The Villainess Who Has Been Killed 108 Times

Before approaching the dance floor, Countess Rosenthal stopped by the hidden cabin.

This is the treasure vault that only she, the owner of this building, can open.

The Countess crosses the room without looking at sparkling gold and silver decorations or sparkling gems.

Then he grabbed the old little jewelry box on the deepest shelf with care.

Gently open the lid.

Inside was a round of rose cosage.

It's for kids.

It is processed for hair decoration.

The Countess kissed the faded rose, touching it or not.

It's like snow that disappears when it hits your lips.

"... Master Vendell, I'm probably not qualified to wear this rose you gave me...But at the very least... please forgive me for holding back in your pocket.

Put it on your forehead and plead with your heart.

There was no lady there to reign in the social world.

There was a girl who prayed for her first love that could not reach her.

She only shows her face when no one else is in power.

A thin moonlight from the window shook the shadow like a gloomy spotlight.

"... if the aristocrats knew I was doing this, it would be a kind of laugh."

The lady scoffed at herself slightly, but the handiwork of putting roses on her chest was gentle.

It was an important memory.

A gift from a miraculously descending prince to her miserable life.

A witness who admitted that he hated me enough to die.

… The Countess of Rosenthal gave the valley and castle of roses, as its name suggests, from the ancestors of Hydrangea.But for her, this round of roses was much more valuable.It was only one bond, connecting the first lover and the Countess.

"... after all, I'm better suited to a dead Ibara."

Holding his rich breasts, he groans arrogantly.

Once Vendell likened her to a winter rose and put this cosage on her hair.

Heals people's hearts in frozen winters.

But I couldn't be such a winter rose.

For the blooming spring roses and the fragrant autumn roses.

Everyone praised no woman as worthy of her rose name, but she herself never thought so.That is why Cornelia's appearance at the ceremony was dazzling.

I only see this glamour.

I mean, not only my body, but my way of life is so dirty.

The Countess felt in the past.

When she was young, she lived in a ghetto.

Lorna is the real name.

Ronnie and Teddy were two healthy twin brothers.

Rona was a dreamy girl.

I believed that one day I would meet a wonderful prince like a story.

Of course, I don't want to have such a big relationship with my partner.

All you have to do is look at it from a distance.

And make that memory a treasure for life.

Such a small imagination filled my little chest.

"Your sister's prince is sick again."

and my younger brothers often made fun of me.

Although my mother was kind, she was weak.

He was unbalanced and beautiful in the filthy bottom garbage dump.

Rona's appearance is in the hands of her mother.

The house was once wealthy.

I have a faint memory of my mother singing to me while playing the piano.

But the family's fate was dimmed by his father's fraud and debt.

My father could not accept the reality of being empty.

I began to run away from alcohol.

The tender father melted away in alcohol.

The sight of his wife and son with a red face was a human shell.

Mother repeatedly forced herself to protect the young countess, Lorna, from her husband, who drank.

After working, he finally broke his body and died.

I was worried about the children until just before they died.

"I'm sorry. Tomorrow I'll work hard and let you eat something warm and delicious."

That was the last word of my mother.

At the time of death, there was no shadow to see.

I diluted my beauty to raise my children.

She didn't hesitate to say anything about it.

As the children burst into tears over their bodies, their father was snoring with alcohol.

My mother was buried in the same way as an innocent Buddha.

After losing his working mother, Lorna and the others quickly began to live in poverty.

Still, my father's alcoholism doesn't stop.

All I could do was confine myself to a pleasant drunkenness.

There were no shards such as willingness to face my family.

And in exchange for three gins of sake, young Lorna was sold to a stranger.

Rona was in good hands.

The buyer arrived immediately.

In his father's drunken eyes, Rona was no longer a blood-separated child, but a useful figurine in exchange for alcohol.

I still feel nauseous when I think about it.

I hated it. I didn't want to die.

But my younger brothers were starving to death.

Even more terrifying, his father was willing to sell his younger brothers if Rona couldn't.

Lorna didn't have a choice.

Rona killed her heart and laughed at the man like a whore.

I did everything I could to make sure my father didn't notice.

It was the only way to find a meal with my father, who would take everything away for alcohol.

It was pathetic and tears broke out.

But what else could the out-of-school girl have done without strength or skill?

