The lady's expression of affection for me had no sign that it would ever subside after the summer was over, but rather gained momentum.

Besides, since the end of summer, I feel more dangerous directional approaches like "I really need you" and "I can't live without you" as well as "I love you, I want to be with you" seemingly nascent teenage girls.

In the beginning, honestly, I only thought that the lady's fondness for me was "just a temporary yearning for an older man still a young girl" or "the whim of an unpopular noble courtier". No, maybe he was unconsciously telling himself that.

So for a few months, I thought if I dared to recieve favors and expressions of affection without affirmation or denial, then I would get bored. But maybe my idea was sweet.... rather than my thoughts, she seemed to have spotted everything.

"... Mason would think my feelings for Mason," a temporary longing for a child's older man "or" the whim of a worldless noble courtier "

"... no, that's not..."

"I know exactly what you mean. But I think it's okay now."

"What? Really?"

"Yes, that's okay. I have plenty of time right now. That's not true, and we're just going to have to take the time to prove it. I can't help but be in a hurry."

Normally, if you know that much, are you angry that you won't face your thoughts from the front, or aren't you giving up your love? But she didn't show any such vegan vibrations, but rather accepted my assumptions now and said she would take the time to prove that they were.

... Lady, aren't you an adult? It could be more adult than me. I was wrong to judge you by your age alone. At least from what she has said and done so far, it is clear that her thoughts are not "a temporary yearning for an older man of a still young girl" or "the whim of an unpopular noble courtier".

Me, I have to reflect. I must have treated the lady unconsciously as a child and looked sweetly at her thoughts. I should have been someone who was so grown up that I didn't think I was in my early teens from the start.

Yeah, it can't stay like this. Let's face the lady's thoughts as a serious favor to me of one woman. It sucks as a man to send or recieve her thoughts any more. Let's properly apologize for all the disrespect we've had.

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If I took the lady's thoughts seriously, the conclusions I should have drawn were set.... but maybe she also foresaw all the conclusions I would draw and how I would behave.

"... that? Did I ask Mason to" stay with you "?

I apologize for all the disrespect I've had, I don't deserve you for my age, my identity, everything, it may be hard right now, but I'm sure in the future, you'll have the partner you deserve. That's why I want you to give up on me - I told her so thoughtfully, and that's what the lady replied as she tilted her neck with a Kyotong face.

"... no. Just."

"No, Mason. We need to" decline "like that after we get a proper confession. You might be going to scratch your shame when they say," This man, you're mistaken ".... but don't worry, I won't tell anyone about today."

"... ok. I'm sorry I made a mistake."

I see. Do you want the lady to conclude that "I was a painful mistaken bastard" instead of "shaken by me" in order to protect her pride? Of course, that doesn't matter at all. Let's just say that.

... but the continuation of her words was one that went diagonally up the anticipation.

"Oh, no. Mason hasn't got anything wrong with this one. As Mason thinks, I love Mason and would love to be with him right now as long as Mason is good"

"... Huh?

"But if you confessed from me, it would have been an answer like this one, wouldn't it? I know that, too. That's why I didn't tell you," Stay with me ". Mason will have trouble turning me down."

……

"You think it's a child's rationale. Hehe, I think so too. Well, I won't give up where I was turned down, so I could have confessed and been turned down every day.... Oh, did you want that one?"

I'm losing my word.

"Oh well... right? I heard that some men want to satisfy their desire for conquest and abusiveness by looking down at a woman who is attached to them. Me, should I kneel (kneel first) and beg Mason every day? Please go out with me, please be adorable."

"... lady"

"... sorry. imitate it like a tear... Actually, I'm so messed up right now. Let me just take a deep breath."

Was she disturbed? You seemed calm...

After a while, the lady keeps talking in the same tone as she tells.

"... As I said before, I'm not in a hurry"

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"Now I'm thirteen, and Mason's twenty-one, right? When we do get to hang out with you right now, it won't be preferred by the public.... but you know, when I turn 20, Mason is 28, and when I turn 40, Mason is 48. That much age difference couples, I don't think that's so uncommon, but how about that?"

"... sure, that's right"

"Isn't it? So it's a" now "problem, at least as far as age is concerned. And I'm gonna wait until Mason doesn't care about my age."

……

"So could you give me a little more time?"

No... I also feel that at some point "I don't deserve anything from you" has been replaced by "age only problem"...

But they told me so far. That's not going to work either... Something like no, I probably won't ask.

"... ok"

"Thank you!... Oh, maybe you think" you're going to be my uncle in the meantime, "but still, I won't tolerate cheating. Do it to me if you want to get your hands on it. Think of it as turning the Demonic Kingdom against your enemies the moment you find out about the affair."

"... uh, if you're not dating, aren't you" cheating "...?

"No, you can't do anything that doesn't work. Me, I'm a little serious about it because I'm so monopolistic. I can't. You can think of me as a waste child. mourn your own bad luck being caught by a very powerful child"

I don't know... I think the expression "taken by my hand" or "danced in my palm" fits right now. Because I'm going to convince you to dress up and give up with your eyes from above, but sometime after being debated without skin, you've become like "I'm dating about half of you" relationship.

On second thought, "identity" is supposed to be one of the reasons I don't deserve her, but sometime on the contrary, I've been declared to actively use the power that comes from that "identity" to prevent cheating.

I really can't help wondering if she's eight years younger than me and in her early teens. Who taught you the word conquest greed or abusive...

... but somewhere in my heart I had myself feeling a deep relief and joy that she didn't accept my "no" or that my current relationship would continue.

No, it doesn't suck? This. Probably me, already about the lady...

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The lady's straightforward expression of affection continued afterwards. "Didn't you say you'd wait in no hurry?" The following responses were returned to the scratch:

"Of course I'm going to wait. But if Mason can't wait better, isn't that something to talk about? And I'm not going to fail to make Mason think," I can't wait any longer. "

Oh, really... it's great not to fail to make an effort at everything. So is magic and swordsmanship, my lady...

I calmly self-analyze my feelings now.... Yeah, you can say it's on the verge of falling anymore. The lady is getting more and more grown-up at the age of thirteen, and her face and atmosphere are very much my type of choice.

They are approached almost every day, in many ways, by a super type of beautiful girl who looks 15 or 6 years old.

Well, you're gonna like it, aren't you? You fall in love, don't you? Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Even in that first meeting with Master Reinhardt, he thought naturally, "But my lady is prettier".

I'm sorry about Lori Ohn. But I didn't realize I was like that until recently either...!

... lately, I've been thinking about it on average four or five times a day that I should not think about it later, but I desperately suppress myself while telling myself:

"You betrayed your husband and wife for doing well."

"The only way I'm gonna be tied to her is by running off, can I just put that kind of hardship on a thirteen-year-old?"

"Think realistically. If I get caught where I ran off and I suck, they kill me. You forgot the Rosedales easily found me."

And while I was having a stuffy day, the expiration date of my initial one-year contract approached, so I decided to try and take action on the no.