Trafford’s Trading Club

“We didn't find this man called Promise of Heart. ”

“Please find out, the 03rd, and then go to the market from you to experiment with the three high reading. Xu Xin, can you check again? ”

“I'm sorry, sir, but we've checked the student registration data, and there's really no such thing as a man of wisdom. Are you mistaken? ”

“Impossible. I did find promising information in our school, and the label came from you. ”

Early in the morning, Xue drove to the high school where Xu Xin had originally studied, which he had found out from the class director.

“Really not. Sorry, this gentleman, we can't help you... If nothing happens, I still have work to do here, see if...”

Xue left the high school faculty office helplessly and walked out of its doors in disillusionment.

He still can't understand the end of the matter. Why do all classmates, even the class director, know that Xu Jiayi and Xu Xin are two people... he is the only one.

He's the only one who's here, and he's the same person?

Xue sitting in the driver's seat of his car, hadn't started for a long time, and his head was as confused as paste - he thought it was over after that business trip.

He enjoyed that journey at the sight of one of his dreams for 11 years… he felt that everything was complete - even if this green love could not reach its end, the one in the mall, to recover some time's kiss, was enough.

Xue bit his teeth and took out his cell phone. He asked the old squad leader for Xu Jiayi's contact details... Perhaps if he contacted her again, he would know something.

But he hesitated for some time to find out if he wanted to call.

... Let's take a look at her FACEBOOK first - so that Xue finally opens the personal page where Xu Jia Yi Di is recorded.

The first page, the first photograph, a woman standing on a coastline with a protective yellow helmet —— the outline of this woman's face resembles what he remembers as a good idea -- what she doesn't want to see is her short hair, and she's fat.

Totally, fundamentally, it wasn't Xu Jiayi he met at the hotel on his business trip... and this photo is exactly the first day of his business trip.

Xue a photograph flips down… from holding her own child to her wedding photograph of her and her boyfriend… a photograph of her life when she went to college abroad.

Little by little, this woman, who had become a mother, gradually turned back to Xu Jiayi's appearance in Xue u's memory —— the way she was in high school.

“I… who exactly did I meet?” Xue lay on the steering wheel for a long time.

Eventually, he mustered the courage to make a direct call to the international long distance.

“Hi! who-are-you? ”

“Is that... Xu Jiayi? ”

“Ah, I am, you are...” There was a woman's confusion.

“It's me, I'm Xue. ”

“Ah! Xue ah! It's been a long time! ”

The woman on the phone laughed and said, "Well, congratulations. I hear you're getting married. The squad leader called me the other day. Um... I'm so sorry, I can't walk away from my job and attend your wedding. ”

Very polite, very accommodating, very formal answers.

That feeling of alienation almost gave Xue a cold feeling.

“Nothing, you're married and have children, and I haven't blessed you.” Xue responded raw and hard.

“Xue I 'm sorry, I'm busy here.” The woman hurried, “I'm sorry, keep in touch, okay? If you get a chance to go home, get together again, okay? ”

Doo--!!

……

Xue went home and stayed alone all afternoon until it was completely dark.

He didn't turn on the lights, he just turned on the TV, he didn't turn the stage on, he just looked at the picture and flashed it frame by frame, but he never kept his memory.

He didn't even know what he was seeing, and the whole brain was thinking about it in the second half of the senior year.

When Wan Zishan returned from work, he turned on the light and saw Xue sitting on the sofa alone watching TV as if he had no focal length.

She opened her mouth and gently lowered her things. She detoured the back of the sofa, pressed her hands against Xue s shoulder and gently kneaded her head for a while before lowering her head: “Well, is this strong enough? ”

Xue reaches out and claps her hand, turns to kneel on the couch, hugs Wanzishan, not a word.

“Tired today? ”

“I'm not at work today. ”

“Well... something on your mind? ”

“Don't ask, just let me hold it like this... so I can feel the truth.” Xue spoke softly.

Wan Zishan smiled gently and held his head slowly.

They held each other for a long time, and then Xue fell asleep and slept on the couch.

……

During the day Xue some headaches woke up and found himself covered with a blanket. Wan Zishan has already gone to work, just left a rich breakfast on the table with a note.

Remember to eat breakfast, you didn't even eat last night. I took a leave of absence from the company and said that you were uncomfortable. If you were tired, take a rest day.

Xue sat down and asked himself what was bothering him, silently eating the food in front of him.

