This Time, I Became the Fiance of a Duke’s Daughter. But She is Rumored to have Bad Personality, and Ten Years Older

Olivier asks Lily again when she only jokes a little and calms down.

"Hey Lily. I want you to ask me seriously, do you really want to marry Jared?

"Yeah. I want to get married if I'm allowed to. I'm sure I don't like anything but Jared anymore."

I don't feel a lie or falsehood from my younger childhood friend who answered instantly. I made a clear affirmation, you should believe it. Thank you. I have a small groan that the habit of doubting people is still alive.

"Do you have love?

"I do. I think there is."

"You're not sure. I was hoping you'd be clear there?

I don't think she's the girl who affirmed she wants to marry, an understated response.

I ask overlapping wanting to know its sincerity.

"I've never been in love before, and I've never loved the opposite sex deeply. So I can't say for sure if this warm, chest-painful emotion is affection. But even if this feeling was love for Jared..."

Once, she stopped talking and Lily looked at her older childhood friend and smiled.

"I think about Jared more strongly than Olivier - I can't speak for myself"

"Oh, to that extent?

"It must be that much thought from you. I still feel like I'm in love, and if I can, I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

Lily has never been in love. I don't know about love for the opposite sex, unlike family love, friend love. But that was the same for Olivier.

You don't have to think hard. It is a fine affection if you like people and want to be with them.

Sighing again at his childhood friend, who thinks hard about it, Olivier tells his sister in such a voice as to tell her.

"I think your emotions are splendid affections."

"Well, I guess I'd be happy."

Lily, who smiles at the tide on her cheeks, looks really cute with her usual boyish disappearing. I was so glad I didn't have Jared on this occasion.

"But that's not true if you ask me if I want to let you through until you break Olivier's relationship with Jared. I like Olivier, and I'm attracted to Jared, who likes Olivier."

- Yes, it is.

My childhood friend's monologue was astonishing.

Unlike Lily, Olivier can do anything to stay by Jared. I'm not going to lose the crap threat, and I don't mind being badly told that I'm late for my wife.

I'm willing to accept the side room thing if it's for Jared. It's just that my desire to monopolize my beloved fiancée makes me behave differently than I thought with my head.

vs. Lily is different. Hopefully I won't mind my position if I can get married, and on the contrary, I'm prepared to pull myself back if I'm enough to break my relationship with Jared. Pro bono, I can't help but think of it as a deep affection.

In her affection, I'm glad Olivier is included, and at the same time I'm sorry.

The words are therefore boring. And the emotions that I was quietly letting sleep at the bottom of my heart emerge, which are passed on to Lily by shading her expression.

"What's wrong with you?

"Though you said Jared would like me..."

"I don't think so, but you're not thinking that you're not liked or loved, are you?

- Ha, and I sigh so deeply as purposefully. Lily.

Olivier rushes to deny that he realizes that a gaze has been directed at him that he sees, even if it is a little smiling.

"That's not true. I am not blunt at all. If only you stood up to me like that, I'd know Jared had a crush on me. But I feel like family love. I know he wants a family, but sometimes I get anxious about being loved as a woman."

"... for once, I'll ask. What's wrong with family love?

I'm not dissatisfied.

There can't be dissatisfaction as the word goes. Jared's love for Olivier is unquestionably authentic. However, he/she feels that the person he/she loves is family love.

It is never selfish to wish to be loved as a woman who is going to be my wife. But Olivier himself is ashamed. Still, I can't abandon my aspirations.

Perhaps that thought sometimes manifests itself as anxiety for Jared.

Same thing happened to the side chamber. If you believe in love, I'd say you don't mind having a side room.

I don't even care anymore about Cornelia, who tormented my mother, or suspect that any woman around me will be like that side chamber, etc.

In the end - Olivier is not sure about herself. I'm confused about my first relationship.

Even though it had not been six months since I had met my fiancée, the relationship was tight and there were many events to overcome. Every time I deepened my bond and brought my heart closer. But maybe it was too soon.

Olivier, who never had his first love until he was twenty-six, probably needed a slow walk.

"Aren't you family already? Jared's home is this mansion, and it's yours."

Lily wonders what she can do to energize her love rivals. She never fell in love again either, so the right words don't come right away.

Still, I slowly indulge in the words and tell them to reach Olivier's heart.

"You are loved too much. [M] So much so that I thought I was jealous. I'm sure Jared won't speak his mind. Olivier, is it also a cause of anxiety that you are called?

"-"

"Dragon star, it looks like"

My cheeks get hot because of being exposed inside me. I know it's just selfish, but there's a small dissatisfaction.

"I know in pain that you take care of me very much, and sometimes I'm going to be happy and crying. But I want to be called away like Lily and the others, and I want you to be more comfortable with me."

"I'm sure you can keep your mouth shut about Olivier from someone who has feelings for him."

From Lily's point of view, Jared just seems to be treating Olivier like a treasure.

We're all in love with each other. If you look at him, you'll see that Jared cares more about Olivier than anything else. Lily's chest hurt just a little.

- Oh, is this it? Does this mean I love you?

Lily Lüdiger is envious of the bottom of her heart - Olivier. That's what I realized.