Love is very sudden.
A look
Accidental finger touch;
A rapid heartbeat;
Or in various other situations, people will suddenly wake up: So, I already like him (her)!
Everything is sudden.
On the day of the Koshien game, the steady heartbeat of Ogasawara Runko, who has been single for many years, accelerated because of the leaves.
After that, I cared very much about this boy.
It's usually easy to say.
But when she was drunk, she would want to get close to him. Alcohol removed all her precautions and disguise.
Bit his ear the first time;
The second time was to kiss his mouth.
the third time……
It was not a third time, but was caught by the leaf once and exposed himself.
I thought it was over.
Unexpectedly, Ye Zi would find Musashino Animation here, invite himself to lunch, and give him a real kiss.
Why he did this, Ogasawara Runko was not very clear.
But what does it matter?
Just like Ye Zi said, this is the result she wants and what she wants to do.
Wish reached.
Then there is really nothing to entangle.
I just thought it was amazing: I actually had this kind of relationship with a high school student. I really dreamt of going back to my girlhood.
Did not communicate much with men before;
Since then, I have been busy with work, and love or something is also a luxury.
And now, the single life finally...
Ok……
Is it over?
This boy has a little fiancée, and he does this kind of thing with himself.
Is this going to abandon his fiancee?
Still want to pedal two boats?
Ogasawara Runko felt a little bad.
But she didn't say anything.
Even if it's just a dream, you have to wait until the end and then wake up.
...
After eating a meal, Ye Zi followed Ogasawara Runko and returned to Musashino Animation.
Ogasawara Runko wants to work.
When Ye Ye had nothing to do, he discussed with the supervisor about the plot of his novel, the core plot, and so on.
This allows the supervisor to have a general understanding in advance, and the work will be easier when it is animated in the future.
It can also save a lot of time.
This discussion continues until the time of example.
Because there is a lot of work, Ogasawara Runko has to work overtime tonight, so she can only accompany Ye Zi to dinner.
Then they separated.
...
When they returned home, Ayumi Yoshida and Ai Huihara were waiting.
"Oni sauce."
Yoshida Ayumi ran directly towards Ye Zi and jumped into his arms.
But soon frowned.
"Ouni sauce, you have a fragrance."
"is it?"
Ye Zi looked down at his clothes, but he didn't really care.
"Sister Lunzi's, right."
"..."
Yoshida Ayumi was taken aback.
Sister Lunzi...
Yes, it is.
Ye Zi had the idea of giving the jade pendant to Ogasawara Runko, but in the end it gave it to Huihara.
The situation now seems to be quite normal.
I felt a little awkward.
But in the end it didn't say anything, as if it was a tacit understanding of this matter.
Hui Yuan Ai kept staring at the leaves.
The leaves behaved normally.
"Have you had dinner?"
"Not yet."
Yoshida Ayumi shook her head, still smiling.
"The food sold outside is not as delicious as Ouni sauce. In comparison, Bumei prefers Ouni sauce."
"Hahaha~"
Ye Zi put her down and rubbed her hair with a smile.
"Then wait, I'll do it for you."
"Ok."
These three people are still enjoying themselves.
...
Sleep time at night.
Ye Zi stayed in her room, sitting cross-legged on the bed, studying the relationship between meditation and absorbing the aura of heaven and earth.
Without waiting for any results, a knock on the door suddenly rang.
"Please come in."
The door is not locked, and people outside can open the door directly.
It was Hui Yuan Ai.
She was no longer wearing a T-shirt, but in her pajamas, leaning on the door frame and now at the door.
He had a plain expression, his eyes were staring at the leaves.
Leaf is smiling.
"Sorrow, why don't you sleep, is there anything?"
"What the hell are you doing?"
"what?"
"Don't be stupid, you know what I'm talking about."
"..."
Of course Ye Ye knew.
So he got off the bed and walked to Hui Yuan's face, pulled her into the room, and closed the door by the way.
Then she held Hui Yuan Ai and put her on her bed.
Then hugged her and lay on the bed.
"How is my embrace?"
"..."
"The embrace and warmth you have always wanted, and now you have it, sad, what are you not satisfied with?"
"...I don't want it. I got it this way."
"But I'm sorry, there is only one way to get it."
Ye Zi hugged her and smelled the fragrance on her body.
"Either I hold all of you, or I only hold Bumeijiang. Other than that, there is no third option."
"...You really like Bumei."
"of course."
"But if you do this, you will only hurt her."
"So I am mentally prepared. One day in the future, even if Bumeijiang cuts me with a knife, I won't have any complaints, let alone resist."
Ye Ye has done a good job of consciousness.
From his words, from his tone of voice, Hui Yuanai has heard his determination.
There was a long silence.
I laughed suddenly.
"It's useless if you cut it. You will be resurrected. What is that called? Rebirth from the ashes?"
"Yes."
He died and resurrected, maybe this was his ability, the ability he got from that heterochromatic pupil.
I just don't know how many times this can be resurrected.
There is no way to verify.
So I didn't think too much, just hugged the Hui Yuanwei in his arms.
"Actually, being a good person is hard and tiring. Sad, now I think it's easier to be an egoist."
"..."
Hui Yuanai understands.
The previous leaves were really difficult and tiring.
But egoism...
"Will you do it?"
"It's hard to say about other things, but in terms of feelings, it will definitely be possible."
"Emotions are always selfish, not selfish."
"is it?"
"Yes."
"Then just count it as it is."
Ye Zi shook his head, not wanting to entangle this topic.
Just close your eyes and relax.
"Good night, sad sauce."
"……good night."
Hui Yuanai hid in his arms, smelling him, listening to his heartbeat.
This is a dream scene.
Unexpectedly, it was realized like this.
Although a bit strange.
But weird is weird. It would be nice to keep it like this.
Close your eyes.
Before long, I fell asleep.
Sleep well.
...
People always change.
If you didn't see it with your own eyes, no one would believe that Ye Ye would become like this.
Ok……
What is it like?
In his own words, "degenerate".
Or betrayal.
How to say that sentence: There is no class that betrays the class, only the individual who betrays the class.
The leaves are like this.
Maybe he really couldn't be a noble person, so he sealed all the manifestos, anthologies, and capitalist books.
I feel that I have no face to read these books anymore.
Pack it up, put it in a cardboard box, and put it in the corner of the utility room.
Then forget it.
Maybe one day you will suddenly think of it, only to find that it has been covered with dust.
But then again.
In today's world, how many people can still remember these things?
Bureaucracy, capital, feudalism.
It has never been completely eliminated.
And now, it is back to the Everbright Proletarian.
They were overwhelmed with breath.
"Maybe one day, you will be useful."
Pat that carton.
Then he left the utility room and went on to live his depraved life.
From today...
Since yesterday...
Ok……
I don't know when everything changed.
Can't go back anymore.
It's really hard to not forget the original intention.