"Dios, Chloe! Sorry to keep you waiting!
The following students were followed by Jeanne, who went through the gate after her sister's back became invisible to the crowd.
The gatekeeper knight said, "Don't run!Dios and I waited for Jeanne and the others as we heard them scolding students who were about to run away from the early walks several times.
Shortly after diving through the gates, several students walked past us with their backs on the side walls.Of course, that's why everyone got up so early.
And yet we're still here.
"It's too late. I got up so early, I got moved on."
"That's enough! Jeanne and the others are here. Let's go!
I deliberately glanced at Jeanne, who noticed us immediately after leaving the gate and strayed from the side.
Immediately afterwards, Dios pushed me to break in. [M]
I knew the two of them were with Jeanne.Philip and Jack went out with Jeanne and got up early.
On the other hand, I feel comfortable seeing Jeanne.I still can't read their true intentions as much as Jeanne.Philip taught me how to study, but sometimes he has scary eyes and a lot of pressure.Jack helped me both when I was a sister and when I was carrying the cargo, but when Dios tried to hit Jeanne, he reacted too quickly and was scared.I'm sure if Jeanne was white, they'd both be white, and if it was black, it'd be black.
Yeah, well, Jeanne's behind us.They picked the hem of our backs with their fingertips to keep them from coming off.If you get mixed up in such crowds, you might fall apart again.
If Philip and Jack line up on Jeanne's left and right, we'll be together.Jump back into the flow of people with your quick feet away from the gate.If you go through the gate, people will spread to the left and right, so it is not so dense.
I felt very slow and dull step by step, even though it shouldn't be a big distance if I walked to the middle wing.I felt like I was not getting close when I walked or walked, and I felt sick as if my stomach was turning over.
"... Chloe?
Even if I bite my lips, I feel restless, and I know that my alternating feet can't move easily.
Even if Dios calls me, I can't turn my face instead of turning my eyes, and I can endure nausea while consciously breathing again and again.The feeling of the clothes rubbing against each other, the back picked by Jeanne, and even Dios' shoulders are touching me, so I feel uncomfortable.What, you can't breathe well.
It resembles the feeling of drowning.Even though my eyes are open, I can't see well because of the stickiness of white and black.
"Are you okay, Chloe? Come on, we have to walk."
Anxious Chloe shakes his tympanic membrane slightly.
What are you talking about? I'm walking, I'm not going anywhere but the road. [M]
I don't think it's going forward or forward, and I think the road is moving backwards.When I tried to say it back, I noticed that my throat was strangely dry.It was rough as if I had drunk the sand and closed my slightly open mouth again.
We should just walk straight ahead, but is the direction really right this way?Neither Dios nor Jeanne said anything, and I think it's probably right.
After thinking so much, I realised that I really can't see my sight yet.It's a bit similar when you work too hard to get anemia.
You're kidding. I couldn't sleep yesterday, but I've had a decent meal this past week, I haven't had time to work, and I can't fall asleep like this.
Not just Jeanne, but Philip and Jack.But I don't know what you're talking about.Wow, that's disgusting.
What should I do? How could I breathe?Maybe I can't walk anymore.
Someday, my legs are really stopped.I mean, it's trembling so funny.The feeling was too clear just now, but now I don't feel anything at all.Your whole body is like stone.
You idiot, why are you here now, suddenly, at such a time, so suddenly... ─ ─
"Chloe!"
... my ears twitched to the echoing sound.
Rin's voice is probably the same as mine.It almost overlapped, penetrating from my tympanic membrane to my head.
When you blink again and again, your vision opens little by little.The white and black lights are clearing up like a punch and a punch aiming at each other.The sensation of my skin gradually returned, and I noticed that someone was holding my hands.
Your pussy opens your sights again and takes a big breath.Yes, there are two in front of me, peeking at me, too close to be ashamed.
Three more blinks revealed Dios, who was seriously stiffening his face, and Jeanne, who was shaking her purple eyes worryingly.They both held my hand with both hands, and they were so strong, that I was like a child.
"... what?"
When I shook my throat, a strange roughness of breath echoed inside me.
My head knows that my legs have stopped because of me, and that I'm crazy.My body doesn't seem to belong to me even though it's not in tune.
Then you relieved me that I could reply, and the two shoulders slightly lowered. [M]At the next moment, the right hand was grabbed and pulled in hard.
"Chloe! It's okay, it's okay. No matter what happens, I'm with you!
Dios' voice is trembling.
