The plain and unnoticed me is no more
89 · A nightmare I've stopped seeing, a past I've begun to see
"Taki, have you stopped having nightmares? You look good, and you've been sleeping well lately."
On the way to the Sumitomo Pavilion in the morning, my brother gave me a big yawn while rubbing his sleepless eyes in a series of manners lessons. This is always the case on the way to work.
My brother asks me a lot every morning to check on my condition. [M]
Even though I'm so well, I'm still worried. My brother has been watching me in that state for a long time, so I can't get rid of that habit.
"Yeah, I'm sleeping tight. Thanks to Lana."
"Can't you tell me what your nightmare is?
"I won't tell you. I'll be in trouble if I talk to you and it affects your brother."
"What is that? It's not going to have any effect."
I've been dreaming about the same thing over and over since I was a kid.
I called it a nightmare, and until the day Lana helped me, I woke up every time the same scene came.
That made me afraid to sleep. [M]
If you sleep, you may have that painful and sad dream again.
The nightmare had not been seen since Lana purified the black moya, but recently it was resurrected.
I'm sure it's because of the "Linatemis Diary" she read.
Lana says that there are heavenly characters on top of ordinary books.
Neither I nor my brother could see anything but an old book, but a diary written by a goddess is an invaluable thing.
Lana said that the book written even after the goddess returned to heaven still raises questions about why it exists in the world, but the goddess who returned to heaven secretly put it on her daughter's pillow later.
I feel the same way. [M] Maybe he left a reason for his mysterious powers to teach his daughter.
The name of the daughter the goddess gave birth to is Lyla. It was the same name as the girl that came out of my dreams. [M]
But the dreams we've seen lately are different from the scenes we see in that nightmare, and perhaps a long time ago, we were the happiest. That dream is not just a dream, but a memory of my previous life.
I couldn't believe I had a memory of my previous life, but I'm sure this is all. God made my wish come true, and I was able to be reborn into the world I so desperately wanted before I died.
And after several dreams, I realized that Lyla, the daughter of the goddess, and Lyla, who came out of my dreams, were the same person.
Because the place you dream about is a long time ago in Altemi, and Lila's mother was a foreigner who died soon after giving birth to her. Artemis is a small country surrounded by mountains. At that time, people rarely come in from the outside, and only Lyla's mother and Lyla have platinum blonde hair.
Moreover, the decisive reason why the daughter of the goddess and Lyla, who are familiar with childhood, can be said to be the same person, is that the colors of Lana and Lyla are exactly the same. It was a dazzling platinum shine unlikely to be seen by ordinary people.
Ah... maybe it was Lyla, not Lana, who came to my dreams at that time.
The characters in the dream are Lyla, Jin and me.
The three of us are childhood friends, and I am called a taxi in my dreams. [M]
Lyla's mother died soon after giving birth to her, and Jin's mother made Lyla drink milk and grew up with Jin. So they were close like brothers and sisters, and the adults around them were watching them grow up warmly.
If it hadn't been for the worst thing that I've ever dreamed of, it would have been. [M]
Jin was a really good guy. I love Lyla... and I've prayed to God many times. In the Hereafter, the two of us must be united.
"Niisan, are you happy now?
"Ah? What is it? Suddenly. Don't be embarrassed."
"What are you ashamed of? You're in a good mood to monopolize Lana every night."
"... do you want to be slapped?
"Fufu, my face is red. It's easy to understand. Now and forever...! Itta... it hurts, niisan...!
My brother stared at me, and I saw a punch in my arms. [M]