"Big hater."
... I really, really don't know what that means.
I don't know this man, who is flat in front of me, as a royalty, but as a person.
I ate the dishes my sister worked so hard to celebrate Arthur's promotion, as well as the cookies she made for my brother.
You look so happy your sister was cooking.
I made it look like a cookie your sister made you look like your brother so much fun.
I've always been looking forward to having a treat today. How could you do such a terrible thing?
I made your sister cry and ruined the day she was supposed to be nice in the corner. If it were true, Arthur and his brother would have been so happy with your sister's handmade.
... I knew this guy was someone who would hurt your sister.
My sister takes care of everyone all the time, so everyone loved my sister.
Yet this man stomps on all of your sister's important things and important time. It's not just your sister, I even step on the thoughts of people who care about your sister and hurt her.
"Because of me, you..."
I don't know what happened in that "dream" and why that guy did it.
But this guy could really hurt your sister for reasons you'll regret right away.
I'm scared of this guy. I hate this guy.
How did you get into your dreams?
How did you come to my country?
How could you do that in the future?
Please, stay away from your sister. Please, stay out of this.
End it all the time just a scary, nasty dream.
Let me leave the country as if I were just a second princess.
"I'm much tired of walking through the castle today than I am of studying anything else, and let's take a breath in your garden!
To no one, choose the grassy shadow of the garden so Prince Cedric won't find it.
If it were here, I'm sure your sister could get some rest. I cried a lot yesterday and I've been depressed all morning, so I want you to get some rest now or so.
You don't have to hide your sad feelings or your depressed feelings, like you did when you sweetened me that you "missed me" a year ago. Don't bring it in. I want you to spit it out.
I want you to use your time and emotions for yourself every day and every day because you are my sister who thinks only for someone else.
Heal your sister's heart, because I want to help you at all.
Because I want people I love to laugh all the time.
Because I want you to laugh again when you wake up and have a nice day.
"Sister! I'll lend you my knee."
Sit on the lawn and slap your knees.
Then your sister laughed at me with a troubled, lit face. "Then may I sweeten your words," he said, putting his head on my lap. Flowery fragrances fluttered and tickled my nose from my deep red, wavy hair.
Sister, breathing heavily and exhaling slowly, fell asleep really quickly with Cotten. I stroke my hair to flow gently from your sister's head, keeping my back in the tree and closing my eyes too.
"I missed you......"
... a year ago.
That's what your sister told me.
After spending three days with Prince Leon, who showed up as his fiancé. That's what I said, you held me tight.
"I'm sorry I missed you," he said, "I missed you," not "I'm sorry I missed you so much."
I missed my sister being taken by Prince Leon, and I was still sad, even though I thought she was not very popular. Even though I knew there was no way I could stay with your sister forever, I still missed that she suddenly went far.
Lonely, I was so glad you said that you wanted to cry.
Just as I, my brother and Arthur loved your sister, I felt like you could tell me that time with us was important to your sister as well.
... I know. A year from now, the day will surely come when I shall be your sister, your brother, Arthur or Chancellor Gilbert.
But I'm sure I'm not the only one who thinks I'm "lonely" then.
Everyone cares about me and not my role as a second princess, but my happiness and my desire to marry another country as well.
So, I'm fine.
Even when the day comes when you're sad and lonely and you cry a lot, no matter what they are.... because I can always believe I'm not alone until I die.
".............................. It's okay.
I open my eyes only thinly once and stare at my sister, who lays down her sleep.
Relax on that face. I can't help myself. If we close our eyes again, we become blurred and distant in consciousness as we lean against the tree. If it stays like this, I'm sure I'll have a good dream, too.
... It's okay. I'll protect you next time.
All the while, all the while I'm in the country, I'll be beside you, too. Prince Cedric is not close. Because I will be there when my brother cannot be with me, and when Arthur and the Kingsguard knights cannot be with me.
Please, may your sister's happy days go on forever.
Surrounded by loved ones, loved, wanted by people from all over the country, may you be much happier even as a grandmother.
So, you know, it's... it's like a scary dream.
"I'm not stupid."
... Sister... Dear...?