Sadly, his father was drunk and asleep.

That was the moment the door of the nightmare opened.

You little bitch, you're such a whore.and mocked.

The words pierced Rona's heart.

The man pushed down Rona, who turned pale and stood still.

A filthy finger circled around Rona like a pigeon.

The season was heading for mid-winter.

There was no bed at Rona's house, only a long box of straw.

Even the straw was not changed for a long time, and the smell was unusual.

The man who shut his mouth took Rona's first time on a cold floor.

The pure flowers of Rona, who had not become a bud, were broken by force.

It was pushed violently and the burning pain penetrated into the sky.

The naked back rubbed on a hard floor turned red, but I didn't even notice it.

Rona didn't even get her first period.

"Ouch!! Ouch!! Mother!! Shut up!!"

Actions were blown away and the deceased mother desperately asked for help.

I tried to close my knees, but I was struck in the face several times.

I thought I flew over my neck with relentless violence.

The thick smell of metal spreads slowly from the back of your nose.

Threatened to pay her back, Rona swallowed tears and nostril bleeding.

I heard the word that I would not get more money than violence.

If you run, your younger brothers won't be able to protect you.

Rona smiled and put her hands around the man's back.

The man who devoured young Lorna quickly fulfilled his desire.

He looked down in disdain with his boring face, and went out without even speaking.

It was an unprecedented first experience.

Humiliation, grief and self-loathing are tearing my chest apart.

In exchange for a small amount of bronze coin, Rona lost her first girlhood.

I can't be ashamed of a girl anymore.

Rona looked up at the rinsed ceiling and swallowed.

What would you be ashamed of doing such a horrible thing?

I didn't want my younger brothers to see it, so I was out buying bread.

The returning younger brothers saw Rona sitting half-naked and fluffy with her bloody clothes swollen cheeks.

I understood as a child that my sister sacrificed herself for them, even without knowledge of sexuality.

"... sister!!"

"Rona...!!"

They raised their sad voice, threw out the bread they had, and rushed to Lona.

The sisters hugged and cried.

"... don't worry, eat bread quickly.Before Dad woke up.My sister is such a mess. "

Sorry, Rona deliberately nodded like lotus leaves while stroking her crying brothers' heads.

Strong.

I really wanted to cry for someone.

The bright laughter of girls of the same age can be heard from afar.

Why did I bite my lips to the point of bleeding when I was the only one with such eyes?

I can't remember the sound of the piano when I was young.

Still, I thought I could put up with anything for these brothers.

But the living hell came from here.

Man's malice was beyond Rona's imagination.

Rona was treated as a substitute for a whore who could do whatever she wanted at a cheap price.

I'm not a person. It's a thing.

Strangers came after strangers.

My father also accepted with a few bottles of alcohol.

Lorna's dignity was also unacceptable.

How many men were laid down?

I no longer forgot the shame, and only the pain was boring Rona.

Rona's sad expectation that she would get used to it more often was betrayed.

Elderly Rona was too immature to accept a man.

I always suffered from severe pain.

I couldn't see it from the outside, but there were scratches all over Rona's interior.

Rona's beauty became her vendetta.

A mediocre look would have prevented men from moving their index fingers at their age.

Looking at the expression of anguish, he buys the discomfort of the men.

Rona kept on smiling.

I disliked myself only a few times I smiled.

He was not even given time to recover, and the torment continued, while the wounds spread.

The bleeding stopped.

My body hurts when I sleep or wake up.

What will happen to me?

The word death flickered in Rona's brain.

I wanted to escape, but my father said Rona would kill my younger brothers when she ran away.

It's not a threat.

Around this time, the father suddenly broke out for a small matter.

Rona only smelled a little resistance to selling her body, so she got horseback riding with her younger brothers and beat them so hard that they fainted.The injury got worse and Teddy couldn't walk properly.

Father is not the only one who is drunk and hung up.

And so were the customers' men.

According to the wine dish, the bottle was pushed into the interesting half and fainted with pain.

Looking at Rona's reaction to incontinence with her white eyes, the men laughed and laughed.

After the men who did what they liked returned, Rona cleared up the men's vomiting and her rough face with a lot of pain.I wonder if the teaching that God created man is true.If the devil had made it, I would still be convinced.No matter what terrible eyes I had, I couldn't even cry anymore.My heart is dying.