He finds that it's been four or five years since he ate this woman's breakfast. But he feels like he's staying here at this time, with an unprecedented sense of guilt, embarrassment, pain... uncomfortable.

He decided to take a walk down the street.

……

Unconsciously, he went downstairs to Xu Jiayi, standing here staring at the empty suite for a long, long time.

Then he turned around silently, not knowing where he was going, and walked like that… on the path he and the girl had taken for the entire semester.

Back then.

“Wow, street planes, I'm gonna play Street Hopper! Humph!!” She said, waving her little fist.

Are you a girl...

“Hmm... this iced sugar gourd is not good, I won't buy it again!” She gambled.

I ate the third one...

“Xue, do you think we should adopt a kitten? Build a cabin here and feed it every day after school?” She was curious for a moment.

Who's going to shovel...

“Xue, would you like to buy me a piece of cake? ”

The first time you spoke to me on your own initiative.

Xue stopped and walked to the wedding dress store unconsciously, looking across the street... the guardrails surrounded by the great banyan tree had not been torn.

The sky is still gloomy, seems to want to rain, it's almost 6: 00 PM... just walked for half a day.

“Turns out, it hasn't been cut yet..." Xue looked at the wishing tree across the street, almost invisible to the previous shadow, only lonely few yellow leaves and dead leaves, rarely and negligently hung on the blackened branch.

Xue suddenly there is an unspeakable pain.

He suddenly ran across the street, ignoring the surprise of the passers-by, and began to warp a few tiles under the tree, digging out the dirt and digging out an ultimatum buried here again.

He patted the dirt on the box, opened it again, looked at the ultimatum, and ran wildly down the long street.

Xu Jiayi, I want to be with you forever!

- Xu Jiayi, what college are you going to take... that college? That's a good score, but I'll try! I must have taken the test!

I just want to know... who you were once with me.

I don't... I don't even know who I've loved so much... I don't want to, I won't be able to remember you in the future when I'm old.

……

Tinker Bell...!

The doorbell rang, Xue pushed the old door hard and stood breathlessly in the lobby… this time, it seemed to find the place faster.

The owner of the club seemed a little surprised, slowly dropping the book he was looking at and looking up: "Guest, is there something wrong? ”

Xue shook his head, adjusted his breath, and walked towards Mr. Lo… If everyone didn't know the answer, then the owner in front of him must know.

If no one can give him the answer, then the mysterious owner in front of him can.

“What you arranged for me to see wasn't really a goodwill, was it? ”

"Guest, this doesn't seem very important. Because your request is to see that first love girl again, isn't it? ”

“I just want to know the answer.” Xue: 21362; "The real answer! ”

Luo Qiu thought for a while and stood up and walked to Xue 's face... which made Xue take a slight step back.

Lochu stopped and instead of staying close, he said softly: "So are you going to buy this answer this time? ”

Looking at Xue as if he had stopped, Lochu said softly: “I remember the Guest saying that he was reluctant to remove anything that would destroy your future and your wife for this matter. So whether it's your life, your health, any kind of emotion, you don't think it's something you're selling us, do you? ”

See Xue still silent, Boss Lo continued softly: “So would you like to break your previous decision in order to know the answer? For an answer from the past, and for your future… how would you choose? ”

It's a tough, painful choice.

Equally, put the girl and Wanzishan in front of him and let him choose only one of them.

So hard.

He held onto the box with the ultimatum in his hand and took a deep breath: “I still have something to sell without affecting the future… Happy memories of my childhood, I don't believe it's just to change the answer, it's not enough! ”

“Doesn't it feel too bad to lose all the joy of childhood and never remember it again?” Boss Lo asked curiously.

Xue ghost: “Happy memories can be recreated… I believe I will be able to. I just don't want to know that answer forever. If I don't know... I can't face Zishan anymore. ”

“Socialists, very good at calculating.” Boss Lo smiled a little, "so... the contract was reached. Guest, please give it to me. ”

“With you…”

Xue hasn't finished his words, so he stopped to say what he wanted... because he's not in the store anymore, but on the street.

“Here is…” Xue looked stunned at everything along the way, "How did you bring me here? ”

Wedding store... wishing tree... under the tree.

“Here's the answer the Guest wants.” Boss Lo pointed to the wishlist tree, "please press your hand on it and I will let you know the answer. ”

Xue couldn't believe the boss's words. He slowly, slowly, placed his hands on the trunk of this already fallen tree.

Please give me the answer.