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Lesson 22: Nesting Fairies * 2

"Lian"

I pulled Lian's hand and stopped. [M]Even if she pushed herself against Angel like this, her words would not come out.

What do you want Lian to do?

So instead, listen to Leanne.Just like Laocres was doing earlier.

"I'm...."

When I bent over and asked, Leanne wandered her gaze in a confused manner, thinking, and then finally speaking.

"I don't like it." It's no good for Angel to become a fairy, or for Angel to fall into the fairy country. "

Yeah.

"... just one sister, what is it?"

"... yes..."

Only one person.... maybe for Leanne, Angel was just one family.Except for Carnelia.

I knew Lian cared about Angel.When Lian first met in the capital, she worked hard to buy back the Angel that had been sold, and she immediately responded to my talk about a model contract that would have been suspicious.

I know you've worked very hard for Angel, so I know how Lian feels.

"That's why... I don't want you to be gone"

Listening to Lian's words, Angel raised his face and gave a lost expression.

"What about the cane? What about the cane?"

Eventually, Liane noticed, and I'm going to be honest with her.

"I don't want to be in Angel either."I miss Angel.I want you to stay out of the woods. "

When I said that, Angel looked a little embarrassed... but...

"... but I want Angel to be happy, and I want to give her what she wants."

This is my heart, too.

And then... I know.

"Maybe I think that happiness for Angel is a little different from the happiness I think."

I know that the form of happiness varies from person to person.

"I don't like being hit."

Whether you're talking to Lian or thinking about it yourself, you're talking with a little ambiguity.

"My parents hated me painting... so they threw away all my painting tools."

When I started talking like that, Lian and the others around me listened and started listening.It's a little awkward, because I don't think my 'disliked memories' make people listen.I think I told Lao Cres a little bit about this story.

... but I want to explain this to Lian, so I can't help it. I'll tell you.

"Paint, brushes, sketchbooks, crayons, colored pencils... art textbooks have been thrown away, and... elementary school students, ah, uh, paintings that won a gold medal at an art exhibition when they were little.I've been decorating it in the living room, but... it was also thrown into the garbage bag and thrown away. "

I still remember. On a rainy day, a picture paper was stuck in a garbage bag.I could see through the gold paper that was attached to it, and when I saw it, I felt that the world was collapsing from my feet.

"When I won the prize, I was praised for winning the prize, for being so talented, and I ate in a nice restaurant as a reward.I was glad. That's why the painting was always decorated... but something that was important to me was said "this" and disposed of at some point.It's unnecessary for my future. "

As I talked, I remembered what happened at the time, and I rushed to put the lid on it.I'm a weak person, so I haven't been able to sort things out yet. [M]When I remembered it too deeply, it seemed a bit confusing.

"Huh... why? Why did you do that?"Um... the parents of the cane, they were like my dad...?It seems that what I said in the morning has changed at night..... "

I was a little surprised to see Leanne's face hurt somewhere, and I was a little happy.Liane's a sweetheart.

"Somewhat the opposite was true."They really wanted me to be happy, so they wanted me to study, get a good education, and get a good job.So... people didn't ask me what I was happy about or what I wanted to do at all. "

I'm full of feelings that I told you while you were talking.

This is the first time I have said this about my parents. [M]This is the first time. The teacher seemed to know what kind of person my parents were without me saying anything like this, so it's the first time I've said my parents like this from my own mouth.

"I really hated that."I hated being denied what I liked, and I hated being told that I was happy with what I wasn't happy.And then... well, I just kept crushing my choices and taking them away and saying, "This is the only way." I really hated it. "

"That's why... I was thinking a little bit about Angel, taking up his options, isn't it?"

When my story stops, Lian looks at my face, flickers at Angel, and then bows down.

"...... I was doing something I didn't like"

"If that's what you're saying, so am I."

I don't want to blame Liane, and if I can, I think I can be blamed.I tried to tell people that I didn't like what I did.That's what I was trying to do to my loved ones.

... I hate it. I'm selfish.

"Mm-mm, you both look like that!"

However, Faye laughed as she turned her arms around the two of us.

"Well, it's only natural to worry about the future of your family."You're worried about your precious family going where you don't know it well, are you?My brother said, "I will be the Queen of the Fairy Land!"If you start saying that, I'm really worried about you."

