Trafford’s Trading Club

Forget that this is the first disappointment… In my memory, like this sudden surge of hearts and heartbeat acceleration has happened several times, albeit with disappointing results.

After "suicide," the character automatically returned to the city's resurrection point, and the loss of such death meant nothing to her.

She chose to go underground.

She stared at the screen for a while and lay directly on the table... for a while, she was still lying down, but reached out and opened the drawer.

Arms and palms tremble slowly with objects that allow her to pull out of this loss and pain in a short time.

It's a fine knife.

She held the knife in her right hand, then pulled the rest of her left arm apart little by little and pressed the cold blade against the skin of her arm - an almost empty skin, if the elongated scars on it could be erased.

Always like this... one night after that person left, she found this splitting pain that could relieve her slightly.

Her eyes began to faint, and the sharp blade began to pull a small mouth obliquely over the pale skin, and the blood began to spread along the edge of the blade towards both sides.

But she couldn't go on, and the pleasure of that behavior disappeared because of the sudden knocking outside the room. She heard the voice of another man - a man she hated but could not leave.

“Zoe, the maid says you're not eating again, are you? Zoe, did you hear me? Answer me!"

She looked silently at the door of the room and subconsciously walked to the door.

“Zoe? Say something!”

“Don't you want to see me so badly? Don't you know if the door is locked?” She... gently covered the wound on her arm and quickly pulled down her sleeve.

“I'll let the maid heat you up some food, remember to eat.” After a moment of silence, the man spoke peacefully.

But as the man was about to turn around and leave, the door of the room was suddenly opened, and the little softie behind him was angry at him: "Langkai! Are you so reluctant to see me? ”

Her voice rang almost the entire floor, and the maid downstairs, cleaning, heard her, rushed away and quickly pulled open the glass window door in the living room and walked into the garden outside.

Langkay stopped here, then slowly turned around and her pupils contracted slightly.

Little Soft smiled. At this time, she opened her hair little by little. On her left face, she pulled it down from the corner of her eye, until the scar on her jaw was like a centipede, and climbed onto this exquisite face. "Do you dare look again? ”

Lan Kai sighed heavily and sighed heavily. His gaze glanced at the past and said softly: “If you want, these injuries can be fixed at any time. Now the plastic surgery skills are good and will soon be the same as before. ”

Little Soft looked at Langkai, smiling coldly, shaking his head as he retreated back into the room, like a ghost, a pale look under the dot of the scar on his face, this smile was so cold.

She bit the words: “I won't let it go, I want you to remember forever, remember how you treated me... forever, ever! ”

Until the door of the room was closed, Langkai held his forehead with one hand and gasped, leaning against the wall.

After a long time, Langkai seemed to recover some strength and slowly walked down the stairs. At this time, the maid outside the yard peered quietly and hurriedly opened the window door and walked in, “Sir...”

The servant stopped talking.

Lan Kai shook his head and waved his hand, “Bring some food up, eat or leave it. ”

“I get it.” The maid sighed and silently took the kitchen.

Langkai took a bottle of wine and went to the study on his own... sometimes he really didn't want to come back to this cold, cold place.

……

……

Chishou silently watched Xiaobao for a while, the flash here at the resurrection point flashed a few times, some rushed away, others went underground.

Just when Chiu Xiu was going to say something, Bao suddenly said: “Forget it, I won't say it. Boss, are you still doing your job or not? If you don't, I'm offline! I haven't been home for days. I want to go back tonight. ”

Chishou nodded silently and said softly: "Okay. ”

Before he went offline, Bao said, “What if you can't forget? ”

Qianxiu was stunned and Bao disappeared.

He looked up at the sky, which was more real than real, and the world in the sun was quiet orange and red, and finally understood why he wanted to come here.

Because I can't forget, but I can't see... I can't.

To escape into this world, you don't have to suppress this insane and indelible thought - because if you go between two different worlds, you know for yourself, there's no chance of ever seeing each other again.

Find something to do, the more trivial, the more troublesome things are the best, when you are too busy not thinking...

