Those Years In Quest Of Honour Mine

Zhong Wan thought for a moment that he hadn't woken up from the dream.

Yu Ziyou has grown taller, and his eyebrows have become sharper. The long-lasting worry on his eyebrows when he was a teenager turned into hostility, adding a bit of sorrow to this handsome face.

Zhong Wan asked me whether I was awake or not, if I was awake, how could I meet Yu Ziyou, if I dreamed...how could I see this person so clearly.

Zhong Wan’s hot ears buzzed, and his mind was confused, struggling to stand up, but his frozen hands and feet seemed to be filled with lead. He took a sigh of relief and helped the sedan chair to get up. He couldn't stand firmly, causing his weak legs to soften and fall straight down.

Zhong Wan knelt in the snow, looking at Yu Ziyou's black boots, feeling that he was dreaming again.

In the dream, ten years ago, Zhong Wan entered the palace and studied with him.

At that time, the one who was taught by Mrs. Shi was the same age as Zhong Wanyu, and there were four princes and five princes.

Among these four, although Zhong Wan is a companion, he is the best in both the article and the talent. He crushed many dragons and phoenix grandchildren to death. A good article is not only liked by the Taifu, but even Emperor Chong'an. Occasionally, they often praised them when they were taught. Emperor Chong'an even jokingly asked Zhong Wan if he wanted to enter the Ministry of Education.

To be the secretary of the emperor in the Ministry of Education is to draft an edict for the emperor.

Zhong Wan was a young boy and didn't understand Tibetan Feng. He said that he didn't dare to be treated like this by the emperor, which made people look down upon the Ning Palace, but he asked the emperor to leave a chair for himself in Zhongshu Province, and only stayed for a year , He can naturally declare to enter Zichen.

Although Emperor Chong'an was not sure that Zhong Wan could really be a teenager, he liked the bright and dazzling youthful spirit. He responded to Zhong Wan’s request with a smile. The teeth of the four princes and the fifth princes were itchy.

The fifth prince Xuan Qiong was jealous and hated Zhong Wan, and he would only make insidious tricks, and he was pretending to be courteous to Zhong Wan. The fourth prince Xuan Jing was violent and straight, and all his dissatisfaction came in person. Zhong Wan got drunk because of his drinking.

Zhong Wan was drunk and didn't lose his attitude, but was a little confused. He couldn't distinguish the way on the way out of the palace, and his head was dizzy.

That day, Zhong Wan met Yu She.

Xu is his nephew, Uncle Xiao, and Yu She's eyebrows are a bit like King Ning, and Zhong Wan is drunk and dim, thinking that King Ning is looking for him.

Zhong Wan consciously lost his temper, smiling, and kneeling down to please "king Ning".

The teenager Yu She did not understand what Zhong Wan was humming, and asked him softly what was wrong. Zhong Wan thought that King Ning was training herself. He was favored, faceless, and knelt on the ground and gently grabbed the hem of "Ning King". , Whispered to Rao: "I won't drink anymore, my father spared me... this time."

Yu She: "..."

In the blue sky and white sun, the boy Yu She was recognized as wild father in the Royal Garden.

After Zhong Wan said this sentence, he fell asleep with Yu She's clothes leaning on her lap. Yu She could not move, he hesitated, and helped him up. Zhong Wanzui's legs were soft and his hands were soft, and he simply stood up. No longer, the whole person was picked up on others, and finally...

Zhong Wan knelt in the snow and fought a cold war, wondering wildly, what happened in the end back then?Did Yu Ziyou carry herself back?

What is going on now?Is this a dream?

"Zhong Wan." Yu She looked at Zhong Wan quietly and asked faintly, "Where is my sweet-scented osmanthus cake?"

Zhong Wan seemed to have been stabbed suddenly in his chest, and his internal organs were aching, and his heart became sober in an instant.

Not dreaming.

Zhong Wan understood and got into the set by himself.

This sedan chair, that sedan chair, are all kind of people.

Yu She waited for a while, but when Zhongwan didn't answer, he asked, "Can I get up?"

