, it's a "Jianmae" that convinces the magician.If we don't make it up, Harvis has no future.