Chishou remembered his own plan to rebuild a weapon.

Only last time, because it broke the relationship that other humans than myself had come to the game, there was still very little material left to collect, so hurried back.

Since then, he has been in a state of slump - because he is afraid to kill a living person and because of a fear.

Unexpectedly, he met Bao, who had been with him for some time, and had not continued to build weapons.

……

On the way to the novice village material collection place, Chishou felt like he was missing something... a guy who was missing a lot of chatter but was always able to keep himself from hating.

But there was very little material left in the manufacture of weapons. This has only come again, and it took more than an hour, and the collection has been completed successfully.

Chishou is suddenly a little tired of this day of killing monsters… this has always been a high intensity of killing life, although it has always been exciting, but once stopped, an unprecedented fatigue can quickly make people extremely tired.

He doesn't want to do anything at the moment, he just wants to lie down, if he can sleep - but it's obviously not possible in this wild place.

He's already died once, and two more times means Chishou will disappear from the world.

He asked himself why he had to live, perhaps ending directly was the best option.

He had also acted like this, just couldn't overcome the fear of death at the end, like suddenly waking up in a nightmare, freezing, breathing heavily, heartbeat, shaking... finally didn't have the courage to step out of that last step.

“Mr. Knight over there, would you mind walking away? You may have stepped where the golden earthworms I was going to catch were hidden. ”

Thousand Xiu was stunned, and the guy who was standing on his side gauging at him... very low level, level four, a magician who was just weak.

The white board magician's robe that is worn or the most basic beginner's number... has been open for so long, and is there such a low-grade number?

If you're new, you usually choose a new server. How can you deliberately come to a service area like this for some time... Is it someone else's trumpet?

LQ... The ID of this magician.

This LQ master is indeed squatting on the ground with a little shovel in his hand and a basket next to him. He squatted on wet muddy land like this, and it doesn't look dirty... he is indeed digging earthworms.

Thousands of repairs consciously measured the surrounding environment… I didn't know I had reached the edge of the lake. He was just trying to find a place where nobody could stay.

This quiet environment feels good.

Perhaps because this trumpet is only Grade 4, it's like a little monster or two for Chishou. Even if he lets him attack a few dozen times, he can't break his gear defense. Chishou suddenly asks: “What are you doing catching earthworms? ”

LQ said, "Fishing, fishing is naturally bait, isn't it? ”

Thousands of times, the answer was very normal, but suddenly he had the balls to ask himself a very superfluous question, “Are you going to practice your life career? ”

LQ stood up and said, "I don't have this plan at the moment, just to do a job. I hear you need these golden earthworms. I don't spend much time playing, so I don't finish a mission. Besides, I don't know how long I can play this game. ”

Chin shrugged his eyebrows, “You're not fishing for King Golden Carp, are you? ”

“Yeah, is there a problem? ”

Chishou helplessly said: “What a lucky guy, how many people want to do this task can't find it. Instead, you don't have much fun, but you do. The official announcement of the Golden Carp King's mission said that the only one randomly appeared in all service areas, and that the rewards received were the only ones limited, and would not appear in the prize pool in the future... Are you lucky? ”

"So that's why it's so hard," said LQ. "Looks like I ran into it. It's kind of a waste. ”

Chishou shook his head: “It's more than a waste, it's a violent object. ”

System: Player LQ offered you a temporary team and shared the task 'Golden Carp King’, do you accept it?

Chishou was surprised: "What are you doing? ”

LQ said, "As I said, I may not be playing very long, but since I have such a mission here, it's a waste of nature. How many players do you say you want to meet, including yourself? I just enjoy the fun of doing the job, spending time, rewarding something that doesn't work for me... or what? You help me catch earthworms, finish it together, and the reward is yours? ”

Chishou has an instinctive resistance to this kind of goodwill… he does not believe that such pies will fall.

He shook his head: "No, the task is yours. The reward is yours, too. I won't rob it. ”

LQ didn't ask for it either, just nodded and canceled this temporary invitation... it made Chishou feel weird from being kind and quick.