I don't know what's going to be okay, but you're going to have to do that again.That's why I don't like it.It popped into my head and disappeared.I understand that my head follows reality to the point where I want to hate it.
When I applied my strength to the hand held by Dios, I was held back with both hands as if I was going to crush it.I feel so relieved that I feel so distracted by the words "It's okay..."Long breaths come out of the gap between your mouth and your shoulders come down.I realized now that my shoulders were pretty tight too.
It has happened many times before.It's definitely not the same Dios memory, it's definitely mine, ever since I was a kid.Dios is a kid, he cries right away, he's a pain in the ass, but he's definitely still got it.
My brother.
"... I'm scared."
As soon as I thought it was powdery, it was overflowing.
Your mouth, which you couldn't say properly, simply overflowed with weak sound.As soon as I could say it, my chest became a little lighter, but my stomach was heavy.The feeling of drinking lead made me nauseous again.
Dios can also hear the sound of my throat ringing, and the feeling of holding my arm becomes stronger. [M]"I'm scared too!The voice that was called out to compete sounded high in the heart.
You knew Dios was scared, but you could save him.It always makes me feel like I can't.In my place, I've been drawn dozens of times. [M]
... I'm scared.
Really, the more you see the results, the more you die.
Next, the body refuses to face the reality that is pointing at the tip of its nose to the point where it can't be compared to before.Well, we solved the problem, and Jeanne didn't fool us at least there.But it doesn't matter if it comes with the results or not.Jeanne didn't give us a grade, and if we make one mistake, they win.There are many students who are much more blessed and smarter than us.I'm not sure if I could really achieve better results than these people just by studying for a few days.
Now, if Dios and I can't make it, I'm afraid to think about how to live further.I have to get back to work, not just to school.Please let me work at my previous workplace again, and I don't know if you'll hire me again.
Dios may suffer and want to trust me or Dios with his special abilities, and if my sister finds out about it, she may be unable to do it again.
I don't like to go back to my previous life the more distant I am.However, I am afraid that I will be desperate to do my "original life", which I would not want to return to if I did not succeed here.Dios suffers, but her weak sister can't help herself, and her complexion gets worse, and she gets torn apart by hard work every day.
That's the life that lasts forever.
"It's okay."
Gyu, the opposite of Dios, was put into force this time.
As he raised his face, which was leaning against the bright and resounding voice, the white skin illuminated in the morning and sun reflected and burned his eyes.She smiled so powerfully that she didn't think she was the same age, not just me, but Dios.Every thin finger touches us.
What, where, irresponsible, can't be okay.There were words I could say, but now I can squeeze my lips and look back.Waiting for Jeanne's words, Dios looked at her with his eyes wide open.
"If not, I have my next special exam.It's only been six months. If it doesn't work this time, it will help again before the next test.It won't be hard forever. "
You're not in tune, so don't peek.
Bite your lower lip and put pressure on your face.Tell yourself that it's still too early to feel a pinch in the back of your throat.
"Leave it to me," Jeanne laughed brightly at a time like this.It's a shake.I want to rely on you, I want you to help me, and... I see a little hope.
The voice repeatedly sounded terribly in my head, saying, "It's okay."Not forever, there's still a chance.Six months is a short time compared to that.
Then Dios pulled my hand again.Step towards the middle wing, not yourself. [M]I always go ahead without thinking, so I always have to follow. [M]Even if I stop suspecting, it's Dios who will definitely step forward, so... I'll be pulled forward too.
I don't know why Dios always despises such a reliable brother.
"Chloe... I promise.If it doesn't work, it won't work out again.I won't give up my work. [M]But... in six months, I'll take it again. "
Believe what Jeanne says and you'll have hope.I can't, and I envy you.Dios can go before me, but he'll definitely take me with him.
Dios laughs softly at me, sure as hell. [M]She smiles at me with a completely different look. [M]It's strange to laugh at a time like this.I still don't know the result, and I told myself that Dios would see hard eyes again for six months if it didn't work.... but...
"... yeah"
Not all the time. The words are terribly strong in hell.There is still so much hope.
Dios pulls his hand and feet work again.Before that, every step of the way naturally and oxygen flows through your body.The slow pace of walking, though not premature, definitely approached the middle wing.I noticed that the hand of the one who wasn't pulled by Dios was empty sometime.Looking back at the palm of his hand, Jeanne was walking behind us again.Without pushing or rushing, it keeps us in line.
Neither Philip nor Jack complained about it at all.Because Jeanne was holding her hand with all her strength, the warmth of her hand still remained, and she didn't like it getting cold gradually, so she held her fist.
