The perfect future of rebirth
Chapter 1 Beauty Dream Era
People can't use the same yourself to harvest different future, I hope that my future has changed, you must change yourself.
Zhao Poisheng is very clear, what you want to change, too much.
As a old man who is not successful for a year, he remembers that when I bought the first second-hand Nokia in 2004, I was excited to call home, and the kind of happiness made him sleep overnight. And after seven years, he bought the latest mobile phone of Apple, but no more excited feelings.
When I bought the first Xiali, he opened his car to bring his parents to the Binzhou Central Street and transferred a circle. When he bought Audi, he just sent a circle of friends. Although the car finally gave his father, it was sold, but it didn't feel it.
In the past, when I was sitting behind the bless girl, he often showed a stupid laugh. After more than ten years, sitting next to a young girl, but I am too lazy to move.
Happiness's threshold is getting higher and higher, and the cost of exciting is getting bigger and bigger, this is one of the costs of growth.
Zhao Poheng suddenly thought that Ma Yun said the last regrets is Ali, maybe this is not a kind of reason, because for everyone, the upper limit of struggle may be one day you no longer feel happiness.
And in this morning, Zhao Poked his own office desk. The reason is very simple. Because the obesity is like a pig, he is shameless to steal Zhao Po. .
Angry release, naturally need to pay a price.
The box held in your hand is the price of Zhao Poheng pays for his behavior.
He was opened.
But Zhao Poisheng has no regrets, because it is yesterday, he is divorced, now he is alone, there is no hanging.
Cheng Wang defeated, this is the lesson of the years and life to Zhao Poles, but also let him understand that what is the most precious thing in this world, what is the most cherished?
Now, he just wants to be a drunk.
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The breeze blows a wave of ripples, not far from reading, this is a person who is still still reserved in the final pure, maybe after ten years, even the last side of the Tooth Tower, also lost simple.
It is said that personality determines the fate. Many times people don't know. Before we have experienced life, our personality is not fixed. Only after we really have ruthlessly destroyed, we will know what you are. What kind of thing should be doing.
When Zhao Poked once again opened his eyes, I felt that my face was something itchy. It seems that someone speaks whispered in his ear.
There is some pain, and Zhao Poisheng is rigorously, sitting in the big gear file, a bottle of beer is not stopping, drinking, simply ran to the karaoke hall, calling a princess, let her sing there "the brightest star in the night sky".
Then, it is a lot of rain after going out, and the last memory in my mind is that I seem to see a shout.
"Zhao Poked, Zhao Po is here?"
The old voice sounded, and Zhao Poked his head, reflected in the eyes, and the old man with glasses, holding a book in his hand.
Looking around, it seems to be a university's ladder classroom.
The people around you are concentrated on themselves, and the sun in the summer is sprinkled on their face. Although there are still a bit confused, Zhao Po is consciously lifted.
"I am here."
"Well, next time, you will promise you."
The old man nodded and continued to click.
At this time, Zhao Poisheng at this moment is like a stupid method, sitting there.
I must be dreaming!
Zhao Poisheng secretly thought, because he was very clear, he had done numerous times, and his dreams were returned to the old age of the white clothes. He returned to the time that he was free to release youth blood.
However, after the dream, he is still the hard-working class of the running class of the years of the years, still wants to live in nine nights. In order to live between the subway and bus stations.
Once upon a time, Zhao Poisheng occasionally thinks that there is a few days of the time, will smile slightly.
That is a nice era, at least when you want to quiet, no one asks you in your ear.
Slowly standing up, Zhao Poheng does not care about everyone's surprise eyes, Tai Ruo has gone out of the classroom, anyway, how is the old professor behind him, remember that he graduated, this seems because academic fraud was opened .
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"Will you think of tomorrow, you wrote the diary in Yesterday ..." Put your hand into your jeans trousers, Zhao Po lifted his song, leisurely walking on the school's circles, he has seen poetry and distant, also likes Forward, because behind those and behind, there are 100,000 kinds of people with fireworks and affection.
On the way, there is no peer to go through the same age, and Zhao Po is interested in the heart of familiarity and strange. I don't know why, this time is very clear, clear until I have almost forgotten. Actually it is visible.
What happened to what I did in 1999?
When Zhao Po looked around, it was a bit blurred. After all, the time has been too long, and he has already remembered what happened.
Now I have, I read the big two, so I don't easily get rid of the identity of the newborn, the biggest hobby every day, the big arrival is to kneel in the dormitory window, watching those who are obviously a freshman girl walking from the window.
"Some people are lack of zinc, some people are deficient, I am at this time, I am about the most lack of face." Self-deprecating smiled, Zhao Poked life, when I went to college, there were some middle temples.
Zhao Po lian in the family is only a pay-class, and the workers' salary level in 20 years may be enviable. But the workers after 20 years will only say that it will be used to maintain life.
But you don't know what this time, always change the way to pay for money from your parents, buy clothes, buy your mobile phone, buy your computer.
And parents have never loved themselves silently.
I have been going to their old days.
The tree is quiet and the wind is not in the wind, the child wants to be careless, this sentence, may not understand when many people are young, only the day of the truth is only the day, will be understood.
"Otherwise, go home to see it." Zhao Poked his mind flashed such a thought, and this desire became causing to suppress, as burning flames, quickly full of his body.
Touch your own wallet, watching the countless red ticket inside, Zhao Poisheng remembers that this 100 yuan banknotes seem to have just been only less than one year.
Go to the school gate, struck the trick, a taxi stopped in front of Zhao Po.
"Master, Second Hospital."
When Zhao Poked, the voice was a little trembling.
Since the death of my parents, he has rarely goes back to her old house.