Thousands of repairs feel like this guy is very far away from himself... far more than the distance between the screen and the world.

LQ is on his way to Thousand Fixes.

Besides Bao, Chishou subconsciously rejects this proactive approach of other guys. He took a quick two steps back, always at a certain distance from each other.

But the Master of Fishing trumpet didn't say anything, he just crouched down in a position where Thousand Repairs had stood and continued to dig the dirt on the ground with a shovel, and seemed happy.

“Well, there's one here, too. ”

An earthworm with a faint golden glow was drilled out of the excavated soil and sent into a basket. LQ then shook the basket with his hands and walked straight towards the wooden bridge that extended out to the lake.

Remove the rod, reach out and grab the golden earthworm in the basket, leave it on the hook and throw it, and sit quietly at the end of the bridge.

Chiu Xiu found something wrong at this time...

This magician trumpet has a lot of movement that looks very natural and naturally seems to have no extra restrictions.

Even though he doesn't have a lot of expression, at least there are some minor physical movements - like Baby's - that don't appear in front of him.

Is this little magistrate of the fourth level also...

Thousands of repairs consciously pressed their hands against their blade handles and held them tight, but quickly relaxed again.

Last time, it was also outdated because the guy's behavior completely crossed his moral threshold, making him angry so he couldn't help it... and this, just fishing, didn't do anything at all.

He had absolutely no position to attack each other, even if they were himself.

Besides - this place doesn't allow any PK, this is a complete safety zone.

I probably won't be playing this game long enough.

When I think about what they said, I think it's because there's a certain death limit, and after that, the relationship disappears, right?

So, if he has this in mind, does this guy think the same thing in his mind... after all, if he really is the same type of person, he should also notice his physical movements.

Thousands of frowns were frowned upon, and in fact, he never came across anything like it again except the last time the guy was killed —— which, of course, had nothing to do with him trying to avoid and hide himself.

Chishou walked to the bridge, came to the little magician, stood and looked at the lake, and it seemed like it would quiet down in a moment. The water vapor gathered in the center of the small lake appeared dull, and after a thousand repairs, a bottle of wine was removed and sat down.

The fish mark on the lake sank, shaking the ripples of the circle, the little magician pulled up the rod and saw that the bait on the hook had disappeared. A fish can't hold it either, but it's obviously not the king of golden carp that needs to be caught.

Chiu Xiu looked at it like this and found that the little magician simply laughed and didn't mean anything to lose. He loaded the bait again and threw it again.

Qianxiu Leng Buddhist tunnel: “Taigang Kang fishing, wish to be hooked. Am I the one who got hooked when I got here? ”

LQ turns around, "I don't fish, I fish. ”

Chishou shook his head: “This way you can't catch anything, it's not voluntary, you can't hook it. ”

LQ said, "Didn't you say the Carp King likes these earthworms? If you like it, you'll hook it up. ”

Chishou still shook his head: “But it's also quite smart enough to suppress the urge to eat, if you know it's dangerous. Besides, beneath the lake, it has too many options. There is absolutely no need to put yourself in danger for temptation. ”

LQ laughed and continued to look at the immovable lake, "Well, you have to try, after all, this is the latest piece of information I've found so far. ”

After a sip, Chishou lay down and looked at the sky, "No one can fly a moth. ”

"How did that idiom come about," said LQ. ”

Chishou turned around, pillow on his arm, closed his eyes, and said softly: “Who knows... or, in fact, nobody has really tried it, so think about it. ”

LQ said, "Well... but I still want to try it, otherwise catching earthworms will be wasted. ”

Chishou said softly: “Whatever you want, it's just you and me who are disappointed. ”

Quiet, quiet, Chishou is a little tired and seems to have forgotten everything.

The LQ magician used up the last piece of bait as well, but he still didn't catch the Golden Carp King. He laughed, "Come back tomorrow. ”

I must have fallen asleep.

The little magician took the basket and slowly left.

……

Perhaps a little chilly, even if he fell asleep, Chishou instinctively wrapped himself around his body.

He had a dream in which he became a moth, wrapped around fire, and didn't flutter.