"Kill...?... Pride, do you...?
You...? And I nodded slowly at the words of Arthur, who was small.
The dripping tears fell to the floor paralyzed as soon as I let my neck lie down. I cry too much, swollen eyelids and tears make my vision only half as clear as usual. Slightly cloudy to eyeglasses, extra hard to see. Still, I knew perfectly well that Arthur was just stunned to open his eyes.
Arthur's voice, urging him to explain what it meant, was as low as if he were desperately trying to calm himself down.
"Ten years ago... uh... sister, you told me... I wanted... uhh"
That past, which is the first to be exposed, wasn't really going to tell anyone for the rest of my life.
That's how important it was with Pride... and it was one of those irreplaceable memories.
I won't forget, what happened then.
How much did she give me when I was adopted by royalty?
He gave me a lot and gave me a place. For my sake, she, the princess... cried for me, who was still almost a stranger. And you promised me... you wanted it.
"If you become a bad queen... eh... kill me..."
"If... we... to the damned queen... if... you... kill me..."
Yes, Pride wished.
Holding me in the heat, she hoped.
... All this time, I knew Pride was scared of something. I couldn't even grasp the contour.
But now I know.
"Pride was... I knew... ten years ago... from!... I'm sure I'll have a day like this..."
Grab the eagle with all the slapped breasts intact.
It hurts so much that my chest is about to tear, I can't delude myself by grabbing and holding it down eagle. I feel really nauseous about my helplessness. It already tasted like blood from my eaten teeth and I still chewed it up fine.
I couldn't do anything. I should have been frightened of the future where she would be for ten years and noticed one of those scales.
"I don't like it... no matter how much she changes, she's pride..." I've come this far to protect my pride! I can't stand losing her, even if she didn't change her mind at that time.
Also, my hands unnaturally, my arms tremble.
Hold it down with your left hand, claw up but the force doesn't get in well anymore. Gakun, and the force falls off both knees, dropping the knee on the floor.
I fell apart and Arthur fell on one knee and grabbed my shoulders again. What's the matter, he peeks into Arthur and shows me his right hand stretched out to the tip of his nose, which I still unnaturally shudder.
"Subordinate... it's a contract..."
Arthur turns his face slightly and takes a breath.
Focus on my right hand as my open eyes rock with gras. Without saying a word yet, Arthur grabbed my trembling right hand from the side. It was held down by Arthur, who had a strong grip, and the tremor subsided to a slight extent.
"... I can't betray my sister... … is not enforceable to obey orders as in the contract of servants. But... if I think of it as a betrayal of that person, it won't happen again.
Thanks to the warmth of man, he is saved not less by the temperature of Arthur's hand, which is higher in calories than mine.
I started spinning words more decently than just now, even as I dripped tears with my tear glands broken.
"Since you... have changed. All this time, I thought something I feared ten years ago had happened.... and that guy wished. He told me to kill myself if I became a bad queen.
Pride now, no matter what you think, becomes so.
I can tell without thinking about it. How much tragedy would happen to our country if that pride now became queen. And he wanted the end to protect us from that future.
"Not yet... pride is a princess...... Queen, then... not.
Inside that Pride is a princess, if only on the surface of the word, it will not have betrayed her.
Nothing, it's not about suffering right now. Even so, pride is now in jeopardy of the throne's inheritance. … but………
Dunn, and. If I noticed, I slapped my grabbed arm on Arthur's armor as hard as I could. My arm hurt more when I lost my armor and it even sounded like a bone. Still, it doesn't matter. If you try to slap him with anger again, you tell Arthur, "Hey! ♪ And I can stop it with all my strength ♪
"But no, no, no... that's not what she wanted..."
Scream to spit blood, galloping your voice with thirsty throats.
Lost in the power of Arthur grabbing his arm, he strikes his left hand in the armor instead. It sounds gummy and boney, up to the front of the shoulder.
