To middle age

Seeing the youth leave, I smiled bitterly, feeling very uncomfortable in my heart.

In fact, the young people are right. They are all suffering from this disease. Basically, they are waiting for death. It depends on whether they can live for a few months or a few years.

"No. 7, Chen Nan, please go to the third consultation room!"

With the sound of a word, Liu Yun hurriedly got up and pulled me up: "Let's go, go to the third clinic. Doctor Qian is in the third clinic."

"Oh!" I hurriedly got up.

Soon, Liu Yun and Li Meifeng and I came to the door of the clinic. Then Liu Yun knocked on the door and the three of us walked in together.

Walking into the room, I saw a middle-aged man wearing a white coat and a mask.

This man is about fifty years old. He wears a pair of glasses and sits at a computer desk. If I guess correctly, this man is Doctor Qian, a well-known expert doctor.

"Chen Nan is you?" Doctor Qian looked at me.

"Yes, I am." I nodded hurriedly.

"Doctor Qian, this is Liu Yun, I called you before." Liu Yun said hurriedly.

"Yeah, take out the medical record book and the film taken by the hospital before." Doctor Qian nodded and continued.

Upon hearing this, I hurriedly took out the medical records and previous CT films.

Doctor Qian opened my medical record and looked at it, then took out the film and pasted it on a bright wall for a photo.

Following Dr. Qian's movements, my heartbeat accelerated a little.

"You were in the hospital in late April. This film was in May later. Why is there no tumor report for April in your medical record?" Doctor Qian frowned, his eyes narrowed, as if he could gain insight into people's hearts.

"Dr. Qian, he was hospitalized in a coma at that time and only woke up in May. Then he went to save people, fell from a dozen-storey building, and went to the hospital for an examination and found a tumor. The doctor said it was a malignant tumor. "Liu Yun explained.

"Doctor, am I a malignant tumor?" I rolled my throat and said hurriedly.

"Preliminary judgment, yes." Doctor Qian got up, and she pointed to the area of ​​the brain in the film: "Mr. Chen, you see, you are surrounded by dense blood vessels and a tumor. This is the film more than a month ago. I don’t know how big this tumor is now."

"This, this is really a malignant tumor?" I clenched and loosened my fists, not knowing what to do.

"Yes." Doctor Qian nodded, he looked at me up and down, and then continued: "Mr. Chen, do you have headaches, dizziness, and convulsions?"

When asked by Doctor Qian, Liu Yun and Li Meifeng looked at me together.

"No, no," I replied.

"This brain tumor, benign or malignant, will increase intracranial pressure, compress the brain tissue, and cause central nervous system damage. I still can’t tell. You can do a CT MRI now. If this is indeed a malignant tumor, And the size of the tumor is out of control, so you need to do the operation as soon as possible." Doctor Qian pushed the glasses on the bridge of the nose, he sat back at his desk, tapped on the computer several times, and then handed the social security card back to my hand. on.

Hearing that if it is a malignant tumor and the operation is not controlled, I almost slumped on the ground.

"Thank you Doctor Qian." Liu Yun said hurriedly.

"It's okay, after the inspection, come to me again." Doctor Qian responded.

When I walked out of the clinic, I found that my feet are not my own. After all, this sounds scary. My heart beats very fast. I feel that I can’t breathe smoothly. I even feel hypoxia in my brain, as if I can feel my brain. The tumor inside is pressing on my nerves.

"Brother Chen, what's the matter with you?" Li Meifeng felt I was walking staggering, and hurriedly supported me.

"Meifeng, help you, Brother Chen, and I'll rent a wheelchair." Liu Yun apparently found that something was wrong with me and hurried away.

"I, I can't walk anymore, help me over there." I pointed to a row of benches in the oncology hall and hurriedly said.

"Oh oh." Li Meifeng supported me, we came to the bench step by step, and then I sat down.

My legs were numb and I was sweating all over. I suddenly felt dizzy. When Dr. Qian asked me just now, I still didn't respond, but now my reaction is strong.

at this time!

"I said let me die, this time I won't have any more surgery!"

"My child, don't do this, this disease must be cured!"

"What else to treat? I came here to ask the doctor how long I can live, so you don't waste any more money, and you can give birth to a son now!"

"My boy, what nonsense are you talking about!"

"Little bastard, what are you talking to your mother!"

Under the continuous voice, I stared blankly at the three people who came out of a consulting room. One of them was the young man who had just spoken to me. This young man was in his early twenties and his parents were almost forty years old. At many years old, his mother kept crying. As for the young man's father, he held the young man tightly.

"You are still young, now when you are born in your sixties, your child will be about the same age as me, so just give up on me!" The young man continued, his eyes red.

"Little bastard, if you die, you will have to be cured. Your dad can still make money. You don't need to worry about money!" The young father said in a deep voice.

This family of three disappeared from my sight after a while. Seeing what happened to the young man, I felt a sorrow of death and death. For some reason, I seemed to have seen my ending, and I was withdrawing from the young man. .

It's just that young parents can still give birth, but as for my parents, they are in their 50s.

"Chen Nan, Chen Nan!"

"Brother Chen, don't scare me, Brother Chen!"

My body was swayed continuously, and I raised my eyes to look at Li Meifeng in front of me, but Liu Yun didn't know when he would be back, and a wheelchair appeared in front of me.

"Chen Nan, are you stupid, can't you hear me calling?" Liu Yun talked to each other, and Li Meifeng helped me into the wheelchair.

Soon, Liu Yun went to pay the fee, while Li Meifeng waited. Then Liu Yun finished paying the money and took me to the CT examination hall to wait.

Time passed by. This is the hospital. I suddenly found that my hearing was particularly amazing. Whenever there were crying, heart-piercing sounds, I heard very clearly.

"Chen Nan No. 35, CT Room No. 7!"

With a mechanical sound, I was pushed into a CT room.

"Take off the metal items, cell phones, belts, keys, etc., and the patient's family arranges to help the patient lie down." An examination doctor closed the door of the CT room and said afterwards.

Soon, I got up from the wheelchair, and then lay in the cold inspection instrument.

The whole person seemed to have entered the ice cellar. I couldn't help but feel goose bumps all over my body. Could it be that the air conditioner here is too cold.

Soon, I felt the machine start to move. It moved inch by inch, making my palms sweat.

God, don’t play with me anymore, I don’t want to die, I really don’t want to die, I want to give my parents the end of life, I want to find a woman I like to have a happy family, I really don’t want to die, please , Bless me, bless me that nothing can be done?