There is Room for Rebirth in the 1950’s

Lin Lishan remembered the lively shouts when her daughter came out today, and laughed, "If someone calls you a golden doll in the future, you just say you are mother's sweet doll. That's all tacky, or a jade doll will do. ."

Zhou Jiao was amused after thinking about it, "When it's over, I'll go out with you and dad to hide when I have a confinement. Let the wind pass first."

Lin Lishan really thought about it seriously, "It's okay. It just happened that your dad will come back to see what he said. Then my family will go to Beijing from here, then go to Shanghai to see, and stop by Hangzhou and Suzhou to buy some things. It's okay based on my mother's level. When buying a sleeper, the baby is too young, I don’t know if I can take it out."

"Mom, if you have time to ask those doctors, I really seem to go out for a walk, but have you arranged for the time? And the New Year is coming soon."

Lin Lishan stood up and planned to open the box, "I want to go only after the Chinese New Year. When you make your confinement and the Chinese New Year is not far away, we will go to Beijing to celebrate the New Year. After the fifth day, we will go to Shanghai. Have fun for a few days. It’s just right to go back to work around the tenth day, just because your dad doesn’t have the time. Let’s talk about it then, I’m not happy to spend the New Year with your grandma here."

Cut them with scissors to see if these are all milk powder. She bought them specially at Friendship Mall. "This box is all milk powder. I bought them at Friendship Mall, prepared by your grandma, and delivered them by your aunt. It's safe. Don't give it away. I watched the expiration date specially."

"There are five overcoats in this cloth bag, two military overcoats collected by your little uncle, I have also put together 2 and Mom’s new military overcoats and sent them just for you to wear. There are five of them here, which happened to be divided by your family. I originally wanted to give you two pieces for your grandfather and uncle, and two pieces for your father-in-law and National Day. This stuff is too scarce and it's hard to get it together and not give it to others."

"These two boxes are filled with safe cotton-padded jackets and trousers and sweaters and trousers for growing up, as well as clothes and small trousers that will be hot next year. Now they are too small to wear sweaters and trousers, they are specially woven. There are also some hats. For the shoes, the cotton-padded jacket and trousers made by your aunt were all worn by 2 years old.

It is hard for your aunt to be a military doctor. She is responsible for cotton and cloth.The hat and shoes were made by your grandma.I made it so young to wear it now.Those little girls helped knit those sweaters.Fortunately, your grandma didn't let too much of the package last time, or you would be frustrated when you think about it.This can't be given to others, it was given to him by his elders."

"This carton is filled with diaper bottles and small toys bought at Friendship Mall. They are quite expensive. Don't give it away."

"In this carton are the donkey-hide gelatin, red dates, malted milk extract, and some miscellaneous things for confinement. The brown sugar tickets are in the pile of tickets you have just now, and you can't give them away for your own consumption."

"There are still some fabrics at home. I didn't bring them here. Let your grandma put them away. When you return to Beijing, you can find someone to make them. There is no new style here. I don't know how big you are. You two wait. When you return to Beijing, my mother will find someone to take you there. Here are a few sets of women's military uniforms, pants, fabrics, and rubber shoes. You can share them with the two sisters-in-law at home. You don’t want to wear them anymore. They don’t look good and are dazzling."

"The cloth and cotton in this cloth bag are specially given to your parents-in-law. You can make them yourself if you don’t know the size. Also considering how many children in this family do not know, your grandma prepared a few pieces of cloth. There are also girls in the children. I saw a few of them just now, and I don’t know if they are enough. You will also give points."

"The remaining two boxes are the special wine and cigarettes prepared by your grandmother and some odds and ends. You see which Zhang's parents are worthy of each other are also divided into a bottle, these are rare things."

"This red paper is pasted on the third baptism of Ping An. Your grandma told you not to take it out tomorrow. She took it out in private. Ping An is the first great-grandson of our family. She is ready. Now, look at the gold bracelet, the gold anklet and the golden chain of glory and wealth. Do you look good? There are 10 kinds of these gold abacus and so on. You put them all away, don’t let people see them . Bring this pair of watches. They are very expensive. Don’t give them away.” Lin Lishan took out the small box and went to the Kang.

"Why are you crying, silly girl, this should have been prepared by our mother's family. You were born and your first birthday gift is also prepared by your grandma. They are hidden in her and your dowry. Don't cry, you can't cry during confinement. , Obedient."

Zhou Jiao took the handkerchief, thinking of the neat needle-eyes of the child's cotton-padded clothes, the deliberately out of underwear thread, and the pile of small sweaters.She was really hateful in her heart. If it were not for her to analyze with Zhang Guoqing later, or to shrink into the old man's lie, then she could imagine how she would make her mother sad.

"Don't cry, you can't cry during confinement. Mom knows that you blamed your mother before, but you are not connected. Mom and your uncle and uncle have lived in a fellow villager's home since childhood. I think you are at least in your grandparents' house. Will be bullied, and often send money over and send things to tell them that you have no dad and I have no time to be with you, but I will not give up on you.

Even if you know that your grandfather loves money like his life, I feel that using money to solve it is not a problem, and your grandma, I understand that you are a good mother and can protect you, so I can rest assured.Who knows to let you be so ruined by them.

Your grandfather is right. I was fostered in a fellow villager. The man’s son worked as an order soldier by his grandfather’s side. She didn’t dare to offend your grandfather. Mom was still with your uncle and the second uncle. It’s not like you are alone. Bullied by them.

When you called that year, my mother couldn't worry about it, and was afraid that you would be unsafe, so she called your grandma.At that time, there were a lot of things related to the liberation of the whole country, and they couldn't spare time. When they were free, your grandma would ask someone to bring you a letter to your grandpa, saying that he wanted to take you back. Your mother was not there, and your grandma wanted to take him by herself.

But your grandfather said that his mother is alone when he goes back without you. His family still has four children with you. You are good at home and have your own friends. He wants to take you with him without a young son.Even if you think about it, your grandma, she goes to the hospital every three days, your aunt is so young, she takes care of herself by herself, so she really can't take care of you.

I didn't mention it again. After waiting for two years, your aunt felt that she could take care of you at the age of 18 and let your grandma take over.Your grandfather said that you are all in junior high school, and the environment here is more familiar and bigger. After two years, I will just go to Beijing for college entrance examination.At that time he was too old to take care of you.

Look at who knows you are living this way, or else I know I will crawl back and take you back.We were also moved and felt that the old man had a hard time living in the countryside and sent him nothing good.

Who knows that he is such a person, maybe your dad knows, otherwise, how could you give the wooden box to your grandma and not tell others.Okay, don't be sad. It's okay to know that he is that kind of person. You have to think about it. If you go back to the capital to follow your grandma, someone will catch you and threaten your dad, is it worse?

In the past few years, I mailed things secretly, fearing that other circumstances might threaten you and your dad.Now that everything is over, we have to think better, and if I secretly tell you a secret, you must find it funny. Do you know how your grandfather was discharged from the army"