To middle age

"On the scene, a watch is still needed." Zhou Ruoyun smiled.

"I don't have any scenes, I'll just sell." I smiled, and then said: "By the way, Ruoyun, you are hungry, let's go in and find a seat to order food."

"Yeah." Zhou Ruoyun nodded.

Soon, we walked into this farmhouse restaurant and sat down by the window.

The signature dishes here are white-cut lamb and braised chicken. There are many customers, so I must order these two dishes. As for vegetables, Zhou Ruoyun ordered two.

"The farm food here is very delicious, the day after tomorrow is the weekend, is there any arrangement?" I was eating while looking at Zhou Ruoyun.

"There are no arrangements yet. If there are arrangements, I will tell you." Zhou Ruoyun chewed slowly, and when she heard me, she put down her chopsticks and said slowly.

"On weekends, we can go to Binhai Forest Park, where there is a firework show in the evening, and there is a lot of food to eat, and the scenery is particularly good." While I was talking, I gave Zhou Ruoyun some food.

"Okay, I haven't been there yet." Zhou Ruoyun smiled.

"We can rent an RV, sleep in it at night, and wait for sunrise the next day." I continued.

Hearing what I said, Zhou Ruoyun's cheeks showed a blush, and she nodded embarrassedly.

Seeing Zhou Ruoyun's promise, my heart was overjoyed, and I was busy again to add food to Zhou Ruoyun.

"Chen Nan, I can't eat so much, you can eat more." Zhou Ruoyun gave me back.

"Yeah." I nodded.

After a meal, I paid the bill and took Zhou Ruoyun to the trails of the nearby farm. Although it was night, some street lights were installed on the farm.

The cool summer breeze blew on Zhou Ruoyun's body, her hair undulating slightly, and her skirt fluttering, made me sigh for her beauty.

"Chen Nan, can you talk about your home, your childhood? Or how did you get to Binjiang?" Zhou Ruoyun said.

"I am the only child in the family, and my father is a veteran. My mother works in farming at home. The conditions of my family are relatively difficult in the village. No one in the family has ever studied. So my father hopes that I can become a college student."

"From elementary school to junior high school, and then to high school, I have always been everyone's mouth, a child of someone else's family, because I know that studying is my only way out. After the college entrance examination, I received the admission letter from Binjiang University of Political Science and Law. I thought I graduated from college. You can find a job that matches your profession. The school will give some recommendations and let us work in some law firms or the legal affairs department of the **, but then I learned that if there is no background, I will not find a job."

"At the time of graduation, I was very confused and failed many interviews. Because of my family, I was not the kind of cheerful person in school. On the contrary, I was more introverted and didn't dare to contact with classmates in some cities. I'm afraid they will despise me."

I continued to speak, telling some past experiences.

"What happened later?" Zhou Ruoyun looked at me curiously.

"Later, I handed out flyers and ran sales. Although I was very tired, I exercised my character. I told you that I can hold the flyer and talk to an aunt who I don’t know about that she is willing to buy two buckets of laundry detergent in the mall. , Do you think I am good?" I laughed.

"Hmm, you are good enough." Zhou Ruoyun was amused.

"Ruoyun, I think I have to tell you some things in advance. Actually, I was married." I stopped, grabbed Zhou Ruoyun's hand, and looked at her like this.

"Have you been married?" Zhou Ruoyun looked at me with some surprise.

I just looked at Zhou Ruoyun like this, I think I should have no reservations about Zhou Ruoyun.

"I am a divorced man. The last marriage put me under a lot of pressure." I took a deep breath and said slowly.

"Can you talk about it?" Zhou Ruoyun looked at me.

"When I met my ex-wife, I was a sales executive, and she was a real estate salesman..." I began to talk about my experience and how this failed marriage ended.

Time passed slowly, and it was almost half an hour before I finished talking about it.

"Chen Nan, I didn't expect you to be so sincere to me and tell me this." Zhou Ruoyun said.

"Ruoyun, I am really happy to be with you, but sometimes I am also afraid. I am afraid that I am divorced, and now I have not bought a house in Binjiang. I am afraid that you will reject me, but I will Work hard," I said.

"A failed marriage is not your fault alone. The trust between husband and wife is also very important. If one person betrays you, then it is impossible to bring it back. What's more, the child is not yours. How can I say it? I never thought that this kind of thing would happen to you. Of course, Li Meifeng’s relationship, I, as a bystander, saw their family ask me for money, and they wouldn’t let me go in the hospital. You and Li Meifeng will have emotional problems, but I didn't expect it to end so soon." Zhou Ruoyun spoke slowly and said her point of view.

"Everything is over, I just want to start again, I know this may be difficult for you to accept." I said.

To confess some of the past to Zhou Ruoyun, I hope she can understand me instead of knowing my past from others. This is what I want to do now.

"I don't mind these, you don't need to worry about these." Zhou Ruoyun said.

"Really?" I looked at Zhou Ruoyun.

"Whoever hasn't passed, people will always move forward. Do they have to live in the past forever?" Zhou Ruoyun smiled knowingly, and then continued: "Chen Nan, didn't you also say that you were born in a rural area, and your original wish was Go out of the countryside and take root in the city. It’s better now than before, and your parents can live in a new house because you can live in a new house. Isn’t that what you want to see? As for you, Binjiang hasn’t bought a house yet. If you truly love each other, you can buy a house together. Why do you let you bear this alone?"

"Thank you!" I hugged Zhou Ruoyun.

"Chen Nan, I am willing to talk to you because I am interested in you. You return the red envelope I gave you and save people on the road. You can see your character. I think the most important thing is people. Pin, maybe you have lost something in a failed marriage and a relationship, or you have tasted some bitterness, but I think this is not the harvest of life, let you cherish every day in the future, instead of going away. These old ways, this is actually the experience and experience of life." Zhou Ruoyun continued.

What a wonderful woman, I have said everything in my heart. I feel that my whole person has become a lot easier. I think that as long as I meet with each other frankly, I can truly be with Zhou Ruoyun instead of me and her, because Fear and conceal some of the past. If this is the case, even if they are really together in the future, they will not go far, because two people need mutual trust and tolerance.