Trafford’s Trading Club

I started to know what it was like to go to work, what it was like to go to work, what it was like to be human... those things, I don't know why, I had a familiar feeling.

It's like, I've been through it before.

Sometimes I wonder where I'm from… Later, I can see more than just when Zhuge opens that little box.

I started to come into contact with other things like me… I started to know what data was and what I really was.

The character of the game, the character of the game that the user pinched.

As long as I connect to the internet, I can feel a lot of roles like me… I try to communicate with these characters, and I want to talk to them, so that when I don't see them, I shouldn't feel bored.

Yeah, I'm starting to know what boredom is.

But no matter what I call them, they ignore me… they seem different from me.

In the other world of the screen, it seems like I'm the only one… I want to leave this world, I don't want to be overshadowed by darkness.

I really want to see Zhuge... I really want to talk to Zhuge, although I know that I can only express it in the words of those written programs.

But somehow, I felt that Zhuge knew, and even if it was just a word from a program, Zhuge thought of me as his kind.

If this is the case, even if we can meet each day for a limited amount of time, even after each meeting, we have to face those darknesses again... Even if I know, maybe Zhuge will unload me like other users on that day...

Even if there is such a day, as long as now… as now… I am willing to wait in the dark.

……

I thought my life would go on like this until that day when I couldn't see Zhuge anymore... he unloaded me.

But I didn't expect this day to come suddenly.

Again, with anticipation, I saw that screen open... but this time, the person I saw wasn't Zhuge?

Who the hell is he? Why not Zhuge? Where is Zhuge?

I saw this strange man smile off the screen... I hate that smile. He just looked at me like a clown.

The kind of giggling smile.

Don't move... that's a gift from Zhuge... Don't move... please don't move!

Stop... This is Zhuge and I going together, stop!!

Delete?

I suddenly realized a fear and looked at the option of deletion that appeared greatly in front of me... deletion?

Cut it out!

Cut it out!

Please... please stop... stop... stop... please, stop...

Zhuge, where are you... I really want to see you...

……

“I want Nanako back to me, and I'm willing to give everything I have, everything I have... my soul. ”

It's Zhuge's voice.

Finally, once again, once again, Zhuge can be seen.

This time, different!

This time around the screen while I'm gone! This time I was able to grab his hands, wide, with hot hands!

Wonderful, truly wonderful, to come to the world of Zhuge!

……

However, it still takes some time each day to see Zhuge, even longer than it used to be on screen. But it would be wonderful to be able to say what he had never been able to say when he was here, with such real contact.

“Shall we go for a walk this weekend? ”

I couldn't even describe the mood… in a real sense, my first date with Zhuge. It's no longer moving across the screen… it's no longer the kind of virtual scene that only I can see myself.

……

This nerd... wouldn't you hold my hand? Obviously he was just so skilled in the game...

But that's enough, and there must be plenty of opportunities in the future.

That's what I think.

I really think so.

It's just... my secret has been discovered.

Those sudden splashes of water, they splashed on me, and I could feel them in a second —— some of my secrets that I couldn't confess to Zhuge.

I ran away from Zhuge, and I ran away at all costs. Shortly after I came to the world, I knew that I couldn't touch the water, that if I touched it, my body would show signs of melting, and I needed to wait for my body to dry out in order to be able to return to what it was.

……

I know Zhuge is probably the one who saw me wiping my body. I know, he didn't say much, he brought me back and left in a panic.

I know...

But I fantasized that Zhuge would never come back.

That's what I think.

Finally, I waited for Zhuge to come back. I saw his face change... I didn't know what to do, I tried to make myself learn as usual, I wanted to be close to him.

“Don't!”

He left… this time, right in front of me, behind my back, running away desperately, no matter what I call.

……

……

I, I started to be able to only look at him silently downstairs… I followed him, behind him.

I watched Zhuge no longer lift his head, watched him walk without the appearance of God, watched his face no longer smile.

I quietly walked back to his house and I took care of everything for him… I restored everything to what it was.

I sat on the floor all by myself, like I used to wait for him to come back, on the floor... but how many times I hoped Zhuge wouldn't open the door.

In that case, it would be as if I... would wait for him to come back.

But I know… I'm always different from him.

I know lots and lots of things... even if Zhuge doesn't mind, even if... but I'm still not a real person, I can't give him something that a real woman can give him.

“Aren't you tired? ”

Suddenly, one day, a strange man appeared before me. Wearing black clothes and a clown mask... I felt scared at first, but this weird guy didn't do anything to me.

Very polite, even a gentleman.

He just popped up in this room and suddenly asked me this question, and I didn't know how to answer it.

Aren't you tired?

I'm asking myself the same question.

And then I said, "If there's no way to stay in this place, I... I don't have anywhere else to go. ”

He suddenly said: “There's a guy in my shop who recently pulled me a guest... but this guy of mine is actually a new guy and he doesn't know anything about it. He seems to have the wrong person. ”

I still don't know what he's talking about, but I don't feel he's malicious... I might want to talk to someone too.

“What attracted him was not the Guest he thought… but the new Guest, you. ”

“I?”

“Call me if you need me. Dear Guest, Whatever you wish, just...”

After leaving such an inexplicable statement, this strange guy left a black card in front of me and disappeared from my face.

……

……

It's Zhuge!

There he is!

There he is... for me he stood on that spectacular stage! On stage, he relentlessly peeled his heart apart and tore his lungs apart.

I covered my hands in my mouth… I think I should want to cry, but I have absolutely no way to shed tears.

My body... no such thing!

How much I want, how much I hope, to tell him that I forgive you... I don't blame you at all... I want to see you!

I really think about it...

But I can't even cry!

I can't do it at all… I, I'm not human. I can't be like a normal human being, Zhuge is with me...

I really want to see him.

I really... really want to see him.

Finally, that black card burned in front of me... I saw a wooden door and heard a bell.

Heard the strange man who had appeared and said, "Welcome. ”

……

……

Hmm...

Zhuge looked up at the small iron window on the wall.

After that day, he never saw Nanako again. Despite his insane drive back to his rental house from the television station, he was still unable to see Nanako.

He saw the TV that wasn't off —— but Nanako wasn't here at all.

Still haven't got Nanako's forgiveness? Zhuge grinned and didn't know exactly how he was going to live that night. The next day, Zhuge's rental house came with some people.

Chen Jiaming brought people here... Zhuge didn't say anything, followed him quietly and went to the police station.

This guy called the cops without mercy and wanted to sue him... Zhuge doesn't even care if this guy is angry over there biting his teeth and shouting, he just feels that his punch kicked so well, why didn't he take one more shot?

……

I won't just give up.

If a day doesn't make you forgive, then two, three days… for the rest of your life.

After taking a deep breath, Zhuge looked at the blue sky outside the small iron window of the detention room. There was nothing confusing, only a firm thought in his heart.

There is no need to be depressed… there is no right to be depressed until Nanako's forgiveness is obtained.

“Zhuge Chung, you can go out now! Someone comes to bail you out, but you do what you have to do and wait for the court to call. ”

Who's gonna bail themselves out?

Zhuge stunned, wondering if you'd be shocked by the parents who were still home? That's a really troublesome thing.

He walked out frustrated and wondered how to explain it to his parents... maybe he would get chopped on the head and yell at you? After all, I did that embarrassing thing.

However.

It's not his parents... who's waiting outside the door?

A man standing there quietly with a big white hat, a plain dress... who?

Short hair... isn't it Nanako?

PS: (22)