"... I thought you were here.
Finishing his story with his father, the Knights Commander and his deputy, Arthur returned to his room to sigh in front of the boy who was already lenient in the room.
"Were you able to return to your original age, Style?
"Oh, right after that.
It is the first prince of this country who is naturally indulgent in his room and is also in his chair.
From time to time, Style even hides from Master Pride and uses instant travel to visit my room.
"My landlord, I'll be forgiving you first.
"I'm sorry you're late.
I'll unload my stuff while I return it to my father.
"You told the Knights Commander... about your abilities.
"Oh, and to Clark.
I had no choice but to sit back on the bed because the chair was being used by Steele.
"Were you surprised?
To Style's words, yeah. and return it. Honestly, it would be a lie to say I didn't expect it to surprise me.
And in fact, he seemed far more surprised than expected.
"Father, Clark.... My special ability is not the power to energize crops, but the power to heal diseases of all things.
Honestly, I was so nervous. I just found out about this special ability, and I thought I'd shut up and put it down until I was ready to think about it for a while.
But I also wanted to tell my father and Clark as soon as possible.
I want to tell my mother that my father is good. Because these three were the ones who tried to support me more than anyone else when I was annoyed by my special abilities.
Both my father and Clark had their mouths open and solidified when we talked. Father and Clark, who were rarely upset, were a little funny when they hardened to the look and stopped saying anything.
I was feeling a little proud for some reason when I answered that my special abilities weren't just crops.
'Arthur, your special abilities are not limited to crops.
I'm sure it's because I remembered what I said then, I think so.
But then I even got a little worried when I saw my father think of something with his head all the time while Clark repeated the question.
If this special ability is unacceptable.
Clark was also getting extra anxious because his laughter was starting to dry up gradually as he asked me questions.
Clark also pointed out for the first time that I was not ill when I was a recruit and that I had never had a cold myself.
It was quite frightening that Father struck his head against the wall when I told him what Lord Pride had predicted. Besides, I didn't think to say "Oh my God" right after that, so I bumped into a question about whether it was a problem with this special ability.
"There's no reason for that."
That's what they said, and the heat cooled all at once.
When I was a kid, he stroked my head like the first time I showed special abilities. At that time he did say, "Excellent, a special ability to be salvation for plants and crops. Tighten your chest.," he said to me.
... I wonder how your father felt about me continuing to be ashamed of this special ability just because I'm no longer suitable for knights. That makes me feel regret and guilt.
"Excellent… a special ability to save even for a knight. Tighten your chest.
... I'm so glad.
Even for knights, that word.
A compliment from my father that I could hear again, that smile.
I really appreciated the two of you for giving me permission in the direction of concealing my special abilities. It's the ability to be so upset even to Chancellor Jilbert and those two who are always calm. I don't know what to do if the other guys find out and react any more.
The last time I got out of the room, it was good to be properly told by the two of us.
I honestly still have no idea how to use my special abilities. But I'd be happy if that helped the Knights and those two from now on. Because I thought that was for sure.
... Wow, I was embarrassed.
In retrospect of that, I exhaled a long sigh again and Style told me, "You've come to resemble the Knights Commander". When I returned it and stared at it as it was, the unexpected words returned.
"That's good,... stay a knight.
That kind of style seemed to ask me how I was doing.
"Your special abilities are truly worthwhile. If you use that ability successfully, you can gain enormous wealth, become a member of the royal family… all over the country without having to achieve results with a knight… No, you can be worshipped like God by heroes all over the world. Besides, if you name it as a doctor, you'll also be able to save a lot more humans than become knights.
I also feel a little overwhelmed when they say that. I just felt like I finally figured out why Father and Clark were so surprised when I heard what Style said.
I don't care about money or status. I'd rather be a knight than that. But... Style is right, using this power would save a lot of people suffering from diseases like Mr. Marianne just now.
Some human beings have special abilities: divine revelations.
That's why I didn't like this special ability, which I thought would only help crops. There's this special ability that doesn't help knights.
But I met Master Pride, and I still chose the path to becoming a knight.
I chose this path of my own free will, regardless of my special abilities or God's revelation.
Then... knowing the true power of special abilities doesn't make me want to change this path.
