There is Room for Rebirth in the 1950’s

Early in the morning, Lin Liying, who had overslept, was awakened by the knock on the door outside, she was startled when she looked at her watch.At dawn, she still wanted to wait for dawn to leave.

I'm all right now, let alone go to the sister-in-law, I'm late for work.

Looking at Lin Xuelin, who was asleep on the other bed, she was so angry that she stepped forward and patted her, "It's time to get up, your man is knocking on the door again."

"Don't pay attention to him, love to knock and let him knock enough." Lin Xuelin finished vaguely, turned over and continued to sleep.

Lin Liying couldn't bother to reason with her, and hurried to open the courtyard gate.Sure enough, Hu Chunsheng smiled flatteringly at her and greeted her.

"Come in. She's still asleep. I have to go to work. You coax her so she can go home with you quickly. This girl can't get used to her anymore."

"Auntie, don't worry. I must let her go back with me. My mother and the others keep letting me pick her back."

Lin Liying didn't care to say more, wiped her face, and hurried to the hospital with her bicycle.

Hu Chunsheng didn't rush into the room here either, watching her leave, standing in the yard, staring at a patch of weeds on the wall.He is not worried about whether his wife will go home with him, but whether he can return to Beijing.He regretted that he chased her to the Northwest on an impulse.

I thought that this woman had been spoiled by the family for so many years, but this time she made a mistake. It was just an excuse to go to the Northwest. She must be transferred back by the family after two or three years.

One is beautiful, and second is future.With the common adversity, plus his own means, when the cheap Yue family will return to Beijing for his couple, that is when Hu Chunsheng is proud of his life, but who would have expected that he will not be able to return now?

Hu Chunsheng shook his head desperately when he thought of his life in the northwest, and he could never go back.Have to think about making this silly woman toss.

Entering the room, he opened the sheets as soon as he passed, "Okay, no one is left now. There is not much time left, you have to think about it, don't hide here."

Lin Xuelin immediately sat up and glared at him, "I do my own business, so don't worry about it. I said about divorce, are you ignorant, and what are you doing on me?"

Hu Chunsheng smiled sarcastically, "Divorced? I'm looking for a new home? Xiaolin, it's not that I laughed at you, except I treat you as a treasure, not many men can see you."

Lin Xuelin got up from the bed without saying a word, picked up her clothes from the bedside, took off her nightdress in front of him, and put on directly.

Hu Chunsheng curled his lips and leaned against the wall, "It’s time for you to find your mother. It’s no way for you to stay here. Don’t let your aunt annoy you. I know what you are thinking, and you think she could help you find Work, it should be fine now. But now you are not what you used to be. It's better to beg your mother."

Lin Xuelin turned her head and said to him earnestly: "Chunsheng, I really want to divorce you. I can't live in the northwest. I think about it. After I leave, I will stay with my father and no one can let me leave. Beijing. You can let me go. Don't worry, you will go back first. Once my place is settled, you will definitely be allowed back."

Hu Chunsheng looked at her with a sullen face.This girl is so ruthless, she knows how to say it.Let her go?It seems that taking care of her in the Northwest is too thorough, do you really think you have to listen to her?

Lin Xuelin tried hard to persuade him, "Do you think it will be miserable if I get divorced? I will beg my dad, and he won't let me go back to my in-law's house, do you think? You stay for a year and I will find a way , I will let you come back soon. We will have another baby then, what a great thing."

"Stop. Don't talk about children. If you mention them again, I will strangle you. Do you mean that you don't want children on purpose? Or why do you get mad every time you have a body? Don't even think about divorce. There is no door. . When I went with you, you cried and said to follow me forever. Do you remember what I told you?"

Lin Xuelin shivered.How could she forget?

"I said that if you leave me behind, I will definitely make you worse off. Xiaolin, I give everything for you, but you are about to leave me in a blink of an eye.

Twice, you are too ruthless.When your grandma forced my father to make a kiss for me,

I live better than death, and I dare not disturb you when I see you from a distance.When I heard you were engaged, I didn't sleep well all night, but that was my first woman.But I still think that as long as you have a good life.

When something happened to you, I couldn't help but ran to you. You said you couldn't live anymore, and pulled me and said that you have been guarding me like a jade for so many years.I decisively leave everything behind and go with you.

You want to leave me now, just like before, but I Hu Chunsheng won't let my woman come again for the third time.Xiaolin, accept your fate, you never want to leave me in this life.When the day comes, I will catch you and go to hell together."

Lin Xuelin was not moved at all.She is not the little girl back then, and she has long understood that no matter how sweet a love story is, it cannot hide the truth.If there is true love, it is impossible to marry a wife and have children.

After all, they are all selfish to each other, people who live for themselves, Lin Xuelin smiled thinking of this.

Hu Chunsheng stepped forward and hugged her and whispered: "Don't think about divorce. That road won't work. If your dad knows that you are divorced, he will be ashamed of you. He didn't agree with our marriage at the beginning, now you come to change your mind. Re-behaviour is not in line with what you are.