Walk, walk, and finally get to the front of the middle wing.There was already a crowd in front of the lift.It seems that they put together from one to three years, and the middle school students were making a lot of noise.I shouted with regret and, on the contrary, with a screaming voice, and both Dios and I were twitching up and down each time.I feel that we are ugly when we relieve people of their misfortune or when we see happy students and pray that it is not the same grade.It was like pushing from the inside out to the front, and my heart twitched and rang.My heart is much better than my cowardly heart. [M]
I still can't read the protrusion because of the hedge.Even though it's close enough to read in distance, it's in the way of people's heads and shoulders.Why is it so big that there is only one year difference between us and the third grade?
For a moment, I thought Jack wouldn't be able to see through the student's head from his back, but... he wouldn't look back.If you can already see it, Jack's face will tell, and I want to make sure it's in my own eyes.Good or bad.
With Dios.
The hands that grip each other are wet.I don't know which is wet. It was wet and trembling as much.
The sound of skin clogging was transmitted through the body when the force was exerted on both hands to grip each other as a delusion.My knees tremble like I'm laughing, and my heart is getting more and more annoying, and I can't hear my students or my voice in my ears.I trembled and felt as if I could hear Dios beating through my connected hands.I was also pulled by Dios' back, diving and pushing forward to a position where I could sew and read among the students.
People and shoulders bump into each other and are sometimes pushed back in tightness.As you rub it, Dios, who is as thin as me, goes straight ahead.
Phew, it feels like the clothes on my back have been picked again, so I immediately know who it is.When I thought you'd come to us soon enough, I reached out on my own before I got lost.I'm sure it feels like a thin wrist and the hand that came to grip back immediately.Then he turned his back towards Dios as he looked up.Now, the protrusion is in front of you.
I can see twinkles in the middle two year column from among people.Hold your breath for as long as you want to meditate.The man who was standing in front of us just passed by.And then...
Dios Farnham. Chloe Farnham.
The name was written on it.
The top of the name and the second only for three people.There is no doubt our name is there.
I doubted it without understanding and traced the name with my eyes again and again.Check the words "honorary student" and "middle school for two years" on it, and check your name again.I remember breathing faster this time, and I don't even know if I'm inhaling or vomiting.
I gripped each other at the same time as I trembled until my finger senses disappeared.I don't know what I look like.Just make sure it's not a dream when you're next door.
The hand that was gripping the opposite side of the body, which was stretching out strongly, came out.A tall voice shouted at me to say something, but I couldn't hear it.It's just that my hands are freezing and cold again.
"Wow, they're both in first and second place!Great! Congratulations! "
A flowery smile.
Sunny morning flowers.It jumped right in front of us.
Jeanne played us with a dazzling smile instead of us, with no voice and no reaction.
He squeezed my hand and Dios' at the same time, and his hand trembled too hard.
My head is dry before we catch up.It's really selfish and not as grown up as Dios.
I can hear Dios pulling my throat.As soon as he did so, Jeanne turned both her round eyes towards Dios.The look of surprise immediately eased the face.
"Congratulations," she softly shouted to Dios, stroking her head with the hands of someone who wasn't connected to me.At the moment of touching or not touching the white hand as if it were glowing, the drop that conveyed the cheek of Dios dripped from the jaw.The throat of Dios sliced a large drop of powder.
"Nh... ahhhh... ahhhhh...!
Dios cried with a voice that had given up talking.
Rub your eyes, rub your nose, and you can see a messy face without looking down.The eyes and nose of Dios were bright red after only rubbing a few times.Higg, higg!I started barking my throat, and even though I'm fourteen this year, I cry like a child.Jeanne stroked her head so much that she shook her throat and shoulders every time.Until just now, you were so strong.
I knew you didn't like it.After all, I'm still scared, dressed up in front of me, so relieved, reassured, reassured.....
Dios can go to school.
"Nh...,... uhh..."
Suddenly, a sense of reality hits me. [M]
The back of my nose became tight and my throat developed a fever that spread to the back of my eyes.
Tie your teeth and squeeze Dios' hand as hard as this, but you realize that water is accumulating at the end of your eyes.The sound was louder than I thought it would be if I sipped hard before I drooped my nose.
I swallowed the skin in my mouth many times, hoping that Dios would be silenced by the squeaky voice.
Dios can go to school.It's not just Dios, it's me.If both of you get used to the special students, you can support your sister even if you go to school.And above all, there is no reason why Dios should not go to school.