I want to use this power in the way I want to live, protect and save a lot of people, more than this special ability is my power.
Until the end, I want to be Lord Pride's knight.
"... good to remain a knight, hey. I'm a good knight."
When she answered that, Style laughed somewhat relieved as she said, "Well."
He may have been worried about me.
With that in mind, I look at my hands again.
With this hand, I did save people's lives today.
Honestly... I never dreamed my special abilities would help me this way.
I was amazed when I suddenly heard my father scream during the Knights mock practice. It's not uncommon for the Knights Commander's father to raise his voice to reprimand and temper, and I was yelled at on an equal footing with other recruits and knights. But the knights around me were not only surprised that the boulders called me names for screaming like an anomaly that required a rush at that time.
Besides, if you go, it's Master Pride who was there.
I could understand what my father meant when he only raised his voice, and besides, Master Pride even wore the deep red team clothes before this instead of his usual dress. I don't know why. No going inside. Hold my hand...
Seriously, I thought you were gonna die.
My heart really sucked like getting pulled over by the pride in the crimson regiment clothes. It's cute and beautiful. It's thin and soft... Two years ago, my extra face got hot when I remembered that you were so touched by this hand or something out of place. My heart could have burst if I had been a little behind in having my hands loosened.
"Arthur, I need a favor from you.
The look on Lord Pride's face, as if he had made a bitter decision, is still on his mind. When I let go of my hand and saw Lord Pride holding one fist, I decided I would definitely try to make that wish come true.
'I have someone I want to help. But in order to do that, I need to make a big difference... in your life. I don't even know if it's going to get better or worse...!
Master Pride seemed very spicy to say so. Dear Pride, I couldn't even think about who I wanted to help, and when that guy looked like this, it was someone other than himself... and I knew right away that it must be someone who wanted to help or for me.
"Still, please... Arthur Beresford, please help me..."
I wondered what you were saying.
The one who changed my whole life for Zutaboro's weak and pitiful, what.
It doesn't matter what's good or bad.
'If it's my life, you've changed it a long time ago.
For that man who saved me from hell, my life, my life, nothing was spared.
I will surely never forget the exhilaration when I kneel before Lord Pride and look up.
'I am your knight, say anything. I would give this life for you.
Now that I've lived for this moment... to the point where I thought I did.
The crying look on Lord Pride's face that stared straight at me and the temperature and feel of both hands that clenched me.
I was really happy.
'Thank you,' he said, and that alone filled everything.
He said he could be the knight I admired.... because it seemed so.
Two years ago, all I could do was watch footage and mourn without doing anything. I'm next to this guy now, and I can help this guy.... I was so happy about that.
Master Pride then tried to say something to me, but the decadent style appeared and was interrupted.
Seeing Style's words stuffed with cuts and Lord Pride in a hurry to tell me something soon, my decision was quick.
Grasp Lord Pride's hand back hard and reach for the name of the style.
"Take me with you."
To him, I thought that was all I could pass on.
But the moment I moved ahead was a misery far beyond my imagination.
The figure of Chancellor Gilbert then... doubted his eyes.
Chancellor Jilbert was crying. Chancellor Gilbert, who cried in the face of the mess... remembered someone two years ago.
He grabbed the hand of a woman so weak that I could tell, he seemed desperate to resist the reality in front of him.
Her breath seemed spicy, she had a bad complexion without focus... and she didn't have an atmosphere to get close to. Because I just touched it a little bit and it was going to break. The woman... and Chancellor Gilbert.
Style tells me that the woman is Chancellor Gilbert's fiancée.
I thought he had a fiancée, but he couldn't understand me being called on the spot that wasn't even on the battlefield.
Master Pride told me to touch that guy and I didn't know what the intention was. I also hesitated to approach that guy who was about to break just touching me.
But.
'Arthur, your special abilities are not limited to crops. Your true special abilities are…'
As soon as we talked about my special abilities, my doubts deepened. Why are we talking about my special abilities here?
But because it is the word of Lord Pride, who is nobody.
"It's the power to heal the disease of all things."
Straight ahead, they accepted that word.