"Pride doesn't mean that he wants you to kill him when he's queen... when he can't keep that clean heart in the rampage... before he hurts someone... he wants you to stop... he wants you to..."
... I know.
That's what he is.
If you become queen, you are the best in power in the country. I'm sure if that pride tried to hurt someone with that power, it would make them tens of billions... even more unhappy. That's why I wanted it.... that you wanted yourself to stop before you did.
I don't like it, but I get it.
"Ma... that guy already looked scared ten years ago...! I don't know when or what to do......! If you want to suffer others, you can't hesitate to kill yourself or your body... such pride... you can't watch..."
Gun, gum, gum, gum, gum, gum, and slap your armor to distract your chest.
I can't see anymore because my eyes are too brisk with tears. It was just a touch of my hand, and I could see that Arthur grabbed my left arm again. They blocked both arms, and with all their strength, they are no match for the knight's knighthood. Guh...... and groaning throat, I can't stand swallowing it. I shook my head down and my glasses fell off. Katan, as soon as the cloudy vision opened with a sound, now strike your forehead into the armor with impulse. Gunshot and armor made a loud noise and sounded on his head... but where it had nothing to do with the pain, tears broke out again. Blurry, and hidden in the back of his chest with the large grain falling out of his eyes, and what he was pushing in finally overflows from his mouth.
"... it's better not to kill her... but to betray our pride in the past."
As soon as I put it into words, there was a severe pain running like a seizure in my heart.
... Say, Shit.
I trembled on my shoulders and my tears overflowed with my forehead slammed on my armor.
What Pride wanted for the end. That must be... her kindness not to want to hurt us or the people.
In my mouth, I was afraid that I would be defined in myself as being true. My right arm is still right now. But I keep roaring at him to kill her,... to finish her off. This is already a curse.
Desperately different, he said. Pride hasn't even been able to be queen yet, he told me it had nothing to do with the covenant because if he stayed this way, he would lose his right to inherit the throne, and he kept deluding me.
That wasn't pride, I assumed it was another person, and I also tried to pretend that I didn't even realize the betrayal.
But...... I really don't think it means don't kill me until my true hope for pride is to be queen. The more I try to think of her as someone else, the more... I am reminded that she is pride.
She's not pride, she loses the right to inherit the throne anyway, losing the right to inherit the throne is not pride, if she loses the right to inherit the throne, pride has the right to inherit the throne. Different pride is she, if she loses the right to inherit the throne, pride can't be queen. She's pride, he said.... conflicted thoughts trying to assume, mixed up, and went crazy like crazy over and over again.
"To Tiara... scattered,... Shit...
He exhales penance as he exhales and pulls a thread. Potato tears dripped down from the tip of his nose to his armor.
So I just wanted to... strip you of your right to inherit the throne of pride.
If Tiara gains the right to inherit the first throne, Pride will no longer have the power of a queen. It's just that if you become a princess... as it is, if you hide and shut down every unusual fact, she won't have to hurt anyone. That way, I...
Kill the pride now and say, "Don't do it."
"I don't want to kill you...... that guy is all I have...
Whatever that guy wants,... I don't want to kill him.
Good in any way, I want you to live longer. It doesn't matter if it's my ego of self-satisfaction. Life without her is unbearable.
"I've always been... afraid to see Pride...! When, I can't stand this betrayal, with this hand!... I don't even know if I'm going to kill her. No...!
If I accept this even for a moment, … I'm sure I'll be able to kill Pride soon.
With one murder weapon, it won't take a minute. Otherwise, I can travel by my pride wherever I am.
I should have been proud of my special abilities, but now it's just a curse.
"It's the limit...! I see him now... I'm not sure I can kill him...! I'm not getting stronger because of this..."
She's crying. She's screaming. I want you to stop. He moans under a crazy mask that he doesn't want to hurt the people he cares about anymore. The more I think about it, the more painful and painful it is.
Mix the whimpers to your partner and continue to expose the cry. Pity above all, … complete weakness.
