Those Years In Quest Of Honour Mine

Zhong Wan invited Steward Feng into the small study. While waiting for tea, the two of them were relatively speechless. They occasionally looked at each other and immediately moved their eyes away.

Embarrassing.

Zhong Wan felt ashamed.

When he was young, he was not a thing. During the six months he lived in Yuwangfu's courtyard, Zhong Wan did not do much trouble to Feng Guanjia.

Steward Yan personally brewed a pot of good tea and delivered it. Zhong Wan gave him a wink, and Steward Yan took the other servants down.

Zhong Wan introspected his recent words and deeds, and didn't know what had offended Yu She, so he sent someone to the mansion in the middle of the night to work.

He also sent the steward Feng, whom he feared the most, to come here. Did he scold him?

Zhong Wan asked the tea, tentatively said: "But...what do you want to explain to Prince Yu?"

Steward Feng shook his head hurriedly: "No, I deliberately took advantage of the eldest son to fall asleep, and sneak out."

Zhong Wanxin said that you are too unavoidable and honestly said: "Oh, this way."

Steward Feng asked Zhong Wan: "After the Longevity Festival, will Master Zhong go back to the fief with King Qian'an?"

Zhong Wan didn't plan to go back, but said: "Naturally."

Steward Feng sighed.

Zhong Wan took a sip of tea and cautiously said, "Does Feng manager think I left too late?"

Steward Feng shook his head hurriedly: "No, no, Master Zhong is worried."

Steward Feng slowly said, "Master Zhong will go...probably not going back to Beijing again?"

Zhong Wan nodded: "Naturally."

Steward Feng's eyes were complicated, and he said for a while, "I have an unsympathetic request. I wonder if Master Zhong has taken care of you for one or two because the old slave also took care of you?"

Zhong Wan said: "You said."

Steward Feng thought about it for a long time, and Zi said with an old face, "If Master Zhong is fine, can you... stay in Beijing for a while?"

Zhong Wan almost blurted out and said that she wanted it very much, but she swallowed it for the sake of compromising Steward Feng's words, so she acted: "It's not good."

"I have no relatives in Beijing for a long time, and my identity is embarrassing. Whenever I meet with my deceased, I feel embarrassed for each other, and also..." Zhong Wan looked at Steward Feng, "I was abducted to the house by Prince Yu. You know about it, to be honest, I am afraid of him now."

"I'm about to talk about the son." Steward Feng gave a wry smile, "Ming people don't talk secretly, the situation of the son over the years... Master Zhong must already know a little bit."

For thousands of years, Zhong Wan's heart still kept dripping, "I only heard that the son's temperament has changed a little, and it doesn't seem like he has become milder."

"It's more than that." Steward Feng broke his heart with sorrow, "I'll tell the young master, it's really not easy for the son to live to this day... it's really not easy."

Zhong Wan was anxious, and everything went as usual on her face, pretending to be surprised: "There is the emperor's blessing on the little Prince Yu, and the princess and the prince Yu are under him. How can it be?"

Steward Feng seemed to suffocate his stomach, and he shook his head: "I don't know anything about the heavenly family. Anyway... the son of the world can't be idle now."

Zhong Wan frowned: "Can't you be idle?"

"As long as the elder son is free, something will inevitably happen." Steward Feng would still have heart palpitations when he recalled the past. "And every time there is a big disturbance... A few years ago, the emperor took his clan family to the autumn hunt. The eldest princess is worried that the arrow will hurt people, and the elder son is not allowed to follow. Guess what?"

Zhong Wan subconsciously felt that there was nothing good.

Steward Feng said with fear: "The eldest son shook off the people who followed him. Without a bow and arrow or a long knife, he carried a dagger. He rode his horse into the hunting ground. When he came out, he was... He suffered a slight injury, but no one knows what happened to him in the hunting ground alone, or whether he was lucky to get out that time."

"The garden was repaired in the princess mansion that year, and a three-storey planting building was built. On the day it was completed, even the emperor went, and the princess took care of her inside and out. She didn’t care about the elder son, and didn’t know what he saw or heard. He walked to the top of the Zaihua Building. He was half drunk and sat outside the handrail! This person accidentally fell from the upstairs, and the person was gone! The princess was so scared that he almost passed away. It was our prince who was calm and let a few good guards behind him slowly go upstairs and brought Shizi down."

"On another occasion, the eldest son had nothing to do for many days. I heard that there was a new snake tamer in the fifth prince’s mansion. He went to the fifth prince’s mansion to see the artist playing the tune of the snake. Somehow, the son himself I caught a poisonous snake and fiddled with it, and was bitten on the arm by the poison! Fortunately, the snake venom was not life-threatening, and it was treated properly, otherwise...Because of this, the fifth prince was reprimanded by the emperor."

"I can't talk about these things. The elder son has been walking on the blade for years... if the emperor and the eldest princess are not watching closely, I don't know how many things will happen, it will always be like this... As long as there is nothing to do for a few days, the son will definitely So, the old slave... is frightened every day."

Zhong Wan clenched the armrest of the chair tightly, took a deep breath, tried to make her voice more natural, "Little Prince Yu...why does he not cherish himself so much?"

Steward Feng took a sip of the cold tea, his lips moved, but he still didn't say anything.

"You came to me today, thinking you have some trust in me." Zhong Wan whispered, "You let me help, I dare not give up, but I have to know how to help?"

"Just find him something to do." Steward Feng said hurriedly, "divide his energy, don't let him free up to torture yourself!"

Zhong Wan hesitated: "Are you sure...I can divide his energy?"

"Yes!" Steward Feng said with certainty, "I definitely can! Master Zhong doesn't know that the world's son is the most serious about you."

