To middle age

Following Wu Xiulian, we walked through a forest, climbed up for ten minutes, and came to a mountain wall.

There is a cave here. I remember that when I was young, I used to come here, usually to go swimming in the lake, and then to eat watermelon here to escape the summer heat, but the time has passed and the old place revisited, I was curious.

When I walked into the cave with Wu Xiulian, I looked around, and Wu Xiulian hurriedly took out some newspapers from her bag and spread it on the ground, and then took out a summer mat to spread it out.

This is a single-person summer mat, which is more than enough for two people, but if two people sleep on it, it will be a bit crowded.

"Brother Chunxi, isn't it nice here, isn't it pretty clean?" Wu Xiulian wiped the sweat from her forehead, and she sat on the mat, took off her sandals, revealing a pair of snow-white feet.

This is also painted with big red nail polish. Not to mention, this Wu Xiulian is indeed beautiful and delicious. At least I met other single men who came to this cave with her. I guess some other things will happen.

I feel a cool breeze coming from this cave. I feel cool. In fact, when I was a child, I was familiar with this cave. The cave is only seven or eight meters deep. There is a crack on the deepest mountain wall. The wind is Where did it come from?

"Very good." I nodded and looked back and forth.

"Brother Chunxi, look over there. It was written in Baixue's correction fluid when you were in elementary school. You said you will be admitted to college in the future." Wu Xiulian continued, pointing to a side wall.

When Wu Xiulian said so, I looked up and saw a row of skewed white fonts with the font saying "I will definitely enter college, Chen Nan."

These words inevitably make my thoughts come to life. Time flies so fast. This happened more than 20 years ago. My childhood dream came true. I did go to university, but who would know that my marriage will be? It's so unfortunate that even the daughter is not biological, and I have a terminal illness.

Feeling in a trance, I saw Wu Xiulian lit some mosquito coils on the ground around, and then she motioned me to sit on the mat.

"Brother Chunxi, do you know why I brought you here today?" Wu Xiulian blinked and looked at me with big eyes. The plumpness on her chest made me afraid to look directly.

"No, I don't know." I smiled awkwardly and hurriedly looked at the entrance of the cave.

"Brother Chunxi, don't you really remember? When I was a kid, I was your follower, and you were my role model. You took first place in every exam. I really admire you. You are still the only college student in our village. I have been swearing that I will marry you when I grow up. I don't know if you have gone to the city and have a girlfriend." Wu Xiulian said, with a little emotion.

Wu Xiulian was divorced. She was returned by the man because she was unable to have children. She is now living in her natal family, but she remembers the past events so clearly.

In fact, Wu Xiulian and I, if Zhang Dan did not appear, maybe we would be together. Unfortunately, at that time, I wanted to take root in Binjiang, and even met Zhang Dan, the salesperson who received me when buying a house. I had never seen me in the world , Was fascinated by Zhang Dan, and launched a crazy pursuit, but how did I ever think that this marriage would end in this way?

Seven years, seven years of feelings were in vain, and even the child was not my own. This was a big blow to me. As a result, I feel that I no longer have illusions about feelings.

"Brother Chunxi, I, I like you!" Wu Xiulian said softly, and she suddenly turned over and pressed me directly.

My body fell on the mat involuntarily. I half-opened my mouth, breathing harder and heavier, and watched Wu Xiulian tie up a waterfall and lifted her vest, I hurriedly stopped.

"No, no, this is not possible!" I said nervously.

My words made Wu Xiulian stop her actions, she looked at me blankly, her red cheeks were full of puzzlement, and she even felt a little at a loss.

"Brother Chun, Chunxi, do you dislike me and think I am unclean?" Wu Xiulian looked at me like this, saying every word.

"When, of course not." I shook my head hurriedly and kept a distance from Wu Xiulian.

I really didn't dare to get close to Wu Xiulian. I knew I couldn't help her offensive. Once I hit the bottom line, I was waiting for her to erupt completely, but after the eruption, I told her I can't be with her?Because I have a terminal illness?

No, I can't do this, she is already a wounded woman, how can I play with her feelings, I can't do it!

"Why is that? You are now single and I am also divorced. Can't we be together?" Wu Xiulian continued, as if she was questioning me.

"Xiulian, you are very beautiful and you are very nice. My parents also like you very much, but the relationship is really not that simple." I explained quickly.

"Don't you like me?" Wu Xiulian pouted, tears in her eyes.

"I like it, but we have to be responsible for what we do, and can't not bear the consequences for temporary happiness." I continued.

"Brother Chunxi, in fact, I know that you have psychological pressure on me. You think that I am barren and unable to explain to my uncle and aunt. I know it is difficult for me to follow you, but even so, can't you give me a little happiness? Happiness is just a moment, and I am content too!" Wu Xiulian said as she said, she grabbed my hand and looked at me pitifully.

Unexpectedly, Wu Xiulian would be so honest with me, even just asking for short-term happiness with me, to experience the beauty of each other.

I believe that when ordinary people hear or meet a woman like Wu Xiulian, they will desperately sweeten her and put everything aside to love her, but I really can't do it.

"Xiulian, I have always regarded you as my sister. I am really scared now like this." I said.

"What are you afraid of?" Wu Xiulian looked at me suspiciously.

"I'm afraid we will really be unable to hold back that innocent feeling." I said sincerely.

"Then, then don't guard!" Wu Xiulian hurriedly hugged me.

After turning over, I hurriedly got up and stood in the cave, my heart beating faster and faster, but I maintained that sense from beginning to end.

Looking at Wu Xiulian's imaginative figure and her plump and mature figure, I said, "Xiulian, I can't promise you."

Hearing what I said, Wu Xiulian slumped on the mat. She tried her best to calm herself down, and then smiled reluctantly: "Brother Chunxi, will you go strolling around Houshan with me later?"

"Okay." I nodded and agreed.

In the follow-up time, Wu Xiulian and I stopped talking about those emotional matters. I talked about my life in Binjiang over the years, and she also talked about the reason for her divorce.

"What? You mean you never went to the hospital for an examination. Your in-laws decided that you can't have children?" I said in surprise.

"Well, I asked my husband to go for a checkup, but he just didn't agree, saying that I must be unable to give birth, and he must be fine." Wu Xiulian pouted.