Pain and cold, hunger.

And lewd behavior.

A charm to keep men in a mood.

Just that repetition every day.

Can this be said to be living as a person?

Aren't beasts of the wild so noble?

Sleeping with trembling, she opened her eyelids to the sound and saw her mother's back.

He turns around and laughs at me with a nice face.

"Wait, we're almost ready to eat."

Hearing that nostalgic voice, Rona couldn't help but jump.

After all, it was a mistake that my mother died.

"Grandma, listen!! I've been having terrible dreams!!"

She returned to her sweet little girl and woke up hugging her mother on her back.

Cold, hungry, and painful.

It was a dream.

Rona was surprised at the signs of waking up and the rat ran away.

That was the reason for the noise.

Reality is only a daily life without salvation.

The cruelty stood out just because the dream was a blessing.

"... uhh...!!... uhh...!!... uhh...!!"

Tears filled me with tears that should have been dead.

Rona rounded herself, clasped her knees, pressed her voice to death, and cried.

He stole his father's eyes and made his customers pay less.

Because my daddy, who cared, was able to shine his eyes carefully.

Even if Rona sold her body, she couldn't get anything on hand.

Despair is deepening.

My younger brothers tried to earn a living by picking up the scrap, but even the rise could be rolled up by his father's liquor.

My younger brothers look like ghosts every day.

Especially Teddy.

It seemed painful even to talk.

I always cough.

I can't walk at last.

Then the pus began to mix with Rona's blood.

As well as constant blunt pain, your body is always swollen and hot.

I feel dizzy.

The fungus came in from the wound.

Even though I can't even eat every day, I can't afford to see a doctor.

Rona predicted that she would die in the not too distant future.

Rona decided to be sad.

While you're still alive, you'll literally turn everything into money.

That's the last thing I can do for my younger brothers.

Rona saw an opportunity for her father to fall asleep drunk.

And I sold the charm to the freaky freak who jumped through among the customers.

He's a little rich, but he's tied up with the bottom guys because of his crazy hobbies.

I was always looking for drugs and my eyes were wide open.

He looked just like his father's drunken eyes.

He liked the strange play of becoming a heretic Inquisitor.

A sadist who is delighted to bully a woman with a good tool.

He was the one who stubbornly inserted the bottle into Rona.

Rona grasped the cloth of her skirt and held down her trembling knee with fear.

When he had done it before, he turned pale and immediately refused.

Even the lowlife men around him were pulled by a ridiculous tool that he bragged about.

It was a substitute for destroying even war prostitutes.

The man was banned from entering and leaving several whorehouses.

A tool that was actually used to torture heretics.

Young limbs needed to be prepared to die in order to accept.

I couldn't go to pick up the scrap anymore and asked Teddy, who was round in the corner of the room, to keep his eyes and ears closed for a while.Saying something, Teddy raised her voice, scratched Rona, and desperately tried to stop her.Rona embraced Teddy with all her thoughts.Tears appeared in the eyes.

This is the last embrace as a kind sister.

"... Shut up.I can't understand you telling me to shut up and turn around.Damn it, my father will wake up.I'm sorry I starved to death here.Or do I want to see my sister in a shameful way?Then why don't you like it? "

Rona smacked Teddy with a pathetic hatred.

He took his clothes off at his feet and opened his body to the man.

A man who overlaid himself with a heretic Inquisitor wanted to drool.

Show off the blasphemous stuff you've got, as if you were teasing Rona.

It took a vicious form of slowly killing people.

Rona put up with the fear of her heart stopping and laughed with love.

"At that age, you're happily accepting men. You're possessed by demons."

And the man laughed high.

I was immersed in the role and tranced.

"I will judge you by God."

A man can be most cruel when he pleads not guilty.

Even the devil raised his eyebrows against Rona.

There was no emotion in the man's eyes.

And yet, she turned her whole face and laughed.

"Slut!! Witch!! Will kick out the demon who nested inside you!!"

It's not an act anymore.I mean it.

Even though it was dirty, the excitement of being able to enjoy the beautiful girl Lona freed the man's madness.

Something horrible was possessed by a man.

Throughout the tragedy, Teddy turned to tremble and swallowed.

Rona didn't moan to keep her drunk father awake.