Zhong Wan smiled dryly, but didn't believe it.

"You praised me."

Steward Feng hurriedly said: "This is true! Master, do you remember that time when the Zhizhou surnamed Shen went to Beijing to report on work? He came to the mansion to fight the autumn wind, and the elder son really agreed to his request! Although the elder son sent him after the Zhizhou left After a bad temper, I went to find the fourth prince for an excuse and had a quarrel with the fourth prince, but I can see that the prince was very at ease during those few days!"

Zhong Wan couldn't laugh or cry.

Yu She concealed it for Zhong Wan in Beijing, tacitly acquiescing that the two people’s personal affair was a knot in Zhong Wan’s heart. Whenever she thinks about it, Zhong Wan’s heart is half sour and half bitter, and she wants to ask Yu She more clearly, but she feels Very boring.

Why bother to be so passionate?

Zhong Wan looked up at Steward Feng, cruelly, "Then I have something to ask..."

Steward Feng hurriedly said, "Master, please."

Zhong Wan went out, "Ziyou...has he ever had friendship with me?"

Steward Feng said crampedly: "You and Shizi were getting along day and night... Don't you know? Shizi was so kind to you back then, how exactly... You don't know yourself?"

Zhong Wan shook his head.

Zhong Wan actually asked Yu She.

At that time, Yu She had just pushed the marriage, Zhong Wan asked Yu She with a flanking, this time, what should I do next time?

The young man Yu She said naturally: "The two sides are reluctant this time, so naturally they will push, and if everything is suitable next time, I will marry."

The boy Zhong Wan said dryly: "Yes."

Zhong Wan kept this sentence in mind, and never dared to think about other things.

I was very clear in my heart, somehow, I still want to ask again, Zhong Wan said: "I know if he has that mind, I...I can prescribe the right medicine."

Steward Feng thought about it carefully, then patted the table, "I think it is."

Zhong Wan raised his eyes, but Steward Feng didn’t care about any indecent words, and said with a sullen expression: “The first year you left, the son of the world had a very difficult life for a while. It was almost impossible to survive. The son of the world drank wine one day. Gu Zidi said a few words and I heard them."

Zhong Wan quickly said: "What did he say?"

"He said……"

The young man Yu She sat on the ground dimly, holding a small jar of wine.

"No one wants me to live... Father, it's not mine, mother, not mine... My father is not mine, my mother is not mine, my brother is not mine, sister is not mine..." Juvenile Yu Yanyan Drinking a strong drink, choking, and muttered, "The man who has returned far away... is not mine either."

Steward Feng hid the first few sentences and only told Zhong Wan the last one.

Steward Feng whispered: "Old slave remembers, Young Master has gone home."

Zhong Wan closed her eyes and turned her head to prevent Steward Feng from looking at herself.

You obviously said you wanted to get married back then.

It took a while for Zhong Wan to calm down and nodded.

Steward Feng had a bit of hope, and said: "So I think that the elder son said the name of the young master at that time."

"And, and!" Steward Feng remembered something, and said anxiously, "The next day I knocked on the side! Ask the son, do you regret letting the young master go? Do you feel reluctant to get along with the young master?

Steward Feng thought about it carefully, and said, "The son of the world was so desperate at the time, saying, "I got lucky, but I lost my life."

"Furthermore, there are certain things that are destined to be buried in the heart for a lifetime and cannot be said to anyone."

"He is so, and so are you."

Steward Feng paused and said, "Then a few days later, there was news... It turns out that you caught someone in Qian'an and talked about you and the son."

Zhong Wan put away the headache, coughed, and took a sip from the tea cup.

Steward Feng was afraid that Zhong Wan thought he was taunting him, so he hurriedly said, "Master, don't get me wrong. With these rumors, the elder son has a lot of energy!"

Zhong Wan calculated according to the time that Feng Guanjia said, and was shocked to realize that it was the most difficult time for him and Yu She.

It was a blunder. One of them was in the middle of Beijing and the other was in southern Xinjiang. They actually depended on each other to survive.

Zhong Wan whispered: "What do you want me to do, the order is, I can do everything."

Steward Feng was overjoyed and said, "Then you agreed? Don't go back to Qian'an?"

Zhong Wan nodded: "I'm sure he's fine, I won't leave."

"But... Even if Mr. Yu had two or three friendships with me, it may not be the same now." Zhong Wan took a deep breath and said, "If you get rid of it in the future, please look at the love of the year. Prince Yu left me a whole body."

Steward Feng said happily: "This is natural."

...

The next day, Yu She, who had just had breakfast, looked at Steward Feng in disbelief, "Did you go to Zhong Wan in the middle of the night yesterday?"

Steward Feng was worried, "Yes."

"..." Yu She said, "I asked you to check it, so you just asked him directly?"

Steward Feng fought, "I think the world is anxious to know, so I just go!"

Yu She had nothing to say for a while.

Yu She suspected that Steward Feng had been passed on to him.

"Then..." Yu She looked at Steward Feng with difficulty, "Then what did he say? Do you think you are crazy with me?"

Steward Feng wiped his sweat: "No, Master Zhong said, say...speak..."

Yu She felt that Steward Feng was simply inexplicable, and said impatiently: "What?!"

Steward Feng was cruel and said loudly: "Said Master Zhong! Since he came to Beijing, his son has not been affectionate to him, and does not care about the friendship of the year. He is ashamed of his heart and decided to abandon himself and marry more than a dozen concubines. , Let everyone in the world know the auspicious clouds floating green in the courtyard of Yuwangfu!"

Yu She's eyes trembled slightly, with a faint blood color.

Yu She was very angry and smiled: "Does he think I am not affectionate to him? Ok...very good, then I will let him know what intimacy is."