I'm sure it wouldn't have been so easy to accept if it had been another guy's words, and I couldn't move.
The moment I heard Lord Pride's words, I was running out when I realized it.
Run, even though it was only seconds before I grabbed Mr. Marianne's hand. In the meantime, the words of Dear Pride two years ago were repeated to my head over and over again.
"If we don't save him when we know we can save him..."
I want to save.
If I have that power.
Take this man who is suffering in front of you.
I can only mourn the imminent death of some fucking kid two years ago.
Seriously, I thought so.
Grab a finer arm than Master Pride and squeeze it.
I didn't feel anything when I first touched it. However, I felt a gradual "discomfort" from the area where Marianne exhaled. It's with me when I touched a crop I used to waste. I didn't feel anything with a little weak crop. But the weaker and more useless I felt, the more similar it was to the "discomfort" of that time, and I understood it.
Oh, this is what it feels like to be "healed."
Chancellor Gilbert's shouts, Mr. Marianne's changes, and the screams of the maids around him. All the information dazzled me from ear to ear, from eye to eye.
Even when Ms. Marianne uttered her words and Chancellor Gilbert held her tight, she was already blind at that time to the fact that she was truly helped by this man. I could have done it myself, but I was so dreaming I couldn't believe it.
But Marianne turned to me and said, "Are you...? 'When I said.
I was snorting.
I had an understanding that I did this.
And they held my hand back with a strong force, and I...
"....................................................................................."
The man's words shook me badly when I said it and cried.
"Again Jill...,... help me Jill... thank you..."
That being said, he thanked me again and again, and remembered two years ago as Prime Minister Jilbert lowered his head as well.
"... to my friends... to my men, to my family... heh... good to see you again..."
It's your father's word.
I said crying to Master Pride, those are the words.
At that moment, I might be complacent, but I was really vague... and I felt like I was getting a little closer to the old pride... and I was vaguely like this.
I could have saved you.
It's nobody's, on my own.
... I've always been ashamed of this special ability.
Even if you start aiming for a knight again, you still don't see this ability as a knight's strength.
Still, I have told myself that it has nothing to do with special abilities.
Yet.
This special ability of mine helped someone.
It helped Master Pride.
And he said he could save someone.
That... was unhappy.
It's good to have this special ability.
It was shameful power.
It did make sense, now at this moment.
If that seemed so... the tears were telling.
Thank Lord Pride again.
For giving meaning to my special abilities.
Most importantly, for letting me save these people in front of me before I could make it.
'I have someone I want to help. But in order to do that, I need to make a big difference... in your life. I don't even know if it's going to get better or worse...!
Really, it had nothing to do with good or bad.
If, assuming it sucks, this is my life or... my life as a knight. Even if that has changed.
Better than that, I've changed the lives of these two people today.
I just want to keep my chest open that I was able to uphold my proud Lord Pride beliefs.
I want to be proud that I was able to save people with my special abilities.
"... I don't know... Dear Pride...
When I remembered the day, my voice leaked unexpectedly.
Because I thought I could finally help Lord Pride, but I felt saved again in the end.
Spread your hands on the bed and fall in.
"Give it up, sister. You've been like that for a long time.
Truncated by the style in a word, he accidentally roars on the spot.
"…………… I know.
Yeah, I know. That's why I decided to dedicate everything to him.
"... in n?... Were you okay with Temehe?
It's about me. I don't care. That's it, Style.
Just look at the neck and look towards the stile.
I'll sigh instead of laughing with my nose at Style, who'll come all the way up here and know what it is.
"Temee... you didn't really think about that Chancellor Gilbert.
Chancellor Gilbert... I thought my first impression was of a frigid, creepy man. That, too, didn't seem to make Stayle feel very good about that Chancellor Gilbert. On the contrary, I was even disgusted by the similarities with Chancellor Jilbert. On top of that, it's that confession. Honestly, I decided to hit Chancellor Gilbert one day already at the point where I was talking about spreading Lord Pride's bad reviews.
But Steele's anger wasn't my match. I know how much he's done for Lord Pride for a long time. What that man did was trespass on his efforts and those of Lord Pride's, treachery against all royalty.
There's no way I can forgive you.
"... well, yeah.