To middle age

"Chen Nan." Xiao Tingyu shouted softly, spitting fragrance.

Just when I was about to kiss her up, I suddenly woke up and took a few steps back busy.

The heartbeat was still fast, I looked at Xiao Tingyu lying on the bed, and didn't know what I was doing just now?

"What's wrong with you?" Xiao Tingyu sat up from the bed and looked at me in surprise.

"No, I can't do this." I said hurriedly.

Hearing what I said, Xiao Tingyu half-opened her mouth, and she looked at me incredulously: "Chen Nan, I know you like me, why can't we try to be together? The you just now are the real you!"

"No, we are not suitable, I don't like you!" I said nervously.

No, absolutely not, I can't do this with Xiao Tingyu for my own selfish desires, I can't do it!

When I separated from Xiao Tingyu for a certain distance, I was relatively calmer. Just now it was impulse, not love. I had no reason to develop with Xiao Tingyu because I felt that I was not ready to accept Xiao Tingyu.

"You! What did you say?" Xiao Tingyu looked at me in surprise.

"Really, we are not suitable." I continued.

"But you obviously thought about it just now!" Xiao Tingyu looked at me with a bit of resentment.

"That was impulse, I was impulsive." I said embarrassingly.

"But what happens when we are impulsive, isn't it good for us to be together? Besides, I like you so much, and I don't want to let you do anything?" Xiao Tingyu continued, she got off the bed and stood in front of me like this.

"Let's still be classmates, be friends, really can't be like this." I said.

At this time, it’s not that I really want to have that kind of relationship with Xiao Tingyu, but that if it happens, I have to be responsible. I don’t want to do something because of a moment of excitement or desire, and I will feel regret after doing something. Things, at least I can't do it.

"I knew you like Wu Lili!" Xiao Tingyu looked at me for nearly ten seconds, and then she said.

"What?" I frowned.

"What is good about Wu Lili, is she as beautiful as me? Is she taller? Do you like her as a small person?" Xiao Tingyu pouted, but she was a little angry: "Or because she is a little plumper than me, So you like her?"

"What are you talking about!" I became a little angry.

"Okay, you are not tempted by me." Xiao Tingyu said, she hurriedly walked out of the living room and then put on her shoes.

boom!

I heard the sound of closing the door all at once. If I heard it correctly, Xiao Tingyu must have gone away.

I sighed slightly. I didn't feel like it. It wasn't that Xiao Tingyu left my house, or that I was angry when she left my house. I was angry about this series of things.

I knew that Xiao Tingyu and I couldn't be friends. She just wanted to be with me, but I couldn't make it through the hurdle in my heart. I even thought that whether I bought that car or not was too public.

If I look like an ordinary person and don’t drive a BMW 7-series, would it be different, because at the class gathering, Xiao Tingyu saw my car and admired me, so he took the initiative to contact me, and continued right now.

No, should I drive a battery car to work to make people feel that I am a poor dick from the beginning to the end, and then fall in love with someone?

I suddenly felt that my logic was a bit absurd.

It is true that once the career gets better, there will be a lot of extra points in dating, but this is not the main reason, I guess the reason is still my own.

I didn't go out to chase Xiao Tingyu. I didn't see the pair of slippers that Xiao Tingyu left behind. It is estimated that she was really out of touch with me.

Taking a deep breath, I thought of Wu Lili.

Thinking of this, I called Wu Lili.

"Hello?" Wu Lili's voice came over from the phone.

"Wu Lili, it's me." I replied.

"I know it's you, what's the matter?" Wu Lili asked hurriedly.

"Lily, just now after you and Xiao Tingyu left, Xiao Tingyu asked me to have dinner together tonight." I confessed.

"Huh? What happened later?" Wu Lili was a little surprised.

I told Wu Lili the ins and outs of the matter, including the scene where Xiao Tingyu was angered, and I told Wu Lili.

"If you like Xiao Tingyu, it’s not impossible to be with her. Of course, if you don’t like her, it’s right to do this. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. At least let her know that you don’t feel about her. Be a friend or classmate." Wu Lili said every word.

"Aren't you angry?" I asked.

"It's nothing to be angry, we are not in love, I have something to be angry." Wu Lili smiled.

Hearing this, I smiled awkwardly: "Yes, shall we go to my alma mater tomorrow?"

Wu Lili paused, then said, "Chen Nan, I really want to ask you a question."

"Okay, you say." I said.

"Are you willing to fall in love with me?" Wu Lili asked.

Wu Lili's simple and direct remark made me a little surprised. I thought about it and said hurriedly: "Well, I think you are pretty good. If we are together, it is not impossible, but would you choose me? "

"Yes, it's just that my brother is in his sophomore year. I will at least wait for my brother to graduate before thinking about my marriage, and then I have to help her with her studies." Wu Lili explained.

"In other words, even if we are in love, will you at least make me wait for more than two years before marrying me?" I asked.

"Well, if you want, it's like this." Wu Lili responded.

Following Wu Lili's words, I hesitated. According to this calculation, it is estimated that Wu Lili and I will be married three years later. I want to have a baby. At that time, I was 35 or 6 years old.

I actually want to get married sooner and have a child earlier, but now, I feel that it is too far to get married.

"Lily, this is what I think. I want to be in love for about half a year, so I can get married early and have another child, so I feel at ease." I said.

"Is that so? But we are not in love yet, is it too early to talk about marriage?" Wu Lili hesitated for a moment, then said.

"It's probably because I was too anxious." I said embarrassedly.

"Tomorrow you come to my house to pick me up, and then talk about it, what do you think?" Wu Lili smiled.

"Yeah." I nodded and hung up the phone.

When I hung up the phone, my thoughts arose, thinking about what I would face if I fell in love with Wu Lili. Of course, it’s not clear about the relationship. Maybe Wu Lili would like to have a home besides taking care of her younger brother. She would Would you like to marry me sooner?