Not ten years ago, King Ning would not come to look for him, and now Yu She has no plan to help him. Zhong Wan bit his posterior molars and slowly stood up. His whole body hurts, barely. Said: "Please be safe, Xiao Wangye."

Yu She's expression was cloudy and sunny, and after a moment he said, "Come in."

Zhong Wan didn't bring anyone with him. Even if he brought someone with him, he couldn't get out of Yu She's hands, so he could only follow in.

Zhong Wan followed behind Yu She, swept the surrounding area, and saw that this was the courtyard of Yuwangfu.

When he fell into slavery, he was bought back by Yu She, and he was placed here.

Yu She took him all the way into the warm pavilion. Zhong Wan's body was already frozen. As soon as he entered the warm place, his whole body trembled slightly.

Yu She sat down and the servant offered hot tea. He picked it up and took a bite slowly.

Zhong Wan stood in the hall and looked at Yu She quietly.

Yu She's appearance hasn't changed much, but the whole body's temperament seems to have changed.

After Yu She dried Zhong Wan for half a cup of tea, he said, "You wear a lot of clothes, and you also wear fur. You stand in the cold wind for a while, and it freezes like this?"

Yu She squinted slightly, "I remember you have a good body."

Zhong Wan thought about it, and considered his tone, "Since I went to Qiannan, I have been unaccustomed to the water and soil and have been ill. Since then, my body has been a little weak... Let the prince see a joke.

Yu She put the tea cup on the table and said lightly, "Not the truth."

Zhong Wan endured the needle stick and seemed to have a headache, and reluctantly responded: "The humble body, I dare not bother the prince."

Yu She was quiet for a while, and asked, "Is it related to me?"

Zhong Wan was dizzy and shook his head: "No."

Yu She snorted, as if to say that Zhong Wan was telling a lie, but after all he did not say it, and started tasting tea again.

Zhong Wan said in his heart that you should hurry up if you want to ask, and when I pass out in a while, you can't even ask lies.

Yu She was tasting tea alone, as if she had forgotten Zhong Wan. Zhong Wan moved her fingers slowly, knowing that she should focus on coping with Yu She at this moment, but she still couldn't help being distracted.

Yu She really changed a lot.

What happened to him all these years?

When Zhong Wan was walking inside and outside the palace when he was young, he accidentally heard a secret story.

Rumor has it that Yu She is not the father of Prince Yu, but the illegitimate son of Emperor Chong'an.

Such rumors are naturally justified.

For example, Emperor Chong'an's extraordinary grace to Yu She was compared to the four princes and five princes of the same age who had to stand aside.

Another example is the princes in front of Emperor Chong'an who have been unable to support, the eldest son and second son of Emperor Chong'an died one after another, and the third son is a sick child. If Yu She is really the parent and child of Emperor Chong'an, he will be ranked fourth by age. It was the emperor who believed in the master’s words and knew that his emperor’s status would be unclear and would hurt the well-being of his children and grandchildren. Send him to the mansion of Princess Anguo, his sister?

There are many similar evidences, but Zhong Wan didn't believe it when he heard the rumor when he was young.

First, Zhong Wan used to push forward according to Yu She's birthday, and found that no concubine of Emperor Chong'an was likely to give birth to Yu She in that year.

Naturally, Yu She might also be secretly given birth by an unknown palace person, but Yu She was named the prince's son at the age of his first year. If he is really the parent of Emperor Chong'an, the emperor will give his son to Prince Yu as the prince's son. , This is forcing Prince Yu to rebel.

It's not that Prince Yu can't give birth. He has several concubines, but he has to be forced to adopt someone else's son as the princely son, and hand over the hereditary throne that his father has so hard to earn.

Zhong Wan didn't believe that Prince Yu Zhongjun could be loyal to this point, raising his son for others, and by the way, he also had to send out his ancestor's inheritance.

but……

Zhong Wan frowned slightly, Emperor Chong'an loved Yu She so much, why wouldn't he give him a princess?Getting married in person can maintain and strengthen the in-law relationship with the princes of different surnames. Why not?

The fourth princess is indeed too young, but the third princess and Yu She are very similar in age, but Emperor Chong'an did not give the marriage.

And when Yu She asked to marry the fourth princess, she rarely got angry with him.

