Shrugi Haruka
Meet me at the World History Prep Room after a lunch break.
It's been a long time since I've been alone with you.
Thinking about it, when I was asked about my plans, I felt like I had been running away for work for the past two months.I'm sure you're busy at work, but are you sure you want to stay like this?There was also a doubt.
If you ask a seventeen-year-old high school student that, he might tell you that it's okay.
But I have no choice but to say so.
"Good day."
Seiji comes inside, opening the door. [M]Her face was a little too strong.
Probably because I am, I guess Seiji, who has a good feeling, realized that something is going on.
Yeah. Good day.
Instead of spreading the lunch box, I exchanged two public stories.
I already know the results of the test before you know it, but I still want to talk, so I shake up the clear topic.
"Well, isn't this the test?Three summers and I was in time. "
Before?
I was worried, but if Makoto is okay, that's fine.
They don't sit down, they don't lay down leisure seats, they don't spread out lunches.
It seems unnatural, but Makoto doesn't question the discomfort. [M]
The conversation broke down and silence continued.
Are you sure? I don't know how many times I've asked myself, but it's all over my brain.
"You know, Makoto...."
"Yeah."
I told her what I thought and felt.And he said he wanted to end the relationship.
The injured expression was something I had never seen before.
I knew I had hurt someone I should never hurt.
"Whatever you say, I think it's my ego... I'm sorry."
His trembling voice, which shook the person he loved, sounded like someone else's.
"... you're making up your mind about me, right?
You might think it's your choice.
You might get stuck if you're a lousy woman.
"I wonder if this will happen....."
Shut up, Makoto.In his sad expression, there was some calm.
"Okay."
I couldn't imagine disturbing it, and I couldn't imagine crying, but besides my thoughts, it was clear to me.
I applauded as much as I thought it would get tangled.
I really wanted you to be sadder.I wanted you to be angrier.
Nodding so lightly seems to me that this relationship was all that matters to Seiji.
I cut out the goodbye, but it's a selfish story.
... ahh.
Probably.
I may have been afraid of seeing you like such an adult - no more than that.
Without exposing your emotions, you swallow the logic and argument.If the opposite is the case and they cut off their farewell, they'll cut off the edge with cold reasoning.
I must have been afraid of that.
There will be many attractive women around you from now on.Even now.
It is not a lie to think that there are other attractive women worthy of you, Makoto.
There was no room for discussion, and I was afraid of being thrown away by someone I loved.It was something that I felt unconsciously.
"Isn't there someone else you like?
I shook my head with all my heart.
"Not for any other reason, everything I just told you is true."
I see.
If that's okay, Makoto spills. [M]
"Because I'm still a high school student, and I only have Shuki in my eyes, and that's the only option, Shuki said," Can I be happier when I meet a woman who is more beautiful than myself?You thought, "Oh, my God.
"Yeah."
Shuki-chan... neither the teacher nor Haruka-san.
Ah... maybe that's what you call it in your brain?
I can't afford to fix it right now.
"Which way does it take, ten years...?--Ah, well, then, what should I do if I know all kinds of women until I grow up and I'm still the best?If I've always liked it. "
"What should I do..."
I don't know, I don't know.I'm not breaking up because I hate it, so I'm just happy with the words.
If you still like it, I don't want you to come pick me up. That's not what I'm telling you right now, and you can't say that to a fucked up person.
"I'm sure you'll find someone nice, Makoto."
"Yeah, I don't think they'll even show up.Because that's what we are today. "
"What do you mean?
"Nothing."
Even though you had just broken up, Makoto looked refreshed somewhere.
"I knew it.Poor thing probably noticed.... "
Speaking to himself again, I left the room behind.
In the quiet documentation room, a strange loud sound of the door closing was heard.
I sat on the back of my chair because I was mentally tired.
I don't have an appetite, so let's spend it blurry.
With that in mind, the door opened in a hurry.
When I thought of someone, it was Sauna.
…………
Her eyes were filled with tears, and her mouth was filled with words.
"What's wrong?
"I happened to see my brother walking down the hall, and I thought it was weird.I'm either nervous or anxious... that's why I'm here. "
You must have heard.That's what I was talking about.
"Sana-chan, I'm not impressed by the eavesdropping.
"Shut up!
Saeka-chan waved her hand as she walked in.
A dry sound like a bloated balloon popped out of my cheek.
I'm coming...
I finally realized that my hot cheeks were tingling and painful, and I was bitten.
"Why did you say goodbye to your brother?!"
"It's none of your business!
"Yes, because my brother was crying!
Were you crying? But you're not pretending at all...
"The moment the door closes!I was walking down the hallway crying, and I went into the bathroom. "
"But, you're not going to bump!
"Promise! With your brother!I knew I'd hit you if I made you cry!
Another shot and I grabbed the hand I waved up.
"Such a selfish promise..."
"You're on your own!I'll never let you grieve for your own sake, Sana!
"What does Sauna know?!
"I don't know because I'm not interested!She's a beauty in all directions, like an announcer. She's always nicknamed and ready to do anything!I hated it from the beginning!
"That's the kind of job you do, Doctor!
"Whatever, it doesn't matter!I ran away from your feelings, even if you weren't interested - that's all I know!
This kid... is poking at his core again...
"I like it so I break up.You can't blindfold Makoto like me. "
"That's how I armed my grown-up theory to hurt my brother.Because it's only two-dimensional that you can break up because you like it or for such a contradictory reason!
The time spent kneading together was too long.
It seems that our golden trumpets were heard in the hallway because of the door that was left open.
"What are you doing?"
A teacher who perceived the anomaly came in and pulled Sauna apart.
"Let go of me! Let me go! Sexual harassment!That woman, Sana, has failed... "
Saek-chan was pulled out into the hallway and taken to a separate room by a rushing student-led teacher.
"Shugi Sensei... what's wrong?What the hell..... "
"Er...."
To be honest, you cannot avoid explaining why this happened.Saeka-chan was suspended from school for the worst.It also involves a tipping point.Nobody saw you the moment you hit me.
Saeko-chan would never say anything that would disadvantage you.I only have that kind of trust.
That's why I believe you, Sauna.
An emergency staff meeting was held and the first class in the afternoon was self-study throughout the school.
"It's all my fault.That's why Sanada-san isn't so bad.... "
Saek-chan says it's a little "I don't want to say".
When I was asked about the situation, I told myself that the cause was my fault, and lined up eight hundred lies and asked for Sauna's forgiveness.
Saeka-chan also needed to be careful.