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When I remembered, I was sad again.
Since then, I've gone farther and farther away, sister. The last time I was removed from the country, my sister was in a tower of separation, and she was also separated from the people around all those large groups of sisters. My brother, and Arthur.
I don't know what happened to your sister. My brother said, "It's already like this," but I still can't give up.
Even in the predicted future, so many people were crying about your sister's death. Everyone wanted your sister back. Even now, no matter how much your sister throws everyone away or how many people leave, I definitely don't want to give up my sister.
In the future I saw, there were so many people crying for your sister. I'm sure someday something will happen... to get your sister back.
I want to be on your sister's side then. I don't want to betray you or the people you love about your sister.
In the predicted future, I didn't know why your sister died.
Is it suicide, a seizure, someone killed you?... At least nobody killed your sister on that spot. Everyone was mourning your sister's death with sadness.
If you have a seizure, you should avoid all the triggers. If you commit suicide, I want to tell you that you are not alone and that you have someone to grieve when you die. I want to be on your sister's side all the way to the end for that.... even if your brother or everyone leaves you.
That makes my chest bitter and I hold my pillow tight as I sit back in bed. It was a much stiffer pillow than the castle's, but with the help of my arm, I changed its shape.
When I harden myself, I even hear my breathing and heart sounds smaller. I felt sorry for myself when my sister was here at a time like this, and I felt weak.
Now I'm here to protect her... to help her.
"… a year ago. I was still a fool when I first visited your castle.
Suddenly, Prince Cedric, who should have been silent all along, began to speak.
A year ago. I remember that story well, too. But I leaned my head wondering why I was talking about it right now.
But Prince Cedric keeps on saying things so he doesn't mind. Low, in a tone that slowly dares to flatten.
"You have also committed foolishness as you know it, saved me many times by pride, and hastened the invasion from the Kingdom of Copelandi, broken my alliance from my brother, and saved me from my brother's" sudden illness "and called me home again.
I know that too.
My sister told me the next day that she had helped Prince Cedric a lot and that she had decided to stand on the battlefield herself. I've given Prince Cedric a lot of words for that.
"He told me to wait for the queen's judgment until the next day, moaning and frightening in one room, naturally unable to sleep at night.
I heard a mixed laugh somewhere mocking myself.
What a pity, that's what he seemed to say. There's no pity. Even I am still like this...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
"That's when pride appeared in front of the door.
Sister............!
I didn't know that either. Surprised, more than just now, he continued to talk while silently silencing his ears about Prince Cedric.
"One door apart. She spoke to me, braved and comforted me. She, the first princess, has been in front of my room all night for being disrespectful. I still can't believe it.
Now at the end of the day, just a little bit of bright laughter mixed up.
You wouldn't believe it either, would you? I told you so. But... I thought you seemed like a very, very big sister. He reaches out to those who are gentle and sad. I haven't heard it in a long time, I missed hearing about my sweet sister and I wanted to hear more.
I get out of bed, I hold my pillow and blanket, I drag it and I walk over to the door. I don't want them to notice I'm close, and I try so hard to turn off my footsteps.
Prince Cedric continued to speak unchanged, even as he sat perfectly on the spot in front of the door and weaved a blanket on his shoulder.
"I asked him why he cared so much about me. I have no reason or brother-in-law for her to go that far on me. I couldn't figure out why I would hang such a kind word, saying I wouldn't forgive you, saying I hated you.
That's the sister that everyone I love loved.
That's why we all got together. That's why I was surrounded by so many people and loved so much. Because you are such a sister,...... I hoped you would be happy.
"Pride replied. It's not for me, it's just a sin.... Perhaps it was something you still didn't reveal to me about your special ability to return home immediately to Hanazoo.
At that time, the United Kingdom of Hanazoo was not yet an ally.
My country will not reveal any details of its special abilities unless it is an ally. What special abilities are there and what can be done?
I can't believe your sister needs to feel that anywhere. Prince Cedric held his breath unintentionally, as he would overlap if he thought so, "even though Pride said there was nowhere else to feel it with it".
"And I said, 'Cause I know." How many people did the family suffer or grieve because they couldn't do anything knowing that their loved ones fit their hard eyes? "
... that too, I know.
I'm sure that's the only part of it I know properly, because your sister has always been the one who helped a lot of people. Because your sister is definitely the one who helped Chancellor Jilbert and Val.
"... so I'm still here. I don't care if you hate me. This is how I want to be when you're... sad or sleepless.
?... I don't know.
How can that be the case with your sister's story now?
I thought I might have missed something, or maybe his words were missing again. But if I speak up, they'll know I'm in front of the door, so I hesitate. When I thought I'd go back to bed again.
"The night is too long to cry alone."
My breath is clogged.
I must have thought so before I heard it, which is what your sister said.
Squeeze your mouth with force on the arm holding the pillow. Then I knew he would continue his words without waiting for my reply.
"It's a word of pride. Even then, I was certainly saved by her.
To that serene voice,... I wanted to cry asexually for some reason.
I still desperately endured what was coming in. I was ashamed and sorry to be what he thought, swallowed my mouth over and over again. I moved my hands and feet on the floor as I sat down, and... leaned back against the door.
As soon as I do, I pretend that I heard Prince Cedric sipping his breath from the other side but didn't notice it. And open your mouth from me, too.
"... I'm not crying.
Other than predictions and dreams, all the time.
I have endured crying ever since I boarded a ship to the kingdom of Anemone. I'm doing my best now, and I didn't want to worry about the sailors. And now I knew it wasn't if I was crying.
To my words, Prince Cedric readily agrees, "Oh, I guess so". He even heard a slight laugh and glanced at him through the door.
"I know, you're not like me or anything. He's much stronger than me.... but it's not like" I don't cry "or" I don't want to cry ".
...... teasing.
As if you figured it all out about me, and... I guess.
I knew I hated this guy, and I hold my knee from the top of my blanket thinking, When I put my jaw over my raised knee and looked up, I saw the moonlight from the gap in the curtain.
"As I was saved by Pride, I want to help you, too. I can only imitate my pride. I know it's funny, but... I want you to forgive me.
"... about your sister. You admire me very much.
I've had an unexpectedly weak voice myself.
I'm glad you admire your sister. I haven't forgiven you for doing terrible things to your sister yet, but I also know that this guy properly cares about your sister sincerely now. He admires me very much, takes care of me, and he appreciates me. I am very inclined when talking to your sister, she seems happy and enjoyable...................... so still a little unbelievable.
He chose me, not your sister.