There is Room for Rebirth in the 1950’s

At the farm over there, Lin Xuelin, who had been desperate for two days after Jiang Jiangyu left, had been lashed several times, and finally couldn't help falling down completely.The vacant Chase covered her with a high fever. She couldn't distinguish between reality and dream. She stretched out her hand feebly to grab her mother Chen Jingru's hand, but she was always so close, she couldn't grasp it.

The people standing in front of her came and went, including her grandma Gu Ruyi, her grandfather, her father, and many people familiar with her. Everyone looked at her quietly and turned away.

Only her mother kept crying at her.She hates it, why can't she just cry without holding herself?She was cold, cold and painful all over.No, they don't want her anymore, no one wants themselves anymore.

When night fell, weary women came in one after another.All godless eyes glanced at the shrunken shadows in the corners of their eyes, limp on the kang, squeezed together to keep warm, no one had the energy to pay attention to it.

Too much sympathy has long been blown away by the great sandstorm in the northwest.Apart from the dead, who else can be honored to leave here?Moreover, sometimes death is not a relief, a kind of happiness?

Outside, the cold wind blew the corner of the sack piece that served as the door at the entrance, and no one said a word. Years of high-load work has long caused them to fall asleep and fall asleep-there is heaven.

When the news of Lin Xuelin's death reached Chen Jingru, she was holding a cup of hot tea thinking deeply about the housing problems of her son after he got married, as well as planning the time and place for the parents to meet.

Lin Aiguo, who opened the door and entered, clasped both palms, removed a disguise, and whispered: "Xiao Lin is gone, our Xiao Lin is really gone."

Chen Jingru looked at the man with red eyes not far away, his head was blank, and he fell to the ground suddenly, losing consciousness.

With a loud "bang", Lin Aiguo could no longer feel the sadness of losing her daughter any more. He immediately rushed forward and squatted to pick up his wife, and pinched Chen Jingru's people severely until she was dying to wake up.

Looking at his wife's absent eyes, Lin Aiguo couldn't help crying, "My child, don't do this, we still have Xiaohui, and my son is waiting for you. Send me the hate in your heart. Everything is my fault. , I shouldn't have been away for so many years, I am the most damn person."

"It’s all my fault. If I didn’t leave, the child wouldn’t be like this. Why didn’t she wait for me to think about it? Why didn’t she stay for a while? people……"

"That was our first child. I damn it, I damn it the most. I shouldn't be back and don't care about her. If she is not obedient, it is still my child. I threw her, it's me Hurt her..."

Chen Jingru struggled to stand up, moved into the bedroom step by step, lay straight on the bed and stared at the roof.

Lin Aiguo grabbed her right hand, "Xiaoru, you talk, don't do that."

Chen Jingru closed his eyes motionlessly.

"Xiaoru, let Xiaohui come back to accompany you, OK?"

Chen Jingru said hoarsely: "Don't tell him."

"Don't do this, send me angry and hateful, I beg you to cheer up. It's all my fault, you hit me..."

Chen Jingru lay there quietly without saying a word, no matter how sad, her tears have been drained in recent years.As early as when she abandoned this daughter, she knew that she couldn't keep it, she really couldn't keep it.

How did such a small group grow up?She forgot... She is not worthy to be a mother.She is the sinner, she is the damn person.She shouldn't let the child be indulged by the dead old woman, and shouldn't worry about the child's hatred and let her be happy.

"...I will resign now. Let's go to the Northwest now. Let's find the children..."

Chen Jingru opened his eyes, "It's not your fault. She went to avenge her grandma."

Lin Aiguo suddenly lost her voice and looked at her in surprise.

"Your mother is the culprit, and your mother is the culprit. It's all her fault. Without her, my daughter would be as good as Xiaohui. Without her, she has always instilled the righteousness. Without her, my Xiaolin would not So lofty,

"My Xiaolin is so small, she stretched out her arms to hug me, and your mother drove me to the kitchen immediately; your mother didn't let my Xiaolin go outside because she was a poor worker who was not worthy of your identity; your mother Don't let my Xiaolin marry, because it's not worthy of the mud legs of your family."

"And your good brother and sister, who instigated our mothers and girls every day, so that their sisters and brothers have grievances. How many crimes my son and daughter have suffered, it is them and they are the victims! And your good brother-in-law, Without him, how could my little Lin go to that ghost place in the northwest? It was them, and they killed my daughter. And your father, he personally broke my little Lin's life."

Listening to these words, Lin Aiguo closed her eyes tightly while looking at his wife who was gradually returning to life.That's okay, hate it, it's okay to live on these hatreds.The family has lost its daughter, and there can be no one missing.

"Did the second child say that his mother-in-law just met the child?"

Lin Aiguo opened his eyes, looked at his regained wife, and nodded.

"I sent so many packages in the past. I just want her to live through it better and pick her up in person one day. She was still able to write to us before. Why did that woman go to see my Xiaolin and the child left? Up?"

Lin Aiguo's brows twitched.

"Children, I beg you for one thing."

Lin Aiguo held his breath and solemnly said hello.

"Bypassing the second child, you can look it up in private. What happened before the child left?" Chen Jingru closed his eyes, "I want the truth."

"Don't worry! If someone really murders our child this time, I will definitely take revenge."

Lin Aiguo understands that this is a graft of hatred that shouldn't exist, but he still wants to find out what role the younger sibling plays?My own daughter is a cruel character in the sky, and she will never go to death if she can live.

So he asked his brother to meet with the child free to give her the confidence to live.What's more, they have been frugally deducting supplies and mailing them.With so many things based on the child's disposition, he will not die without worrying about food and clothing.

Unless the child hasn't received anything in private...this possibility was created by Zhou Jiao Liezi before, but it might not happen.

Thinking of this, Lin Aiguo decisively denied it.This is impossible. He treats his second child well, but that is the niece he has seen since childhood.What's more, this time I was also guarding against that insatiable younger brother and sister.

With the death of Lin Xuelin, the future relationship between the two brothers of the Lin family will be unknown to no one except time verification.But the couple in front of them can be considered to have suffered the pain of losing a daughter, and as the new year approaches, they restarted the matter of visiting their daughter-in-law.

Is it because the feelings are not deep, or is it that people are dead?I don't know if Lin Xuelin will look at her under Jiuquan?This time, the parents that she missed were really broken with her.