When I got off stage, Mr. Ligret was waiting for me.

That too, with a swollen face.

It looks like something's upsetting.

"... my win, right?"

Somewhere, I'm not convinced.

"Haha, I lost. I tried, but when I was tired and thirteenth, I was already a butterfly, and I couldn't fight well."

"You don't sweat a thing, you can say that a lot."

Ah.

I was losing it.

Perhaps it has not been noticed by those who looked at it from a distance...... Mr. Ligret, is in front of me.

Instead of sweating, you must have spotted the clueless by looking at my cheeks and stuff where my body didn't even look hot.

"... if you don't want to stand out that much, I'm not telling you to be serious. But let me just say this."

Sooo, breathe in all the time, Mr. Ligret tells you off.

"I feel insulted, I'm out of my mind. I'm so disappointed in you!

And Mr. Ligret will leave Stasta and me.

I was struck by what Mr Ligret said.

I was disappointed, they said.

I have betrayed Mr. Ligret's expectations.

As soon as possible - on my head, memories of my previous life come back to me.

When I was not Farri yet, Nanjo Snow Ho.

I can't read the air, I'm self-centered. It was often colliding with people because the way they thought about things was also uneven with people.

In and of itself, I had no choice at the time.

But - sometimes, I make fun of it.

Sometimes I did the same thing to my dear friends, not to others.

The oldest memory is when I was in elementary school or so.

At the time, there was a card game played among the boys.

And at the time I was not a card game, I liked the cards themselves and collected a lot of cards even though I didn't play them either.

That's when my classmate wanted a card, he said.

I was pleasant and I gave away one card after another that I was dabbling in.

And in exchange, you're going to get a card I don't have.

Good thing, I thought. We got what we wanted from each other, and we thought it was a good deal.

But - actually, it wasn't.

I was exchanging cards for a kid general in my class.

And when the kid won the card game, he was forcing violence to say something and take away rare cards.

And the card I was getting for the card exchange was exactly that card.

I mean, I was, indirectly, winding up everyone's precious cards from the kid Admiral Kid.

Besides, all I was giving to the kid general was a strong card. Naturally, all the kid generals get stronger.

When I realized, I was resented by all the boys in my class.

- No, to this point, I can also say I had no choice.

And if you did well, you would have regained your credibility.

But I was a very nasty kid.

One day, one of the boys in my class stuck with me.

At this time I finally realized what I was doing.

Through Admiral Kid, I could feel myself winding up everyone's cards.

But... I couldn't take it.

I made an excuse, and it wasn't myself who took the card. I just had it replaced, and I said it back.

Honestly, I wish I had returned the cards to everyone.

At the time, I couldn't do it.

Besides, I didn't even understand what everyone was angry about.

I was mistaken for thinking that I don't like losing card games to Kid Admiral.

In fact, you didn't like the fact that important cards were taken. But I didn't notice there.

So - I refused to return everyone's card by saying, give them a strong card, etc.

Since then, people have stopped approaching me around.

It's not that I'm a jerk.

It's just - you stopped listening to my good friends, me and my mouth.

In my previous life, I repeated those failures so many times, I didn't like them.

I know. That's my fault.

But how sad it is to lose friends, betray credibility.

I know that with all my heart.

That is why Mr Ligret's words shook my heart.

I could have been your friend.

I may also have run away, ignoring someone's heart, just for my own convenience.

That's what I hate so much, I didn't like it and I couldn't stop.

I panic and go after Mr. Ligret.