Zhong Wan had a splitting headache and was too late to think about his situation at the moment, but he was anxious for Yu.

The emperor’s son and grandson died one after another, so he began to worry about Xuan Rui Xuan Yu, and he must have seen it in person. Can others not see this thought?

The fourth prince Xuan Jing, the fifth prince Xuan Qiong, can't you tell?

They are even afraid of King Ning's two sons. What about Yu She?

Emperor Chong'an knew exactly what Yu She's life experience was, but Xuan Jing and Xuan Qiong would not know.

Zhong Wan suddenly couldn't catch his breath. Did these two princes take Yu She as princes to guard against?

Is Emperor Chong'an really pampering Yu She or treating him as a target...

Zhong Wan buzzed in his mind and could hardly stand. He was so uncomfortable, he didn't stretch for a moment, and blurted out: "You have been so tossing these years, do you want to... avoid the chaos of the reserve?"

Yu She was stunned, and suddenly smiled.

Yu She put the tea cup on the case, as if he had heard a big joke, and laughed at herself for a long time. Zhong Wan was secretly surprised. The previous Yu She would never be like this.

Yu She finally laughed enough, he coughed lightly, straightened up the messed up skirt, and shook his head: "No, I'm afraid I won't get in."

Zhong Wan now has tinnitus and headache. If he is not too familiar with Yu She's voice, he can't hear what this person is saying. Zhong Wan's heart is angry: "You can't have hope at all, why bother..."

Yu She paused, understood what Zhong Wan had thought of, then laughed again, and said for a while, "What do you think?"

Yu She narrowed his smile and said calmly: "I just want to make everyone feel bad."

Over the years, Zhong Wan, who had exhausted all his efforts just to survive, was almost unsteady when he heard this.

Zhong Wan laughed and wondered if he had been burnt down by the fly camp doggou these years, otherwise, how did he hear Yu She's words and wanted to scold him for his father.

Is it bad to be alive?

Zhong Wan was angry and his eyes were red.

Yu She looked at Zhong Wan with interest and asked, "Zhong Wan... are you caring about me?"

Zhong Wan didn't hear what Yu She said, she raised her eyes blankly, and Yu She sneered: "Understood...you just want to get away from me. If you care for me a few words, I will miss the old love and let you go. Isn't it?"

Zhong Wan was struggling to open his eyes, and now he supported it all with one breath. If he didn't want to lose his temper in front of Yu She, he would find a chair and sit down earlier. He could only vaguely detect that Yu She was talking, but said What, he couldn't hear a word.

Cold sweat spread on Zhong Wan's forehead, he raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows, took a breath, unconsciously said: "Ziyou, I feel uncomfortable..."

Yu She was taken aback, and then said after a moment: "Cook a bowl of ginger soup."

The servant raised his head and quickly agreed to go.

Zhong Wan was completely burnt out, and said in a silent voice, "Put more sugar."

Yu She: "..."

The servant was also quite surprised, looking at Yu She, Yu She nodded.

Zhong Wan was already confused. When he woke up again, he was already leaning on the couch where Yu She was originally sitting. The ginger soup with more sugar was brought up. Zhong Wan couldn't care about anything else, so he took it and poured it down. .

A bowl of ginger soup entered his stomach, and Zhong Wan's face was a little bloody.

Yu She didn't say a word, just looking at Zhong Wan.

The servant brought a bowl to Zhong Wan. Zhong Wan took a sip. The servants of Prince Yu’s Mansion were very good at doing things. They added some medicines to relieve the wind and cold in the ginger soup. They were all good medicinal materials. I feel much more comfortable right away.

When I feel comfortable, my mind becomes clear and my heart becomes more anxious.

What exactly does Yu She want to get here?

Yu She didn't speak, and Zhong Wan naturally didn't dare to speak more. The two were relatively speechless, one drinking tea and the other drinking medicine.

After a while, Yu She suddenly said: "Zhong Wan..."

Zhong Wan swallowed the last sip of ginger soup and put the small bowl on the table, vaguely aware that Yu She was going to give him a good time.

There was another suffocating silence.

