The Magus of Genesis

Thinking about it now, I think the first decade was still fine.

But I didn't even know it was not synonymous with not being sad.

"Hey. It's a beautiful day. Why don't you go up to the hill? It's time for Smiley to put on some flowers, and she'll be beautiful."

"... sorry. I don't feel that way. Nina, why don't you go alone?"

Warm spring days too.

"It's hot today...... right. Wanna play in the river? It'll be cold and pleasant."

"If I go in, the river will be a hot spring."

Summer days like this.

"... hey! How long have you been jiggling? Look, the red leaves, they're so beautifully colored."

"Nina. I want you to stop filling the house with fallen leaves if you can"

Cool windy autumn days too.

"Hey? Please. Just a little bit, let's go outside.... Alone, it's cold."

"...................................................................... sorry Nina"

Even freezing winter days.

I couldn't do anything, I was just depressed, wasting my days.

The first decade I worked vigorously, burning to make my magic school bigger.

The next decade, loneliness twitched and sneaked, and I began to plug in every now and then.

In that next decade, I began to wonder if what I was doing might be a total waste.

And for the last decade... I've had nothing to do with it, I've just had a good night's sleep.

It will be spring, summer will come, autumn will come, and winter will come. Repeat that over and over again...

I consume the season without eyes for no reason.

Everything visible loses its colour and is anointed with white and black.

"Hey, come on!

It was one of those spring days that the elf girl played her voice and pulled my arm.

No longer do I even have the strength to resist, I'm literally dragged away.

"Look!

It was snowing.

Even though it's spring? He seemed to have enough energy left to think so, and I look at the white things that descend.

It wasn't snow.

Petals. Countless white petals, scattered like cherry blossoms, fill the earth.

Of the tree Nina planted in Eye's tomb, it was a flower.

"Hey."

Blonde hair jumped like dancing, blue eyes staring at me.

"That kid's flower, isn't it beautiful?

The bright colour made me look up at the sky unexpectedly.

"Oh......"

Under the same color sky as Nina's eyes.

"Beautiful."

The white flower petal fell off without any sound.