Everything to save my brother.

The spirit of healthy self-sacrifice was no less than that of a martyr.

But God showed no interest in a noble soul.

I can't reach for salvation from anywhere.

The pushed tools opened up in the body and never came out of the system.

Instead of pain, I started dying in my head many times.

The body jumped and cramped on its own in an attempt to reject acts leading to death.

Rona's thin hands and feet kept dancing in a distorted nightmare.

"Look, the demon is coming out soon!! Die!! Die!! Die!!"

The man was enthusiastic about the act with the power of a madman.

... maliciously crushed the flexed little fetus of Rona.

And Rona lost her ability to accommodate her children forever, even as a sweet and sour girl.

If it stays that way, Rona will definitely be dead.

However, the old torture tools had deteriorated screws.

I couldn't stand the brutality, and when I closed with a loud noise, I was pushed out and rolled to the floor.

Bloody equipment was like a fallen monster.

It was an ugly alien.

The man who saw it was ecstatic and jumped.

"I did it!! I succeeded in getting rid of the demon!!"

I was already out of my mind.

Drugs and madness were eating the man's brain.

The man took a strange step and jumped outdoors, laughing that I was a warrior of God.

Rona's inner leg was wet with blood bubbles.

I felt like I had been stirred inside with burnt chopsticks just by wandering around.

Rona pushed and killed her angry face and made a lot of mean faces.

Cover your blood with clothes and approach Teddy.

"... I can't take care of you anymore.Because I'm free to run away from here.I have a good guess about making money.I'll give you the money, so don't bother. "

"Sister...."

Rona apologized in her heart to Teddy who was crying, and threw up in a whisper, making her hold on to all the money she had earned.

"... when Ronnie gets back, why don't you guys leave this house?If that's all, you'll be able to handle it for a while.But, I don't forgive my fucking father if he winds me up because I'm stretched out.Make sure you hide it. How long have you been crying?I'm a slut, I can do anything for money.You got it. Bye bye. "

Rona turned her back and left the house early.

Every time I walk, I get a small blood stain on my feet.

My body hurts like it burns.

But your chest and heart hurt even more.

At the end of the day, Teddy shouted out a blurred voice as he swallowed it.

"I'm so sorry...! I can't move anymore...!! My sister lied so sadly because I'm alive...!! I'm sorry...!! I'm sorry...!!"

The cobblestone path that Rona walks on is poor, with the underlying soil sticking out of between.

Far from flat, the stone is distorted, and horns pop out everywhere.

Rona fell in a kick.Wake up your torso.

I couldn't stand up with my knees down, and my gripped hand on the ground trembled.

"... I'm sorry...!! Teddy...! I'm sorry for being such a bad sister...!!"

Lona cried with a sad voice as she could no longer hear her voice at home.

"I'm sorry I made you cry until the end...!!"

Teddy was aware of Rona's lies.

He wasn't crying because he thought Rona had betrayed him.

Rona has sacrificed herself to protect her younger brothers.

And I realized that I had lied to my younger brothers to make them forget themselves, so I cried for their kindness.

Even if God silenced Rona, only her brother knew her.

Rona walks out again as she staggers.

With this broken body, they won't take care of me anymore.

All you have to do is put your feet together.

Still, my younger brothers won't abandon Lona.

I'm sure I'll risk my life to protect Rona.

All my sisters and brothers are dying.

That's all we have to avoid.

That's why Rona tried to throw herself off the bridge into the river.

When my mother was alive, young Lorna and her sisters held hands and often took me to the little bridge.

The surface of the river was covered with floating objects, and the dock descending at the stone stairs was full of stones.

The moored and ragged canoe was about to sink.

Still, the men who lifted up and lowered the barrels and bags were bright, and the women in the skirts were standing in a flowering conversation between the women.The children run around cheerfully in the meantime.A white breath that falls off. Laughter.

It was a mediocre sight to overlook, but it was an important place for Rona.

My mother, my younger brothers and myself were once part of the sight.

Now... I can't go back.

The snow was flickering.

"... mom, I'm sorry.I couldn't keep an eye on Ronnie and Teddy until the end.I'm coming over right now, so scold me as much as you can.... "

The sound of horseshoes and carriage wheels echoed behind her, wiping out Rona's will.

Rona stepped out of the trunk.