Yu She tapped the desk lightly and said slowly, "I have asked myself several times over the years."

Zhong Wan raised his eyes, what do you mean?

Are you going to start liquidating the things of the year together?

Yu She seemed to be immersed in his own past, and said slowly, "I was always confused and incomprehensible. Did I... have a serious illness and burned my brain."

Zhong Wan was at a loss: "Huh?"

"Or did you accidentally fall from a horse and hurt your head?"

Zhong Wan was stunned, what is this all about?

Yu She said indifferently, "Every time, I myself have to believe in the things arranged by you..."

Zhong Wan choked abruptly.

Yu She glanced at Zhong Wan and continued, "Every time, when I can't believe in myself, when I am shaken, I will ask my old man who followed since childhood, if I have amnesia, otherwise, why are so romantic? Yunshi, can't I remember anything?"

Zhong Wan coughed heartbreakingly.

Zhong Wan was covering her mouth tightly. At this juncture, she absolutely can't laugh.

Since Yu She can kill Lin Si, he can also kill himself.

But when he thought of the self-doubt of the young Yu She's collapse, and grabbed the old servant and asked if he had lost his memory, Zhong Wan couldn't help it.

Zhong Wan buried his head deeply by coughing.

Yu Ziyou calmly looked at Zhong Wan, "Laugh, don't hold back."

Zhong Wan shook his head vigorously.

Yu Ziyou chuckled her lips and smiled, "Hey, laugh out...Laugh, I will make you cry once."

Zhong Wan's legs softened for no apparent reason. He could have resisted it, but he didn't tensed after hearing this, and leaked a laugh.

Yu Ziyou smiled: "Very well, with one cry."

Zhong Wan pinched himself severely. He was already much more comfortable at the moment. He didn't dare to sit anymore, got up and stood up.

Yu She looked at Zhong Wan with a complicated expression for a while, then suddenly said, "You go."

Zhong Wan was dumb, so... let himself go?

Yu She got up, "I'm tired, you can go."

Zhong Wan was amnesty, and as soon as he turned around, Yu She said coldly: "Take care of your dog that can't bark, don't let him bother me again."

Zhong Wan paused, knowing that he was talking about Lin Si, hummed, and stepped out.

After the Longevity Day, he originally wanted Lin Si to return to Qian'an, so naturally he would no longer bother Yu She.

On the way back to Qian'an Palace, Zhong Wan struggled several times.

Zhong Wan had planned very well, after letting Emperor Chong'an completely relieved, he returned to Qian'an with his own people and never returned to Beijing, but at this moment he suddenly hesitated.

Zhong Wan thought about Yu She's situation and felt very worried.

Anyway, Xuanrui won't need herself anymore, can she help Yu She plan something to persuade him to get out early...

Zhong Wan dismissed this idea in an instant.

Let's not say whether he can retreat from the whole body this time, how could he believe that he would help him after having pitted Yu She so many times.

Zhong Wan squeezed the fox fur tightly around him and laughed at herself. Besides, when he got into this field, he had no face to look for him.

Yu She probably only wanted to warn Lin Si that what happened today, in the future...Zhong Wan didn't think Yu She would see herself again.

It's too late for nausea.

Three months later, everyone will return home from bridge to bridge road, and they will probably not meet again in this life.

At the same moment in Prince Yu's Mansion, the old butler in the other courtyard was waiting for Yu She to go to bed, and said warmly: "The son of the world saw Master Zhong today?"

Yu She nodded.

"The old slave also glanced through the curtain. Master Zhong is much taller and more handsome."

Yu She did not speak.

"The rumors of the old son and Master Zhong are numerous. Although the family members are just a joke, they don’t believe it, and don’t delay them from wanting to marry our mansion, but it’s not good at all. It’s not a good idea to avoid everyone seeing it once at night like this. Always meet..."

The old butler was hesitant to speak, Yu She smiled, and understood what the old butler wanted to say.

"You don't want me to see him again?"

The old butler did not dare to care about Yu She's affairs and whispered: "I just don't think it is necessary."

"No, it is necessary."

Yu She smiled playfully, "I said it today, dare to laugh, I let him cry once, in a few days...I have to let him pay back."