"Really?... well, if Faye says that, I'm sure she'll be worried."And I'm sure you will. "Stop it because it doesn't look good."

That's... I wonder if there's another kind of concern.Anyway, if Faye tries to become the Queen of the Fairy Land, I think I'll be filled with worries different from Angel's.

... but no. For now, thanks to Faye's tea, it was a little laughable and I could afford to laugh.Me, Liane.

"I'm also worried and worried to hear that the important forest child is going to the fairyland, and I hope she doesn't go if she can.However... I think it's important to talk about it.It's important to talk about it and make sure that people other than yourself have different thoughts..... "

I choose to speak positively, positively and thoughtfully.I don't know what's right, but I'm going to find out, and I'm going to talk.

In the original world, I was sad to be blocked from the path I wanted to take. [M]It felt like I was stuck in breath as I slowly walked down a path that I didn't want to go.I had to choose something I didn't want to choose, and I was told that I was happy, and I lived with the feeling that something was dying inside me.

"The form of happiness is not one, and it is completely different from person to person, and it is better to have a lot of choices, and I think it is better to make that person's choice..."

...... while I'm talking, suddenly, the conversation with the teacher is remembered in my head.

It's better to have more choices.

You better not be forced to do it by anyone.

Still, feel free to make your own choices.

"... yes, like the leaves of a cherry cake"

"...... Sakura Mochi"

Yeah.

I thought that if I talked about this from the beginning, it would probably derail. For now, I decided to just talk about the main points.

"The point is, I want to make my own choices, that's all."I shouldn't have said anything about the person's choice.You can take off the leaves of the cherry cake and eat it, you can eat it without taking it off, you can study the law, or you can study art.And everyone has no right to complain about how to eat cherry cakes from people other than themselves..... "

"Um... hey, Togo! That's a little too casual!I think being a fairy kingdom queen is very different from being easy to remove cherry cake leaves!But the cherry blossom leaves are lovely! "

Yeah, well, that's what the teacher said, so I think there's something I'm a little too comfortable with.But... well, I hope you're free to dream, and I hope so, and I hope you'll forgive me for that...

"... I wish it was really a casual choice."

Crore laughs as if he's in a bit of trouble.

"But if you become the queen of fairy lands, Angel will become a fairy, and you won't be able to return to the forest."It's not the same as playing the fairy cafe waitress. "

Leanne was the one who stayed with Angel for the longest time in the woods, but maybe Crore next.Mr. Crore seems to have a lot of thoughts, and even though it's unusual, he lets his gaze swim.

"... I'm sorry, Angel. I think you should do what you want, but... you're small."It looks like our hearts won't be able to catch up to us until we see the nest. "

Eventually, when Ms. Crore closed her eyes and said so, Angel nodded frankly.

"Yeah... I think Angel is also frightened."It's frightening to say goodbye to everyone in the forest, whether it's Croa-san, your brother or Carnelia... "

... yes.

I think as I watched Ms. Crore hug Angel.

Even Angel was lost. But Angel certainly has a desire to help the fairy, and I don't want to kill her.

I hope Crore's right, it's a casual choice, but it's not going to work...

"... you know, Angel, I want you to ask the fairy."

If we think about it, Liane talks to Angel.It's a little awkward because I yelled at you earlier, but I'm sure Angel will be with me.

"Yeah. What?"

"Um... is it possible that the Queen of the Fairy Nation can't do it three times a week?"So, there are only four days left... if you move it, it might be about three days, but you mean you're in the woods for the time being... can't you? "

The fairies are in a meeting.

The agenda was "Is it okay for the Queen to work three shifts a week?"

... we're watching with our spit.Lian didn't really expect me to get along with her, and she looked more nervous than anyone else.No, I didn't really think the fairies would start considering the [Queen's Three Week Work]!

It seems that the fairies are making a lot of noise, and they're talking about it like this... and they've come to a conclusion.

"Um... I knew it couldn't be helped."

"Well, well, that's right... On the contrary, the queen, who only works three days a week..."

Liane seems a little disappointed, but she looks kind of relieved.

"Yeah. Well, after all, if you don't stay five days a week, you'll be in trouble..."

Angel said something like that.

... ah, can I do it five days a week?