This Time, I Became the Fiance of a Duke’s Daughter. But She is Rumored to have Bad Personality, and Ten Years Older

"I have a sense of selfishness. We've only been together for three months and a little bit, so our relationship is coming up. That's why I'm scared."

"What's Olivier Alway afraid of?

"It's only been three months. Just because we met in the spring and we had a lot going on, doesn't make a lot of difference to Lily given the time alone, does it?

The weak sounds of older childhood friends go hand in hand.

Olivier and Jared would undoubtedly have had a thick day. But in time, less than six months. From now on, in the long run, maybe everyone we're going to meet, including Lily, can think the same way.

When I look back ten years later, Olivier and Lily are just as much done in a word as they were ten years ago.

I met my younger fiancée just a little early - that was the Duke's anxiety.

It doesn't change that Olivier is special to Jared, so there's no need to worry about that anyway. You won't hear me say that. That's what a maiden heart is.

"You... you really love Jared."

"That's right. I love you, and I have a strong sense of exclusivity. I feel sorry for Jared for catching on to such a woman. But I can't live without him anymore."

Olivier's thoughts, weaker when it comes to dependence, but stronger than simple love. I can tell she's gone before, trying so hard to keep no one but her family close.

I finally came across a heterosexual who knew about love other than family love and could be relied upon.

Once Olivier is no longer there, and I can also see that he has become weak. But my younger childhood friends are relieved that that's okay.

Because I don't have to do it anymore and do a strong imitation. You don't have to sacrifice your happiness by pushing and killing to protect your mother.

"But, you know, more than that - I'm worried that Jared might be taken by someone. And you're gonna hate me for thinking about it."

"I think that's fine. If everyone knew about love, if they met someone they loved, they'd think the same thing."

Even Lily is. I envy my beloved fiancée as I say with my mouth that it doesn't have to be Jared's best.

"You don't like nobility. I wonder why there's such a system of side rooms."

In the end, Olivier is just scared.

I'm anxious that more side rooms will keep my fiancée's mind away from me.

I'm just frightened by the "if" that I can't possibly visit - because I don't want to let go of the love I was able to get for the first time.

"Hey, Olivier. I was talking to you, and I realized that I had feelings for Jared as one heterosexual."

"... I knew it"

Reply without surprise to Lily, who has made her thoughts clear without context.

Being a novice in love doesn't change the way you two are. If the encounter had been different, Lily might have received Jared's affection.

"If you don't want to, I want you to make it clear that I don't want to. It's harder said than done."

"Yeah - but you don't have the personality to give up just because I can't."

"That's terrible, I can tell for once. But you are. I don't want to break your relationship, but I don't want to give up just as much."

I stopped working on it more than I realized my love for thinkers and my envy for childhood friends.

I think today is my last chance, and I will unveil it without hiding it.

"I like Lily. I've alienated you once because of me, but I'm so glad to see you again. If you love Jared from the bottom of your heart, I won't say no."

"Honestly, I'm surprised - okay?

Scattered, I don't think it's her word that she said she didn't like, but stared at her childhood friend with a round eye.

"I was going to tell you I don't like it, but I can't tell you anymore. The truth is, I understand with my head. If we're going to support Jared, we need someone like you. But because of my selfish feelings... sorry"

That's not all. Given that the side chambers, which also increase from the Duke's house, there is no doubt that my former mother's struggles come to mind. That's all I've had a hard time with.

"You don't have to apologize. It's normal. Everyone should be anxious about the future."

"Thank you" for the kind voice of childhood friends you notice, whining and thanking you.

I also have a guilty conscience that I may be hurting Lily by being selfish, but I wanted to expose my emotions without falsely telling her more than that.

We are childhood friends and equal. Even by going around Jared, I want to be grand. - I hope so.

Even with the anxiety of being taken away, the fear of walking away, we are trying to face it.

"I'm grateful to you. Thanks to you, I was able to become aware of my emotions and turn to them. I'm sure Jared needs Lily, too."

"That's..."

"But just give me a little more time. I don't want to go any further without Jared. And you should tell Jared what you think, not me."

Olivier suppressed all the emotions that nest in his chest, he said.

I accepted Lily for the boy I love, not for myself. It is indeed a great advance.

- Thank you.

Prepared for childhood, Lily almost overflowed with tears.

Unexpectedly. Bad. And I cry.

Olivier loves Jared and cares about him. But Lily found out that she also cared about herself, a long-time friend.

All that's left is for Lily herself to act without regret. Luckily, there's still plenty of time if it's just time.

"Look, you don't cry. Me and you, let's move forward a little bit."

"- Yeah, yeah! Thank you, thank you so much"

"It's okay. The Duke's maid wanted to thank Jared for warming her skin until she wore underwear."

The moment, the time stopped.

The tears that were flowing stopped like they were frozen, and a cold sweat comes out instead.

- Easy, Lily Ludiger. I've done nothing wrong.

I scold myself and see my childhood friend's face on my chest with more energy and courage than I confronted the cannibal the other day.

"- Oh, haha, you knew?

"Yeah, I know. I'm waiting to see when Jared will reveal himself."

For now, I decided to laugh and deceive. - But only laughter vainly woods the room.

As he was sweating and heartbeating as the snake-stunned frog, he accidentally broke the air Olivier was straining and grinned bitterly.

"Just kidding. I'm not jealous of the treatment that saved my life. I'm sorry, I just wanted to make fun of you."

Perhaps you tried to turn the air on me to be Olivier. but bad for the heart.

"I hope you're not mad about Jared. It was a life-saving measure, and I'm sure he's hard to say."

"I'm not mad at you. Just..."

"Just?"

"Jared is adorable and pretends he doesn't know me when he starts asking questions about me."

"Yeah. I knew you had a bad personality."

Olivier, who I know well, is alive and well...

A clinging sigh spills on a childhood friend who is immersed in joy when she sees her fiancée frightened. When I think this is one love, I think it's love.

Thus, as a result of discussions between the Duke's maids without Jared's knowledge, it was to be said that it was up to him to say whether Lily Rüdiger would be his sideroom or not.