There is a Wall Behind the Shadow

Chapter One Hundred Eighty Eight

There are some things that you should not think about from the beginning.

Song Shiyue mentioned at this time that he did not eat melons at that time, but the watermelon was sweet and fragrant. Yu Nianbing suddenly thought of the first aid plan for suicide by burning charcoal that he searched through Starnet at that time... Artificial respiration.

At that time, human life was off, Yu Nianbing didn’t think much about it. Even when he recognized that Song Shiyue was the person who had confessed to him for more than half a year, he didn’t doubt if there would be one in the room on the other side of the wall. For the bureau I set up, I followed the technical guidance of Xingwang and did artificial respiration.

After that, whether before or after coming to Wilderness Star, the two have been together for so long. Song Shiyue never mentioned the things at that time. Yu Nianbing always thought that Song Shiyue had already I fainted completely and didn't know about it.

but now……

Yu Nianbing was not sure.

I'm not sure if Song Shiyue was completely dizzy at the time, I don't know the situation, or...

correct!

This time Song Shiyue was in a coma for a few days, although after waking up, there was not much discussion about the coma, but Yu Nianbing could feel it from the minutiae. Song Shiyue felt it when she was in a coma. The sound can also be heard.

Then at that time...

Yu Nianbing's face turned pale again.

Think again, what Song Shiyue said before.

Let yourself imagine the taste of Jujube like she imagined the taste of watermelon?

Is the "imagination" that Song Shiyue said is really a conjecture...or...

Yu Nianbing turned his head slightly and looked at Song Shiyue next to him.

After staying in the dark sky for a long time, Yu Nianbing gradually got used to it and could see the outline of things.

With the faint starlight projected through the leaves, Yu Nianbing's gaze wandered unsteadily, and finally stopped at Song Shiyue’s small, strawberry dessert that can be eaten in one bite. On his lips, his complexion gradually became rosy.

There are thousands of thoughts in Yu Nianbing's heart, one overshadowing the other, and finally concluding a conclusion that she couldn't believe she herself, but was very concerned about it. In the eyes of Starnet's audience, it was actually just a moment of effort.

It’s a pity that the night vision mode of the camera failed to shoot for such a short time. Yu Nianbing's face was like painting a wall. A few layers of white came to the floor, but in the end it was covered. Layer powder.

So at the moment, the audience on the Star Internet is still focusing on the sentence Song Shiyue said just now, "I was at your house last time, I saw a watermelon...".

"As an old ice bucket, even though I have added small moon cakes now, I still want to say, didn’t Song Shiyue withdraw after he had confessed? After rubbing, he would withdraw, and the rivers and lakes would disappear. Isn’t this a small ice cube? Is it standard practice for hot searches? How come two people still come and go!"

"Really, as an old ice bucket who has been paying attention to the situation of small ice cubes, I am really shocked! So the question is, is this exchange before or after the confession?-from an ice moon cake "

"Whenever I keep up with the plot, the plot always changes drastically. So is it still the plot of Song Tietou and Yu Qindao?"

"Obviously this is live broadcast 24 hours a day. I slept later than the dogs and got up earlier than the chickens, just to chase the whole show. Now it seems to be a jump in the middle of the episode! I can't get better anymore! No one can help me Get up! Kick and cry!"

"What's the situation now, my mind is a bit confused. I think the two of them are very close to each other these days, but it's not like they are in love... Sometimes it's more like Yu Nianbing unilaterally, cough cough, little ice buckets Don't hit me. Now look at this wilderness outside of the stars, Song Shiyue has entered the Nianbing family, hasn't this been done yet?"

"Yu Nianbing is really too difficult! This iron head is the iron head of a few years ago!"

"The more I eat this CP, the more I feel it. This time I got it real. After eating CP in the entertainment industry for so many years, who would have thought that it would be real in a variety show that turned into a disaster movie... Bitter and sweet."

"I'm the only one who cares about how delicious the watermelon in Nianbing's house looks like? Such a big living person is next to him. It was when Yueheifeng Gao was so close, Song Shiyue was still thinking about other people's homes. Guarana, it's really more professional than melon-eaters like us."

"Hahaha you are only one person! This season of watermelon is almost out of season, even Song Tietou can't carry the goods!"

"But no... I just placed my order and left quietly."

"I found out that Song Shiyue is really good at doing things. Whenever we start to cry for their bleak current situation and for their future, Song Shiyue will come out to do things. thing!"

"Hahaha, yes, that's it, the disaster movie has become a comedy!"

...

The excitement on the Star Network has not gone for a long time.

But the cool breeze on the star of the wilderness gradually cooled Yu Nianbing's feverish brain.

To be precise, it was Song Shiyue who made this cross-season thought that had just entered autumn but passed winter suddenly dissipated.

"The wind is blowing, is it cold? Do you want to go to a higher place to play?" Song Shiyue gently squeezed Yu Nianbing's hand and asked.