"Just a few more moments... maybe this time we'll find it... I know... anyway, Pride needs to come back... let me throw up Adam... not always conveniently until we can find a way to undo it... but..."
No more strength in the fist held down.
Unnaturally trembling arms, I can't even resist a burning heart. Hanging both arms grabbed by Arthur as if they were captured, they drip.
"Eh... I can't give up... I don't know if I can get that guy back... but I don't like losing my pride without it... if there are people who have caught my eye like that, I will forgive them. I will definitely expose them all and kill them."
Adam's nauseating grin and the line of pride pulled up grins that embraced it pass behind his brain.
That's all it boils down in my stomach, and it boils, withers, burns and burns to the point of emptying. My body gets heated and my breath gets rough without any more killing intentions. Forgive, forgive, forgive, forgive.
"I'll never forgive you. I'll skin you, scrape your meat, and feed your dog! I'll drain all the blood and throw it in the ditch! I'll sink you alive, in the dirt or at the bottom of the ocean. I'll expose you to shame, skewer you, and keep searing you in the fire. I'll feed you to the rats with a tying whip. I'll kill you. I'll kill you."
The emotions I've been holding back overflow without the intention of killing ending up pushing me like a wave.
I forget where this place is and scream to the best of my power. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh "Stailuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu," Arthur called me with a broken ear, pulling the arm he grabbed.
That voice finally makes the black smeared consciousness thin and clear. If I noticed, I had terrible strength in both arms that Arthur was grabbing me again. Ha... ha, ha... and breathe throughout your body and wonder what the hell you were talking about until just now.
Follow your consciousness and I will speak again in a powerless voice.
"... no more... pride,... unstoppable... Neither can I... to the guards...... I hit the measures... but... next time... still when Pride escaped... I was to send a knight...
Probably someone from the Kingsguard knight. As he continued to do so, he heard Arthur catch some breath.
If this were to happen, I regret that Arthur should have done it before he was taken away with the knight's name.
But if it becomes a formal death, not only the Kingsguard knights, but also the Knights will surely be accounted for. At least I wanted to do something about it until I found out everything. I wanted to hide this background through until my pride healed, or get certainty that my pride wouldn't heal and let me find out what caused it before I processed it. I didn't want to spread the disturbance before I even contaminated her who had been there in pure white before. It's a slight possibility, but only after that.
"I'm fine.
Bang, and.
If you think your arms have been released, Arthur has turned his arms around my back and hugged me.
From the arm turned on my back, slap me hard on the shoulder and release the words.... fronts buried in armor from head to head colder, feeling a vestigial sense that it's a dialogue I've heard somewhere.
"It's my turn next.
Gu, and his shoulders narrowed as he was forced into both arms and his arms turned.
The meaning of the word, before I ask you what you think... makes me wonder and think it's really okay. Fear, anxiety, impatience and despair until earlier were faded and cleared as if there had been nothing.
"... that was a pain in the ass.
My arm was gently loosened and I was slapped on the shoulder trying to put my hand down again.
The straight pale eyes reflect me with no strays or fears, but with clarity. Arthur, who confirmed the sword of his hips with only his hands, walked out to the door, slowly standing up, still in armor.
"I will protect you, Lord Pride, you and Tiara all together.
He uttered the exact same dialogue as that time five years ago, turning his back and putting his hand on the door.
Still late at night, he steps into the darkness without hesitation without a single light.
"Leave it to me.
Batan, and his words. And finally the door was shut.
Leave me at ease and leave the room.
I rubbed my eyes with my fingers and sleeves and rubbed my face, only feeling safe without knowing what was what made my body weirdly lighter.
I still got a crack in my throat because I cried too much. I picked up my glasses that fell on the floor, and I looked around blurry in the room where they left me.
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In the room, it was almost empty.
All my personal belongings were packed in boxes and stacked in the corners of a large room. Only the original furniture is intact, and all the rest is in the corner of the room.
As if, before I vacated the room.