The Magnificent Battle Records of A Former Noble Lady

"I hate you so much that I think this country is doomed."

Tedra despaired of the words.

Until two years ago, when she was her "sister", she told her emotionally without reflecting herself in her eyes. There's no kindness or mercy from two years ago.

That's what I did. It was my lost thing. Tedra deeply and deeply regretted the impugned reality.

Two years ago, both the trust that did exist and the deep affection that was directed at us, we... we all betrayed each other.

How could I not believe at all what she said that I had not done? I knew she didn't have time to rest even after she left school.

"Love is blind" is what I often say. I was certainly too blind to the acari thing two years ago.

That's why I didn't notice. How desperate my own sister was to keep this country then. I want you to spend all your time at school, at home, at the end of things that have been distorted by the clams.

She disappeared and this country became rough. The school, where the student council did not function and many students who admired Sirtina to the end ran to the boycott, was temporarily closed, and the national tax, which continued to be used, ran out of bottom and national politics lagged behind.

The aristocrats, who finally manifested their anger at the participation of their illegitimate daughter in the night club, abandoned their duties and most of the country's heavy towns stopped coming out of the territory.

The people were confused by the changes in the superiors of such a country, and distrust of the royalty was fuelled by rising prices and disturbing security.

Demonic damage increased, and the land evacuated by people in uncultivated dirty land quickly fell into food distress, causing more trouble between people. Neither did the Knights, who forgive their troubles, function without the Commander and Deputy Commander, and at last the starving dead and victims of troubles began to emerge, and the country had even lost its ability to dispose of their bodies, and the plague began to epidemic.

A people groaned when they were in the tragedy of this country, which had fallen to the point of falling.

"If Master Sirtina had been here," he said.

At that time, everyone but the clams and those still around them noticed.

"We made a mistake," he said.

So I'm sure the current state of affairs in this country is punishment for ourselves for betraying her.

For the sake of this country, for our own sake, punishment for those who desperately put their hands on us and made us feel like we were going to die.

So... that's why I was surprised that she visited this country again, even though it was a lot of royal life.

Speaking of "requests," I was surprised that you said you would protect Akali, the Virgin, for the sake of this country.

And I knew it at the same time.

She said she was no longer her (Sister Shill), two years before she knew it.

Golden hair cut short and aligned at the shoulder.

Light purple eyes with strong intentions.

Healthy sunburnt skin.

A muscular body to the extent that it is not ugly.

None of them were like her in my memory.

Dear Sirtina,

I almost call it "Sister Sil" and swallow the words.

I'm not allowed to call you that anymore.

"I know it's not about apologizing. This is especially true of what you said earlier. We've done so much for you."

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"So this is my self-satisfaction. You can listen to me."

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"I'm sorry I couldn't believe you two years ago. I apologize for betraying you for everything you've done for this country and for us. I'm really, really sorry.... I'm glad you're alive. It's good to see you again..."

Deeply bow your head. I was afraid to see her face. I was also afraid that I could turn a cold gaze like I would reject everything. That's why I couldn't look up, I was just staring at the ground.

"……… you were my brother"

"……… Yes"

A quiet voice comes down.

"I liked you for trying so hard to be a knight. He was a cute, proud brother."

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"In two years, you became a knight apprentice."

"Yes."

"You joined the Knights and fulfilled your dreams, even though you were still an apprentice."

"Yes."

"I dreamed of becoming the First Prince's Queen and supporting this country with him."

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"We were going to do everything we could to make it a better country."

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"Everything, has been taken away………………"

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"I don't need an apology or anything. Everything is in the past."

"Huh!!

I almost cried at her words.

It's the past. For her, this country is "past."

"…… Sil, Tina, Sama……………."

The plundered voice doesn't reach her who has already turned her back and walked out.

"... Sil, sister..."

She looked back and smiled gently at me. She was gone.

"Sorry, I didn't ……"

I still have to pass on an apology that won't arrive. Because that's all she can do anymore.

As soon as we realized we had made a mistake, we reconsidered all of Sirtina's "sins" that had been disputed. And I get it. Her innocence.

Sirtina... her sister did not harass her as Akali said, nor did she use the national tax that the King had accused her of.

It didn't take much time or manpower to find out all of it.

Because since a few months after Acari started attending school, Sirtina spent most of her time in the Student Council room, and no one had seen Sirtina come out of the Student Council room for lunch, lunch break, after school, etc. instead of classes, in contact with Acari. However, the place where Sirtina entered the student council room and the place where she was headed to the staff room with a lot of paperwork was frequently witnessed, and it was easy to prove that Sirtina was canned for the student council's work from all the student council documents that were submitted during that time, which were Sirtina's signatures.

When it came to national taxes, there was no need to look into them. In the first place, it's not a matter of how many royal and only royal ladies can handle themselves because they're Duke family members. Whether there is trust from many nobles or the people, the only one who administers the national tax is the Minister of Finance, and only the royal family can use his opinion even by twisting it. And now, even if Sirtina, who was chased after the country after being told that she had used the national tax, was gone, the national tax would be reduced, while Ning Lo's finances, which she managed to keep when she was there, are now in a state of turbulence.

Hate and whoever was in charge of the Minister of Finance at that time got off that seat as soon as Sirtina was gone. I didn't know the details because I couldn't get a location no matter how much I looked for it, but the last word he left was still enough to show that Sirtina didn't use the national tax.

After thinking about it... I didn't know what I knew then without having to think about it.

And after I was certain of her innocence, I told many people about it.

My father just breathed in silence.

My mother just smiled quietly.

My brother just opened his mouth.

The squire just called her name sadly.

The nobles just pierced their silence.

The schoolmates just confessed deeply.

The people just asked for salvation.

Only the king, the prince and the acari, and a few aristocratic warrants who still did the surrounding, just denied everything.

On my own, I was limited in what I could do for Sirtina. When she realized that the thing she had lost was something she could never get back on her own, she just cried helplessly.

Two years ago, we took away her trust, her love, her hope, her dreams, even her future. She trampled on all the positive emotions she was giving herself and gave them only negative emotions.

Isn't that acceptable?

I can't even imagine how much stuff she's spent to establish herself "now" like this, can I be forgiven so easily?

Still, as the last thing you can do, keep apologizing to her.

Even if we know it won't arrive, if we don't start by apologizing for our mistakes, we won't be able to move on.

"Sorry............"

The words of apology that I uttered again still disappeared in the wind before reaching her.