"Arthur Beresford.... you, don't be like me"
At one point, loneliness passed my chest.
"I don't blame the Knights.... with me, even though I understand '
"... not uncomfortable to hear now"
At one point, grief passed my chest.
"Many times, forever, I will continue to flatter you. That's what neither Rosa nor Albert could do… it's my final role '
At one point, the pain passed my chest.
I think something ran through my head, but I really forget when I notice it in an instant.
Only emotions remained like pompous footprints, however.... it's like, you know, some kind of hunch.
"... Eh Tiara. Do you mind if I talk to you?
Your brother's birthday festival.
Prince Cedric, who had spoken with a rugged look, had only a slight red cheek. I don't even know if I'm angry or nervous because I have a scary face like I'm carving wrinkles between my brows.
You were in line to say hello to me, so naturally I'm going to talk to you, but you're going to have to say no. In front of the guests, I also managed to show them calmly, while acknowledging, I was the first to have my brother's birthday celebration said with beautiful words. Then again, he speaks to me in words that are not salutations.
"I see you've decided on a fiancée candidate... already.
"My shoulder jumped unexpectedly at the words of the fiancée candidate.
I was very anxious that I was already asking the King and he was going to talk to me on this occasion.
My cheeks cramped as I desperately took care of my face. The layered palms in front became damp with startling momentum. Swallow it in your mouth and say with your heart, "Don't be weird! scream." If they find out who the fiancée candidate is here, it's gonna be a big deal.
But the words that went on were unexpected.
"... are you, after all, from outside the country...?
With that said, Prince Cedric, shaking his eyes a little bitterly, didn't look like he was stuck.
Apparently, I'm relieved that King Lance and King Yoan are still keeping it from me. I was embarrassed when you two found out, but... it's more embarrassing for him to find out.
"It's like I'm really shaken by his words. …… yes, with" like ".
"... I am the second princess. You can assume it's my royal policy.
As long as this is it, you can talk about it.
Because everyone in this room knows about royal marriage in our country.
If you manage to answer with a laugh, Prince Cedric's expression will shade. "Right......" Prince Cedric whimpering and loosening his eyes was just a little strange.
If this guy really wants an engagement with me, why would he look like that?... you know you apply to the policy.
I even wonder if you're looking for a reason to refuse to propose to me after all. Then.
"Are you... are you sure that's good...?
"?... What do you mean, what do you mean?
I lean my neck against the words of Prince Cedric, who spoke heavily.
I really don't know, nothing, why I don't even know who I chose. I don't know why he would say that. Prince Cedric lays out more words as he waits for a reply with only a few frowns. He seemed to dive deeper and lower his voice than earlier and take great care to make sure no one could hear him.
"... you don't like it? Marriage to royalty in other countries, etc. If you want to be with pride or Prince Steele, you don't want to leave the country.
... Now for the second time.
I already know what this feels like. Because once already, I got a peek in his heart.
Tie your lips tight to the feeling of being caught carelessly by your heart. If you forget to smile and stare, Prince Cedric will let you go frightened. But I don't mind scaring you now.
"Weird...... please don't say anything. I am the second princess. I'm not talking about not being nice or anything. Your role as royalty will definitely be fulfilled.
"Is that really what you want? Can you tell pride or Prince Stayle that you're sincerely happy?
"Eh... why are you... not messing with me like that...?
I couldn't deny it, I was stuck in words.
Tear glands caught on to what I admitted in my heart. I desperately grabbed what seemed to seep out of my eyes a little later. I stared at Prince Cedric with a patient face, and I'm sure I look very scared.
I hate this guy. I hate it.
You say me the way you like me, and yet you shake me by denying me marriage to a royal family in another country.
You can't change or change, but you deny me my choice.
"! Well, that's not what I meant... I just want you to...,... eh.
"What do you say I want?
Good thing I was lurking my voice.
I'm sure, because I, like Prince Cedric, have now put it in a very unpleasant way.
But I don't want to be guessed and I want to deny it, and I force him to hope that his words are off target.
Prince Cedric ties his lips to my words once. He turned away only once and approached me one more step after checking on the surrounding guests and peered at me from his tall back.
I narrow my eyes slightly in the light of my eyes. But the next time he was released, his eyelids opened again at once.
"... of pride, I guess I want happiness. A happy future for prince Stayle is also desired. That's why you're trying to swallow everything................ If not, deny it.
... Deny, I can't.
As scary as it is, you're right.
As a matter of fact, I admire your sister, so I don't even want to think it's something you'll know.