Yu Nianbing moved his gaze away from the position that might be Song Shiyue’s lips, before he had time to think about how to say “don’t want” to “don’t want” instead of being misunderstood by Song Shiyue When "thinking", I heard Song Shiyue speak again.

"It's windy, it's not cold, if we don't go to a place higher, we will go down, and we will take you to the tree next time. Come during the day, you can see farther." Song Shiyue's voice, mixed in The night wind blew and swept away the warmth on Yu Nianbing's face.

In fact, Yu Nianbing was able to feel that from Song Shiyue's brisk speech again, he felt that the previous paragraph was just too much for his own brain.It's just... somehow, there is always a little bit in my heart, just a little bit, really just a little bit of expectation.

Suppose, Song Shiyue has the same feeling and the same thought.

If Song Shiyue takes this step first.

I... will I have the courage to not let go of these hands.

"Then... just said... imagine... the jujube... the taste... it..." Yu Nianbing tried to make every word clear and plain. He never thought of it as a sentence, but It was a slow showing some hesitation.But with just such a sentence, almost all Yu Nianbing's courage has been exhausted. After a single sentence, he pressed his lips tightly, clasped his teeth, and couldn't change it any more.

This is already conceivable, hopeless temptation.

It shouldn't have been something that Yu Nianbing would do.

But now...

I don't know if it's too late at night, or the tree is too high, or the wind is too cold, making the blood warm.

however……

The hopelessness that can be imagined is actually hopelessness.

As long as the heart is moved, there will be impulse and disappointment.

"Hahaha, I really can't imagine it, so I'll take you down to eat, but you can just take a small bite. No amount of it will work." Song Shiyue smiled and let go of Yu Nianbing's hand, ready to fish. People go down the tree.It's really rare to say that Yu Nianbing was so serious about talking word by word just now, so it's not impossible to take a step back and try it.

Here Song Shiyue took a step back consciously and fluently, and fell in Nianbing's ears, which was not the case at all.

"Ah……"

In one breath, from the bottom of my heart, along the throat, spit out gently.

Although Yu Nianbing spit out in one breath, Yu Nianbing didn't feel very relaxed, but the heaviness that he had suffered just now was indeed gone.

Sure enough... I think too much.

I should have known...

Song Shiyue...It is impossible for him to have the same mindset as himself, for so long, he has been pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger.

This person is so simple that he can see the bottom at a glance, giving birth to himself... and giving birth to himself has to add drama to her in his heart.

Song Shiyue carefully shifted her direction and was about to pick him up, raising her head in confusion: "Did you smile just now?"

Yu Nianbing: "...Hmm."

"Why are you laughing, I'm so happy to take you to eat Jujube?" Song Shiyue moved to the small space between the trunk and Yu Nianbing, and stretched out his hand to hold people. "Be careful, follow my strength. "

Yu Nianbing did not resist, so he followed Song Shiyue's strength and leaned back on Song Shiyue's back again.

Yes.

Go along.

What can I do if it doesn't go along.

Yu Nianbing knew that he could not take that first step.

Since Song Shiyue has no thoughts to come, then perhaps, it is time to take a step back...

In the eyes of thousands of people, there are thousands of Hamlet.

Even with the same eyes, they watched the live broadcast well. Some people lamented the hardships of life. Some people ate the CP candy that went up to the tree to see the scenery. Some people paid attention to the day when they went to Nianbing. People felt that Yu Nianbing seemed to have something on his mind.

But no matter what the visitors are, no one can understand Nianbing's mood at this time.

It's like thinking that there is light in the darkness, and only found out after walking past. It is just a reflection of the wrong view because of the angle of oneself.

It's nothing, anyway... I lived like this.

In the darkness, Yu Nianbing, who was carrying down the tree, could no longer see the gully on the bark as he did when he came up.

But what does it matter? Originally... it doesn't matter.

Song Shiyue's memory is always so good when he shouldn't.

It's like her observation ability, always based on hostility and malice, but not so sensitive to the subtle emotional changes of ordinary people.

This is the mark left by Song Shiyue in the last days, a mark that Yu Nianbing didn't know.

Guazao appeared in front of Yu Nianbing as promised.

The normal jujubes are usually very big and clumped together, like four or five chicken paws being beaten and broken.

And this one on Song Shiyue's hand was probably... as big as a knuckle on a chicken paw, um... it was actually thinner, after all, it was peeled.

In the old days, such careful and considerate care of others would always make a ripple in Nianbing's heart, or just slowly swell the layers away, or wash away like a stormy wave.

And now...

Yu Nianbing felt that his heart was lightly pierced by this toothpick-like thing.

It's not heavy, it's not very painful, but... it seems to be a bit deep.

There is no mature Jujube, even if the skin is peeled, the entrance is still bitter.

It's like there is no mature feelings brewing, even if you try hard, the result is still...think too much.

Heh, Yu Nianbing slowly chewed the jujube, perhaps because he was too bitter in his heart. After chewing and chewing, he felt that the jujube was not as bitter as it was when he had no mouth.