When we were having a chat, I finally received a report that I had brought your sister.
I get nervous when I think this is finally the time.
At the same time, I get the feeling that I'm afraid to see you.
But I shake my head and get rid of the clutter.
"Excuse me, Mr. Lambert. I just want to talk to the four of you..."
"Okay. I'll take my seat off."
Exactly, I'm not going to get involved in this story until Mr. Lambert.
So I tried to ask the room to leave just the three of us and your sister, and Mr. Lambert guessed and left the room.
Then a few minutes went by.
Eventually the footsteps approach to the front of the room and the door opens.
- Sister.
I don't think, I crush.
There, your sister stood properly.
It's natural...... there is something emotional about seeing someone again once away.
At the same time, I was heartily surprised.
When I see him like this, I seem to be better off than I thought.
I don't feel any anger towards your sister. Fear also seems to have disappeared somewhere if we met this way.
"... hey guys, haven't seen you in two weeks"
Your sister smiles like trouble.
"Yeah, since you hurt my fari two weeks ago."
The rig responds to your sister in a thorny way.
"... that's tough. Well, I'm certainly not in a position to say anything back."
"If you know what I mean, it's quick."
That's what I'm saying, Rig's going to look out for me.
I take the story from the rig and say the real thing.
"... to your sister, I've been chasing you this far because I wanted to ask. How did your sister do that that day? And how did you get to the border by yourself, without telling anyone? If I don't know that... I, I think I'll regret it. I don't want to be separated from your sister without being clear about anything."
"Fari... someone like you, really, everywhere..."
Your sister frowns sadly somewhere, though.
And then you pinch a little silence and then you answer my question.
"... I lost a mock fight to you that day, didn't I? That's what I asked you to do."
Sure, you're right. I nod at your sister's confirmation words.
"I don't know what my significance is or what it is when I lose. I've had that feeling for a long time, but that day, that moment, the thought that was in me became decisive."
"Think, is it?
"Oh. The idea that I'm a handful to you, or a disturber."
To your sister's words, I take my breath.
I've never even thought about that.
It's impossible that your sister is in the way.
But your sister doesn't seem to think so.
I'll keep talking, with some painful look on my face.
"My dear, I want to protect you. That's what you think, but it's actually more of a protected side. And what you love is Master Ligret.... With extra weak people like me on my side, I'm sure they'll get in the way in protecting Master Ligret. Which means it's either a disturber or a burden for Farri."
They say, I open my mouth reflexively.
"No, I, I never thought about it!
But in my words your sister will shake her neck to the side.
"It's true that even if Fari doesn't think I'm a burden and I'm not helping. So I... I thought I couldn't be by your side because I love you. If I could be someone somewhere far away, unrelated to you, I thought that was the only thing I could do to Farri from me."
Your sister tells me, sincerely, I tremble.
That's not true.
Not out of the way. It's not a burden.
That's what I wanted to say...... but I thought I couldn't deny it.
I'm sure your sister isn't talking about emotions.
As a matter of fact, you must be making the relationship of strength between me and your sister problematic.
So... no matter how much I deny it, I can't change your sister's mind.