You can only tell him now that you are in a terrible environment. You have two children and you can't keep it.Now I just want to live a good life and have a son.Then he might believe it.Not to mention that I want to go back to Beijing, just say that the suburbs are fine, I want to be closer to my parents and family.

We came step by step, first back to the suburbs, and then step by step."

Lin Xuelin listened to him and pushed him away and glanced at him, "Okay, this weekend, I will go home to see if my parents are at home or not. You go back first, don't come here without problems, they are going to drive me back to my in-law's house again. ."

Hu Chunsheng dragged her to continue to say some love words. Seeing her smile, he finally breathed a sigh of relief and left with her.

And Lin Xuelin didn't hesitate anymore, washing up and taking care of her attitude. After looking for a long time in the living room, she finally found a key and mustered the courage to return to her family.

In the unit building, Chen Jingru was doing housework on the weekend and planned to wash all the sheets and quilts.Otherwise, the son will go home without a quilt.

Seeing Lin Xuelin who came in by pushing the door, she quickly put down her work, wiped her hands with a cloth, and looked behind her. She was alone, pulling her to sit down.

"Why do you come back alone? How about your man? Let your mother have a good time. What did your in-laws say? Didn't you show your face?"

When Lin Xuelin heard this, she put aside her eyes and dared not face her mother.She can't say that she hasn't returned to her in-laws since she came back that day.If she said that, her mother would have rushed people again.

"What about Dad? Where did he go? Why is he not at home today?"

Chen Jingru took out a packet of biscuits from the room and handed it to her, "Take two bites first. Mom will cook the noodles for you when she finishes her work. Where else can your dad go? I went to your breasts in the morning. Xiaolin , Don’t blame your dad. Your milk is down because of you. Don’t look at his face to you, but he has been asking about you these days."

Lin Xuelin lowered her head with a guilty conscience, "I didn't expect my breast to run to Hu's house. I knew it was wrong, but my breast didn't see me, saying she didn't have my granddaughter."

What can Chen Jingru say?Don't say you don't recognize your daughter, even yourself and the old lady are angry.She didn't want to mention Mrs. Lin, she was a rascal.

"If you don't see it, you won't see. Anyway, you have to go back in a few days. When she figured it out, she'll be fine..."

Lin Xuelin interrupted quickly, "Mom, didn't you say that Dad was already helping me inquire? Why did you say that I had to go back? I don't want to go. You said I was staying for one or two years in the past. I'm back. Now the big uncle didn't tell me not to come back, why didn't you let me come back?"

Chen Jingru patted her and said, "Don't worry. Not only does your dad find a way, mom also asks someone to ask. Now you can't relocate your household registration and you are the only one. You have several little sisters who have gone to support the frontier in the past two years, you should You know?"

Lin Xuelin shook her head sadly.No one has contacted me since the accident.

Chen Jingru sighed, "Those of them are now actively applying to go to the frontier, and you want to come back. This matter involves a lot of problems. You are also old, and some things should be understood. It is not realistic to let you come back now. After you go back, work hard. Try to get a recommendation to study in Beijing. Mom will let you come back as soon as your household registration becomes loose."

Study, study...all excuses.If you can get a recommendation, you still have to work so hard to come back?

When Lin Xuelin heard her say this, she immediately stood up and shouted: "What kind of mother are you, why don't you let Xiaohui go to the frontier? Your heart is so stubborn."

After shouting, he turned his head and ran.

Chen Jingru covered his heart, breathless.She has done something wrong.

With so many people in the northwest, why can't she stay with her ancestor?Still take Xiaohuibi, is there such a sister?Is it easy for Xiaohui to survive on her own?

Lin Xuelin ran out of the building and saw her mother didn't catch up. She felt sad for a while, and her tears couldn't help but flow down.I really don't have a family, father doesn't care for the poor worm who doesn't love her.

And her grandma, it was too much, she actually said she didn't recognize herself, she had to ask who made her run to someone's door to scold her?I want to put the pot on my body, I want to be beautiful!

Lin Xuelin was angrily unable to take the bus and ran to the compound quickly.This time she had to make it clear, what did she make to make her treat herself like this?

Some time ago, she was ashamed to meet her acquaintances, so she would leave it alone, and let her laugh at anyone.Anyway, I'm not having a good time, no one thinks about it.

After running for a while, Lin Xuelin, sweating profusely, stood at the gate of the compound and pointed to the sentry at the gate to let her inform her home that she was going home.

The sentry at the door was still new, he glanced at his comrades, and saw everyone let him go.He didn't care about thinking too much, went in for a while, his face was strange when he came out.

"Comrade Lin, the chief said that it is inconvenient now, so you will come back another day."

Lin Xuelin looked at the gate in despair.

——Now even Grandpa doesn’t let himself in, I really don’t want myself!

After a long time, Lin Xuelin ignored the pedestrians coming and going, and she was about to step forward to let them report again.Unexpectedly, Yu Guang caught a glimpse of someone coming out of the courtyard.

Seeing that face, she turned her head and ran away.

After many years, Lin Xuelin could not forget the suffocating despair, and Zhang Guoqing's eyes that looked at her like a dead person.Why is that killer still in the compound?