Time is like a sieve, keeping the person around us, some people stay in their lives, some people get a long distance, but no matter what, in our lives, there are always some people, warm this life. four Seasons.
Zhao Poisheng is very clear, in the life of adults, it is easy to be a luxury, smiling is a ability, insisting, is a responsibility, effort is an obligation.
So, even how hard it is hard, he bits the tooth.
But there are many branches of the end of the song in the years, and it is still silent to say. I woke up occasionally I remembered the past, and fired the house.
Time has been over for a long time, and I have been to Zhao Po.
Fortunately, this dream makes him finally have the opportunity to re-recall.
At this moment, Zhao Poisheng feels happiness, perhaps it should be this.
The taxi driver seems to see that this young man has some feelings, and there is no chat with Zhao Po, but it turns on the radio.
"I hope there is a person like you, such as the refreshing wind in the mountain, such as the warm light of the ancient city, as long as you are you. Today, who has passed by, who lost you? From your world Passing, I am Xue Yi, here is Ninghai Radio Station FM 95 MHP ... "
The sound of the pleasant voice came from the broadcast, but Zhao Poisheng was stunned, and I always feel that it is not right, but I can't say it.
Shake your head, Zhao Po lifetime makes his thoughts, and he begins to think, seeing his parents, what you should say.
Although it is a dream, he still wants to let his parents know that they have left these years.
Unconsciously, Zhao Poked foot, standing at the door of his own community.
It is still the familiar street, and it is still the familiar thing. Although it may be because of the death of the dream, the stationery store in the street is changed, even the face around some neighbors is also a bit blurred, but Zhao Po. It can be determined, here is home for nearly 20 years.
Reality and dreams, hanging from thousands of hills, separated from death.
Stepping into the familiar building, listening to the squad, Zhao Poked footsteps, some.
And when he walked to the fourth floor, he did not come to a little nervous.
Every life of each person is a straight line, occasionally rubbing with people, like the intersection of the crossroads.
We don't know what happens, and I don't know. At this moment, the person in life is in the moment, and will not disappear next.
The most sad thing in life is like this.
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Zhao Poisheng lived in the fifth floor, when he walked on the stairs, it found that some people stood in the door, and even did even came.
"Give money, hurry to give money, or move things!"
"You put down, or I am alarm!"
"If you have something to say, don't you say it?"
"Damn!"
With a excitement, someone fell on the ground.
And Zhao Poisheng asked on the steps, the scene of the mother fell.
Mothers who have not seen many years have been pushed down, even if they are only dreaming, they will also make Zhao Po. The anger is as vacant like an explosive volcano.
"mom!"
The angry shouted, Zhao Po lifted directly.
The crowd automatically lets a road, revealing a somewhat fierce man, more than 30 years old, have not waited for him, Zhao Poked life is aligned with him.
Yes, it is flying.
Anyway, it is a dream. In Zhao Poisheng, even if he breaks his blood, it is not tight, who dares to move his mother, he will not take care of himself.
The height of the one-meter, the weight of more than 150 pounds is directly on the man's body.
"boom!"
After a routing, Zhao Poisheng got up like a crazy, a boxing of a boxing of the face.
Grandpa practiced by martial arts, his father was soldier, and Zhao Poked lives from a child, and he was forced to exercise. In the words of his Laozi, his body is better, and the athletics will not suffer.
It turns out that Zhao Dad's words are still very useful, and at least Zhao Poked lives from school, never being bullied by others. In particular, since he had three first three students who blocked him to zero flowers in the first year.
"Life? How did you come back?"
The mother's exclaimed, finally let Zhao Poked life, let go of the man who has been hit by him is a blood, standing up, Zhao Po lian is noticed, the original mother is pushing down, not himself Home, but a specialist.
In memory, Fan family has two daughters, the big daughter seems to be almost the same, the little daughter should only be two or three years old this year, Fan Shu is originally an old honest person, and the result is that the gambling lost a arm, wife simply Running with a little daughter, the house was also sold, and the two did not have it.
Look, today is someone to go to the door, and the mother will be injured when she is persuaded.
I have swept a few people who have just been crazy, and Zhao Po is faintly said: "You have a few, debts, who dares to hit people, really do our neighborhoods?"
How do you say it? Let's leave a large group of people.
"That's right, life is correct."
"Debt is debated, there is something to say, why?"
For a moment, a group of grandfamies found their own meaning, fighting high, and worked hard to accuse the remaining three debt.
And Zhao Poked, he went to his mother, and hugged her, tears under the rain.
Evergarther feel away, leave, although life is normal, if physical distance can still lead a "sea in the sea, the horizon is more than neighbors", what should the distance from the mind?
Tracking from it, the road is blocked and long.
"We are not right, but he owes 50,000 yuan of money, what is this?"
At this time, it is necessary to make everyone quiet.
The sense of justice can make these neighbors to speak, but they can reality but they don't dare to speak again.
In 1999, 50,000 yuan is not a small number, in other words, the debt is still worthy, the sky is justified, although it is a gambling debt, but it is also the same.
Zhao Poisheng laughed, he became more and more, this dream is really true, there will be such experiences before it is dead, will there be such experiences?
But no matter what to say, Zhao Poisheng did not want himself to disturb such a thing, he was disturbed by such a thing, so he simply put his hand: "Ok, less waste, isn't it 50,000 yuan, this money I am After a month, come to take money. "
Personally, Zhao Poheng feels that he must be handsome.
I don't know why, he found that the mother and even everyone around, it is horrified to see their eyes.
The only gaze with worship looks at yourself, only the three-year-old little girl.
"Or Loli is good." Zhao Poked his mind in his mind.
And next moment, boundless dark attack ......................
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