There is Room for Rebirth in the 1950’s

Zhou Xiaozheng accompanied his old mother, talking about what he had seen and heard outside these years, and encountered interesting people and things. He saw that his mother was in a bad mood, and he didn't know how to persuade him.

Some things cannot be erased after they have passed. The unfairness he encountered in his early years has no resentment in his heart, but after decades, everything his only daughter has experienced has made him unable to let go. If he is really dead, if His Jiaojiao didn't have calculations, so who would give fairness to everything?Who would understand the aggrievedness of their father and daughter?If you can't retaliate, you can only ignore it.If the old lady really wanted to reconcile, he would not agree.

How much he has given over the years, except for the chills, but also chills.His heart is too narrow to let go of too many people and too many things.Thinking of his three brothers in-laws, and thinking of his eldest brother and sister, he was not uncomfortable.He knew from a young age that only his mother really loved him in this world, but besides herself, she treated her elder brother and sister like pearls.When the three brothers and sisters had opinions, she let him back down.

Hehe, he was a full round younger than the brother and sister above.After understanding, he understood that he could only rely on himself, otherwise he lived to be a cow and horse for the old Zhou family, but in the end he could not escape.

He hadn't planned to return to his hometown when he ran away from home before the age of 16.When I return to my hometown, some people are happy and some people feel sorry.But when he stepped on this land, the only thing he thought about was that he was young and hard. He didn't have enough food, didn't wear warm clothes, didn't even have the chance to go to school, and could only learn secretly.Father's cold eyes, brother and sister's calculations.If his daughter is not in Zhangjiacun, his footsteps are really hard to move, and he will return to him, a place that makes his heart shadow.

His Jiaojiao asked him if he was born with him?When thinking of his childhood, the old patriarch touched his head and sighed, vaguely remembering the few words, he had doubts and verified them, but what if they were not his own?

Although he was born long, he didn't want to shirk the name of nurturing. With his old mother, he would do his son's duty well.Therefore, he often advises himself not to ask too much.His Zhou Xiaozheng exists in this world, and he can live well on his own, and he will also have blood and blood.

In order not to be controlled by others, he married Lin Lishan, and he was right.In addition to paying money, these so-called family members also hid their minds.If there was no Lin family standing there, he would be dead, and the wife would not know where the bones were.Why did he try his best to send the wooden box to his mother and say it was for Jiaojiao, just to prevent the mother from leaking, they were scrupulous about the inexplicable property, and found that besides the Lin family, there were people staring at them from a distance.The relatives beware of each other and mutual suspicion, this is the sorrow of their old Zhou family, and it is his misfortune.

Zhou Xiaozheng looked at his mother and was distracted as he talked, without reminding him.Just looking at the old lady who was described as haggard in front of her, after the death of her grandfather and grandmother, she had a hard life, and life gave her a series of problems, and traces were carved on her face, all years of fatigue, and the sick bones.

For example, this year is over, and the wind is dying, it is more vicissitudes of life than ordinary people, and the eyes show sadness from time to time.Recalling his gentle and graceful mother as a child, Zhou Xiaozheng remembered that time was really a pig-killing knife, which had changed everything alive.

If the deceased grandma sees it, how can I feel sad?I don't know if she will regret that she has learned the three obediences and four virtues, marrying her husband, and regard her husband as the heaven.The old lady has a medical skill and abandoned her superior job to accompany the old man back to her hometown. She has no regrets.

"Mother, let's go to the kitchen? Xiaowu is coming back soon. Let's eat first, and then we will talk." Zhou Xiaozheng smelled the scent in the kitchen, breaking the awkwardness of getting along with mother and son.

The old lady Zhou was interrupted, and she woke up and refused the coat he handed over, "No, this dress is too big. The temperature in the room is just right, and the fire wall is better than the Kang, so she won’t be hot underneath her head. Just freezing people. Look at the heat in the room, I am not cold at all. I know that the fire wall is good, but everyone does not dare to install it if they don’t have the conditions. Apart from installing the fire wall, it costs a lot of money to burn coal and wood every year. I saw that the original owner is not short of money, otherwise you really can't find a second one in the county seat.

Zhou Xiaozheng persuaded the old mother, "Mother, go out and have a look when you have nothing to do. Don't be bored at home. I am going back, and Jiaojiao is still here. You are comfortable with her. The family of three lives here, thinking You can buy what you eat, and you can live as you want. Here you can take care of it, clean and you can watch the children. If you go back to the village, there are enough people in the family, and you don’t have to be busy. In a few years, I will be free and can rest. I will take you to the capital, and you will also go back to see our yard."

The old lady Zhou smiled and listened, and patted her son’s arm, “I, I can’t leave the old house. Who knows when I’ll sleep and won’t be able to wake up. And the house is not clean, I’m so peaceful If you live, you have to have things every day. Don’t come back if you’re fine in the future. Arrange Jiaojiao to reunite with you in Beijing earlier. Xiaowu’s child is good, and Jiaojiao is also filial. You will live your life well in the future and have another child if you have the opportunity. I save Jiaojiao, like me, she won’t be able to leave her family when she gets older."

Zhou Xiaozheng frowned upon hearing this, and changed the subject, "Mother, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren. You should enjoy the blessing when you are old. What if they come, dare to come in? Living in the county, Jiaojiao will watch with you. Reading, chatting, it's okay, you two can still take your kids to the street."

"Hehe, I can't walk when I'm old. These years, I said I was taking care of Jiaojiao, but she was actually taking care of me. Now it's time for her to relax and don't disturb her life. Azheng, is the peace symbol still there? "After the old lady Zhou finished speaking, she looked up and saw his neck, and asked softly when she remembered one more thing.

Zhou Xiaozheng touched it subconsciously and raised his eyebrows, "I kept it all the time. This is something my mother told me not to lose it. It's just that the seal is a bit open. Mother, do you want it?"

The old lady Zhou shook her hand hurriedly, "You forgot what your mother said? It's yours. Keep it well. No one will give it. Maybe it will be useful in the future."

Zhou Xiaozheng saw that the old lady was too anxious, and withdrew her hands. Seeing her relieved, he became more puzzled.In fact, he secretly opened it and saw it, but there was nothing inside, just a small piece of paper from the temple.

"Haha, mother, don’t worry, this is not a good thing. Give it to others, and they don’t want it. It's all broken and opened. Who would want it. If you didn't let me carry it next to my body, I would have long been unable to find it. ."

"Is it all slit?" After saying that, the old lady Zhou looked at the front in a dream, and walked towards the kitchen with the strength of Zhou Xiaozheng's support. She would not wake up until Lin Lishan stepped forward, "Oh, Shanshan, you just What are you talking about? Mother's ears are a little bit behind."

"Nothing. The food is ready. I was just about to call you and Brother Zheng over. Mother, are you hungry. Go, you can taste the craftsmanship of Hongli and me."

"Xiao Wu is back?"

Lin Lishan smiled and said to her: "I'm back, and I'll go to a few houses next to me. It is estimated that I will be back soon. Let's eat first and their men drink, so we won't wait for him."