Doesn't sound like he just picked a word like that, and his words were as sure as they were after a peek at the bottom of the water.
"If you do say that you want to get married in the country without fulfilling your royal mission, etc., it could be somewhat annoying. Besides, if the Second Princess stays in the country without losing her right to inherit the throne, from the upper echelons and surroundings."
"Please don't do this anymore..."
Stop. Don't open it any further. Don't peek.
The complaint in the plundered voice became a slight scream. Keeping your voice down so you can't hear it around you doesn't keep your words down.
If you lean unbearably, as you panic, Prince Cedric says, "I'm sorry... sorry!" The apology returned.
Why are you saying terrible things to me when you apologize to me like that? Why do you say mean words and shake them while you care? I'm scared of this guy, I don't know this guy, I hate this guy, I hate him.
No, don't cry even though it's your brother's important birthday. Don't be angry any more, or say anything bad.
Tell yourself that, but hold your breath for just a few seconds while you lean down. Then he took a deep breath quietly and repeated it with only his shoulders, and finally a calm voice.
"... sorry. It's time to refrain from talking to other guests, so now. Please take your time and enjoy yourself after this.
I raise my face and laugh powerlessly enough to know for myself. If you bow your head politely and cut the conversation with Prince Cedric, he says,! I rubbed my voice up just a little bit. I look around and whine a little "Sure,... can't we talk for a long time" to the guests I still refrain from later.
Then when he greeted me back, he apologized again, "I said too much, I'm sorry". When I took two steps back and left, at the end of the day I shook those eyes with sadness and said to me in a quiet tone.
"I'm... I just want you to be happy...
I beg your pardon. Having only put the word in order at the end of the day, he left without waiting for my reaction either.
In terms of time, it's not really hanging at all. Rather, it was much shorter than talking to other guests. But the longer I spent with him than I had with other guests, the more painful it was for me. So much more impressive than Captain Column seems to have been as Sir Bordeaux.
Seriously, I also thought I'd take him off my fiancée candidate.
I don't even know if he really likes me anymore, and I'm worried about that. I was just miserable and hard.
I don't know him.
I'm scared of him.
I hate him.
Yet I can't really take just one step as if wishing I could. I didn't have the courage to go say a "I'll still change" word to my mother no matter how many opportunities I had.
............... this then, as if I were better.
I wanted to know what he meant and what he meant. What are you going to give me the oath piercing, why you shake it, why you keep being so mean, why you talk about my happiness with such a sad look on your face?
The more I thought about it, the less I knew, and the more I realized, I thought about him like every day, and sometimes I couldn't sleep. Because his face gets hot when I remember his voice and that last word in the bed, and that word of love comes back to life in my head over and over again so that I can be drawn.
I don't see why his chest gets so scratched in his presence until he's gone.
I want your sister to be happy.
It's true that you want to reward the people as royalty. Plus my brother, Arthur, Chancellor Gilbert, Prince Leon, Val and Cefek and Chemetho... a lot of people wish for your sister's crown and a happy future. So I'm good with this.
Your sister once dissolved her engagement with Prince Leon. So you can't make any more of an exception to my sister, me. There have been many royalties who have practiced unusual procedures and marriages in order to pierce their love with people they have fallen in love with in the past. But now that your sister has made a huge exception, what she wants from me is to do everything properly and according to the royal mission.
I need to marry the other royals properly and give up my right to inherit the throne. It is not enough to document the waiver of the right to inherit the throne. I can worship as much as I want if I am in a position to take the throne than the blood of the royal family is flowing on me. It's no surprise you're plotting a revolution someday. I don't want a wave of wind in my sister's reign.
So good, stay like this.
Really, I'm happy.
My favorite sister was there, and I met my lovely brother.
He stays with his family for two years longer than a normal second princess.
They loved me a lot and I got a lifetime of happiness from a lot of people. I'm too tired to want any more of this.
I knew it right, I was ready. That's why I took care of every minute and second with my sisters. And I worked hard to take care of this happiness. I've always lived without regret.
You loved me so much, you took care of me, you made me live a happy life. And also, if you marry me to the United Hanazoo kingdom, I'm sure those people will be nice to me.
I can contribute to the kingdom of Friesia and to my sisters, and at the end of the day, the people and everyone can smile all the time without threatening your sister's reign.
I'm sure there's nowhere else to be happier.
My last wish is just one.
I saw it three years ago, changing that sad future.
If only that were possible, there would be nothing more to remember. I'm sure I can laugh from the bottom of my heart and leave this country.
I don't want to have sad dreams or scary dreams anymore.