It's a weakened body.

Winter river temperatures will mercifully kill us.

Rona's soles rose.

But her fall came to a halt.

Only tears danced into the sky were sucked into the river.

"... no!! no matter how hard it is, don't do that!!"

A noble child jumped out of a suddenly stopped carriage and hugged Rona from her back.

It was the first encounter between Vendell, later known as the heroic Duke of Red, and Rona, who climbed up to Countess Rosenthal.

Vendell was a very luxurious and small boy at that time.

Dragged by a light Lorna, he fell off the bridge.

But Vendell wouldn't let go.

"... hold on... hold on...! Now... help me...!!"

Without knowing what had happened, Rona was stunned.

The glittering boy was in beautiful shape.

At a glance, I can tell you're noble.

Why would a stranger's noble children risk their lives to help the poor?

"Grandpa Brian!! Grandpa Bill!! Grandpa Bobby!!"

Vendell screams.

"... answer!!"

Three old warriors answered the call.

White beard, tea beard and black beard jumped in at the speed of lightning.

Lightly pull Rona and Vendell up on the bridge.

"... I'm glad.Are you hurt? "

With Rona in his arms, Vendell took a breath of relief.

After a terrible sexual experience, Rona had a feeling of rejection towards the man.

I desperately suppressed nausea during the behavior.

I struggled to overcome it later.

However, only this time, even if my cheeks touched each other and my breathing touched my neck, I only felt warmth.

Red-haired and red-eyed Vendell was a very beautiful boy, despite all his wonders.

Above all, the eyes were gentle.

I found out that I was really worried about Rona.

It was the prince that young Rona kept dreaming about.

"... God, you're cruel.I can't believe you've made my dream come true since this happened.

And Rona cursed God.

If you were once innocent, you would be happy to dance up to the occasion.

I can't go back to that unclean era anymore.

"I don't deserve to live like this...!! I want to die already!! Please, let me die"

Rona turned around and screamed.

The shame that I thought had long worn out and disappeared came back to life.

The snow is getting stronger and stronger, covering the city white.

But I can't get rid of anything but my dirt.

While Rona struggled to escape Vendell's arms, she faced Vendell.

He unexpectedly took a breath in his face, which contained the sadness that he saw from the front.

I wondered what kind and pathetic eyes she had.

I felt that the time had stopped.

Looking at Rona like that, Vendell smiled.

"It's not dirty. 'Cause your eyes are so beautiful."

The words arrived miraculously in Lorna's tired heart.

Lorna's Hazel eyes are the same color as those of her beloved mother.

It was Rona's secret pride.

"You can choose to hurt yourself to protect someone you care about.Such kind and courageous eyes.Don't say dirty. "

I felt praised for my mother, who protected us all the way to the end.

Vendel gazed at Rona as her knees relaxed and sat down.

Then he reached out and decorated Rona's hair with a small rose.

"... the rose season is spring.But in the snow, there are rare roses that can withstand noble blooms.It heals the hearts of those who see it in the frozen landscape.I think it suits you well. "

The tears spilled out of Rona's eyes as she listened.

I was told Vendell sees me as a human being.

When I realized it, I went back to the girl of my age and was crying.

"... I... was made a fool of by a whore...!! I hated being happy...!! I hated it...!! I hated it so much that I could die...!! I got dirty...! I hated myself...!! I want to disappear..."

Looking at the red color gradually spreading from under Rona's crying skirt, her black beard groaned.

"... terrible...!!"

My beard and hair became upside-down.

"... the inhumans... will turn us into blade rust."

Grasp the concealed one-handed sickle pattern underneath the jacket.

"... oh my God, don't you calm down.Those who are impatient. I agree with you, though. "

His beard was swollen and he sighed, but his eyes had a flame of wrath that was no less unbeatable.

"... don't cry.You're not dirty. [M]We can help you. "

With the snow on Rona's hair, Vendell gently stroked her hair to calm down.

Over and over again.

It's as if touching Rona proves she's not dirty.

It was strangely pleasant, and Rona felt like a puppy who loved being caressed by others.

I was ashamed and wanted you to think it was the cold that made my ears red.

... that day, for the first time in Rona's life, an outside help was offered.

And that was the moment when Rona, later Countess Rosenthal, fell in an unfortunate first love.