I've been six since then and my swordsmanship has improved somewhat.
I couldn't remember the new magic because Cyan had done the book somewhere since then, but the hardening I practiced hiding allowed the water to be as hard as iron.
But that's when I realized I had one, and even crushed it.
"... what's going on out there"
Did this twinkle get into my parents' ears, and now we were walking in the meadow stretching out of the mansion for three.
Scott is also off workout today and Cyan is in a good mood to be free of chores.
"Lazareth, where are you going today? Wouldn't that feel good under that tree or something?
"Hey Mother, over there..."
"Yes. Where you and I first met. I won't forget, that day three years ago..."
"... cyan"
They're in the world of two. Leave them alone, where am I going?
It's about them, if they even went into the mountains, they'd look for me until they found me. Literally, until we find it.
So I can't get very far.
I sat on the ground and looked at the blue sky as if I could push through.
"... you're at peace"
It's not like the sky in my world, beautiful blue.
I feel sincerely relieved by that.
But at the same time, I felt guilty.
I deserted that world and ran away.
The war is over. But I ran away from peace after the war.
That war must have ended in a human victory with the demonic king's death.
But I... I wonder what happened to me from my original body.
This body is different from mine.
My original body had dark hair, but this body has silver hair and I feel better looking than before without a heart.
Besides, motor nerves are better this way, and swordsmanship improves faster than that body.
... No, is this because you need to think less about magic?
But the seal remains intact.
The feeling of killing someone is still in this arm, too.
Reborn couldn't escape his mistakes.
Souda, Omaehani Geralenai. Nazenara......
"... Lasalles?
When I noticed, they looked at me worried.
I jump up a little surprised at that, but I start laughing when I'm dull about how funny I looked like that.
"What a lasales. Could it be a pleasure to be outside for the first time?
"... well, maybe so"
"Really? Well, if you say so, I'll take you anytime. But you have to say it right, right?
"Okay."
... It's been six years since I got used to treating you like a child.
It wasn't easy at first, but they loved me from the bottom of their hearts and welcomed me warmly at all times.
Now that I think about it, I think I was grateful.
to the being of parents, and to this world of peace.
I want to live in a world like this forever. That's what I thought sincerely.
He laughs at me all the time for not saying anything, and Scott falls asleep next to me.
With that, Cyan also tries to pinch me and rolls to sleep.
It was just a little funny that they were, like, boys.
"The sun is warm, Lazareth."
"Right. It's really warm."
"Be a good boy forever, Lazareth"
"... yeah"
I nod honestly and Cyan holds my head back.
Cyan and I, the blood would be connected, but not the parent of my consciousness.
Nevertheless, I trust this man.
How can you forgive your heart so far just because you are a mother?
Maeniitide, Uragiralettatoiunoni.
"What does Lazareth want to be in the future?
"... I want to be able to help someone"
"Oh well. You're a really sweet little girl."
That's what Scott does to my head.
There's no such thing as being nice. I've killed so many people by magic.
The truth is, I wanted to tell you.
That I'm not the one in this world. That he was called a wise man and was part of the war.
Because I'm sure they would have accepted it.
But I didn't.
I was scared.
It is to destroy this happy world.
"Father, Mother"
"What's wrong, Lazareth?"
"... I love it"
"Me too."
"Of course, so am I. Lazareth."
Love from them was delightful.
I had feelings for them, too.
But to me... I don't deserve this favor from a coward.
I get up from the meadow and get up and sit under the tree earlier.
And my mouth was moving naturally when he or she sat next to me.
"Mother, one day I will travel through this house."
"... right"
"But remember. I'm sure you both love it when I travel through this house."
"Okay. I'll keep that in mind."
This is not the word 'Lazareth'.
It's my word, it's my heart.
But I guess it only feels like a word to them as Lazareth.
That was just a little sad.
"Well, shall we go back? You were happy with Lasalles, weren't you?
"... yeah"
"Well, it's almost lunch, and it's time for dinner."
With that said, the two get up and go back home.
I follow them with only a little delay.
At that time, it was strongly impressive that only one strong wind had passed between me and them.