Dios' crying that leaked out of his throat gradually grew like a child's scream.Jeanne smiled and reached her back as she stroked her head.Wear the back of a rounded Dios.
"You endured a lot.... it's really great.Oniichan Shizuishi. "
Say something that makes you cry again.
That's not good. Dios can't speak anymore.
Jeanne finally pulled herself to Dios, who looked terrible and forgot to lean her face down.Dios buried his face on Jeanne's shoulder without resistance, shook his shoulder badly and cried like a child Dios was jealous as he shook and leaked a sound.
Dios can cry, laugh, and really be honest like this.Jeanne has a Dios who can tell her honesty in words or not.
"Chloe"
Rin sounded, but now he calls me. [M]
Jeanne, who had always cared about Dios before, turned her neck towards me in a shoulder-length position.I pulled my hand closer and closer while holding it.
I don't want to show you my red eyes, my wet corners, my sipping nose, or my pathetic face.With his dirty face, he stared at Jeanne without meaning and was laughed at instead.Like before, she smiles with a happy face that looks like flowers are blooming.
There are so many things I want to say.I can say thank you now, and why did you really do it so far? I still don't trust you enough, so there is no price for it, what are you planning, and there are really many things I want to say right now.Because the moment you try to say just one sound, something else will definitely come up.Not yet. I don't care about Jeanne.
Good work.
It's a simple, monotonous word.
However, as soon as I got the word, the moisture echoed inside my body and the corner of my eyes swept up with heat.Your throat sounds and your heart rings slowly.Jeanne's face was cloudy and she couldn't see.
The moment I found out that I couldn't do it anymore, I pulled Jeanne's hand, which I was still holding.Dios leaned towards me, so he jumped in here like he hit me. [M]I waved Jeanne's hand to my strength and caught Jeanne's back.
I don't know anymore. You made me cry, so take responsibility.
"Slow. Slow. Slow. Slow. Slow. Slow.
It's sloppy.
You're laughing at me without making fun of me.
If you say such a word, you'll be happy.You're going to want to believe it.
Everything up to this time today.I want to believe it's kindness from her without a back or a front.
Impossible, you mustn't believe it, even though your head wants to doubt it, your whole body screams with more force.When she was clasped, she overlapped with Dios' arm.Dios, who had borrowed only his shoulder from Jeanne just now, sticks with me. [M]
My sight seeps and I don't want to show my face like this, but I regret to rent Jeanne's shoulder and eat it.Enough. Whether Dios sees you, Philip sees you, Jack sees you, or any student sees you.I don't care if Jeanne doesn't see me.
"It's sloppy...!............................................................................................................ "
A dead voice rubs against me at the end.
I finally got the word that I would never say until the end.Dios continued barking with a messy voice.Maybe Dios also said, "Thank you."But it was a crushed and mixed voice that would never even tell me what I was trying to talk about.
Impossible. I shouldn't even have been able to write properly.Really, really everything in the last few days.Jeanne found me and grasped my weakness... even though I was supposed to.
We couldn't do it.I had no choice but to envy him.There was no school, no money, no parents. There was no place we could fight.
It was supposed to be a life where I had to let myself go just by flowing, but for the first time in my life, I was able to grasp it with my own hands, and it was made of things.
Your body trembles, your throat is hanging, and your arms are stretched.Jeanne grabbed me for the heat.
I can change. The future of me, Dios and my sister can be better.
It may take some time.It can be tough. If I could go to a much better place than I am now, I would like that. [M]It doesn't make sense just for me.Me and my sister alone are meaningless.With Dios, the three of us will be happier than we are now.
If I had noticed, I would have cried aloud. [M]I didn't even notice it myself.It was a howl as ugly as Dios, I can't remember.
The voice coming up from the core of the body is overflowing from the mouth with a big mouth open and doesn't stop.Because Jeanne rubbed my back, my swallowing was mixed up and I coughed up so much that I felt painful.
There was only one ray in our lives that had given up.I will never let go of this ticket. [M]For the first time, I will decide the course of my life. [M]... no, don't decide.
It can be decided.
You can choose.
I'm so happy that it trembles.It's not about compromise, it's not about giving up, it's about choosing where you want to go.
My voice and the voice of Dios.Jeanne was attacked with a double voice.For the first time since my father and mother died, I cried out of my stomach. [M]
Today, we made a decision.We chose. Definitely by his own will.You don't have to give up, you don't have to give up.More, more, more.
Happiness.