As if to answer my question, Kami continues to explain.

"There was no magic in Yucky's previous world. As the world's system, it wasn't built in. So, Yucky was fair, but that didn't make sense. But Fantasm had magic. So Yucky can use the talent she originally had in this world."

Kami's point was, the muscles were through. But there is a contradiction.

"So how come no one has ever noticed my power?"

"That's because I was sealing Yucky's power."

As bad as it sounds, Kami says.

"At this point, let's be honest. Indeed, I forced myself to interpret Yucky's words. It gave me a level of power that I could say I could live in absolute peace.... but that's not about magical propriety. Honestly, I'm giving you a lot more power."

"I'm not kidding. Do something extra!

I was, seriously, angry.

Until now, the hiding has been done with jokes.

But not about this one.

I almost killed my dad.

Calm down, there's no way you can laugh and forgive me.

"Isn't it like Dad's dying because of you! This... this is the 'funny thing' you wanted to see!? Please don't be ridiculous!

"No, Yucky!

Kami will raise her voice for clarification.

"It's not. No, if you say it's not, it is. Everything I gave you is still sealed. [M] So you can't use that power. Because all of a sudden, with strong powers, I knew accidents like this would happen... so the power I was forced to give didn't hurt your father"

It also sounds like Kami's words are blaming me.

With that, I frown upon my anger.

"But what I was sealing is the same thing about your magical propriety. Because too much power, after all, causes accidents. Until you regained your memories of your past life, you sealed your powers in the past."

"I mean, that day when I recovered my memories of when I was Snow Ho, my seal of magical propriety was unsealed. I fought my dad as he was, and I did everything I could, and I used magic unconsciously, and I almost killed him. Is that what you're saying?

To my inquiry, Kami nods.

"So this accident... is like I had. Your father was dying because I broke the seal. [M]... apologize and don't expect to be forgiven, but still, I'm sorry"

Kami made an apology - small, with a grain of tears.

When this happens, things go crazy.

I didn't let my anger subside. But it was only clear that there was nothing you could do about blaming Kami.

"... well, there's no other way past that."

"Yucky......"

Kami turns to me and asks me with a surprised face.

"Forgive me, will you...?

"No."

I responded instantly. Kami will be soggy again, but she won't have a choice.

In fact, Kami is bad about this one. I didn't give a decent explanation, I was doing something on my own, Kami.

But - I don't mean to forgive you, but I'm not angry anymore.

At least, Kami has no malice, and she's reflecting on it.

For once, the contents of my head have been through twenty-four years. Today, I'm an adult.

I don't even feel angry with the little girl forever.

"... I won't forgive you, but I'm not angry anymore. It's all past magical propriety and the power Kami gave me. Besides, it was because I was impotent.... From now on, please tell me what's important right?

"Yeah, I get it. Sorry, Yucky."

Kami looked a little relieved.