Transcending the Nine Heavens

“I don't know what to do, really.” Wu Qian Qian whispered: “Someone who wants to love at all costs, but falls in love with others at all costs... this is an inexplicable situation. But if she is forced to execute her engagement, the end result will never be satisfactory, maybe two people for a lifetime of pain, maybe three for a lifetime of pain, but if you let her go, or if you're the only one in pain. ”

“For the people you love, in order to be able to be together you have already given everything, even if it would be okay to give a little more..." Wu Qian said: "… for the people you love, even if it is unfair, even if it is uncomfortable, let go by the day you let go. Just for the man you love! ”

She raised her head and looked at the man in red. "This is the word of the younger generation. The older generation laughed. I don't know if you are satisfied or dissatisfied. ”

The man in red sighed in a dark voice and remained silent for a long time, slowly turning his back and not letting four people see the look on his face. Mumbling seemed to sigh like a sigh: “Pass the customs! ”

After hearing this sound, Chu Yang four people did not feel happy. Instead, they felt very uncomfortable.

Thinking of the many spirits that Uchian Qian secretly gave back then, thinking about the despair and helplessness that the Red Man sacrificed everything he wanted to get but eventually had to let go of his own initiative...

Everyone feels an indescribable sourness in their hearts. It has been difficult to calm down for a long time. There is no joy or pleasure at all.

The red gate, which had previously been closed, opened and revealed a sparkling path, winding all the way to the distance.

The Red Man always turned his back on them and never looked back, but his figure was slowly fading and fading away.

Four people walked on that trail, took a few steps, Chuyang finally turned around and asked: “Don't you dare ask me... how did you choose it yourself? ”

This is undoubtedly a question shared by the four of us, and if we do not ask at this moment, we will not forget it for the rest of our lives.

The red man said with a low voice: "She has never been sorry for me. From the beginning, Xiu Xiu always thought that being with me was the most relaxing, relaxing, comforting moment, and the most unnecessary moment, so from the beginning, she positioned me as her father, or as if I were her own brother... but never thought of me as her lover, that's all. ”

His figure slowly became faint, which would have become almost invisible. The whole shadow was tranced, and his voice fluttered with it. His voice was almost inaudible: “In the end… I had one more sister; but I was also lonely for the rest of my life… After that day, until now, I never saw her again… one side. ”

“None of these things I've done… have let her know. If she chooses me, I may let her know what I have done to make her understand my feelings for her… to deepen our feelings. But since she didn't choose me, I didn't want her to know what I was doing, and that would be too much of a burden on her. ”

“I don't want her to be so overburdened… she's happy. ”

The last sentence and a half were accompanied by a smile. It was as fine as a thread came: “Heh... deep down... no grievances...”

Voice is still haunting here, but the figure of the redcoat persists in making the fog disappear.

However, the cold and deep feelings contained in his last few sentences have become intense emotions that persist in the heavens and the earth.

Everyone was sighing and feeling heavier.

Eventually, one more sister.

Sister... how can there be more? It must have been that he became his lover, dissolved each other's engagement, and even more so recognized that he had become a sister, thus cutting off his own mind.

More importantly, let the person she loves, let go of the shackles of her heart, can go wholeheartedly and relaxed in pursuit of the happiness she wants for her life, and be happy.

And himself?

Deep down, there's no grievances... can there really be no grievances?

If it's true, how can it be gone forever? How can you die alone?

For a woman, from teenage to old age, who does not know how many years to spend, come here;

It's not congenital enough, I'll change it!

I'm running out of money just to follow your trail and catch up with you.

I pulled all the bones out of my body and replaced them. Just to chase your standards...

I drained all my blood and changed it all just to be able to match your excellence...

I broke all the meridians to reconnect, still just to be with you.

But the day I think I can, the moment I think I've reached, the moment I can protect you, the moment I can have enough power to be with you, the moment I can be with you for real forever, you tell me--

Your heart, it's not with me, you're marrying someone else.

And I look at your happiness and your prayers, your hope and your guilt, and I consciously shouldn't and can't destroy your happiness.

The moment you begged me, the moment my world collapsed.

My heart is breaking, my feelings are breaking up, my intentions are breaking down, but I still have to smile and tell you: “Silly girl, I've always thought of you as my sister...”

Then I swallowed my own suffering, all my hardships, all my pain, one bite and no one would know.

Since then, there's one more sister.

Since then, I've been alone all my life.

Ever since then, the waves have been everywhere.

... will never see you again for life.

Because it hurts to see you.

Because when I see you, the other half of you may be too attentive, and sooner or later he will see my feelings for you, which will inevitably lead to misunderstandings and divisions between you.

And because I just want to see you... maybe I'll never leave again...

What kind of emotion is this?

“Chu Yang, if it were you... what would you choose?” Iron Replenishment turned its head and looked seriously at Chu Yang.

Chuyang smiled bitterly: “I don't know, I really don't know! I asked myself that question just now. But in the end, I really don't know what kind of choice I'm going to make. ”

Don't dance gently to hold Chu Yang's arm. “I don't know. ”

Iron replenishes the day and shakes his head with a bitter smile.

This place is obviously crazy.

What we don't know now is that, basically, if the same situation really happened, we would have chosen to do the same thing as this redneck.

How can it be difficult for him to love him deeply?

Since he/she is not difficult, it is only at the expense of his/her own suffering.

Wu Qian Qian and herself, perhaps at this point, are happy.

Because this has always been an unequal society between men and women; this inequality has been created by the perennial strife and the disparity in gender distribution.

Fortunately, with this inequality, I don't have to spend the rest of my life alone!

However… if… one day, the situation improves, the world is too peaceful and the ratio of men and women recovers; what will happen? Isn't it a lot more obsessed with men and women by then?

But now, are there less men and women to blame? This is a heavy topic that no one in the world has truly explained since ancient times!

It's love!

Perhaps in the future, many years from now, it will remain an unsolved question!

Iron replenishes the sky, smiles bitterly, and forbids himself from thinking again. Because in any case, there is absolutely no standard answer to this question. Perhaps not in the eyes of others what is in their hearts in the scriptures and the earth.

Who can make that clear?

Four people walked slowly on that winding trail and did not do anything to accelerate it, just like ordinary people, walking after meals, walking for a long time.

The story of the Red Fire made all four very depressed and heavy.

But in the invisible, it seems to have solved something...

“Is he really, like, a fire?” Don't you dare think about it.

“Idiot.” Chu Yang rubbed her hair in a drowning rub: “The name Yu Xiu... or possibly her real name, but the fire or something, is definitely a fake name. ”

Wu Qian Qian sighed softly: “He was just saying... all his life, from the beginning, was the feeling of burning his flesh on the flames... so he was dressed in red, famous flames... this is a painful memory that could not be eliminated for eternity...”

“Is it true that his beloved Rain Show believed that he was just a brother and sister to her? And never ask again? Lie to yourself?” Dancing a little frowny, a little uncomfortable: “This woman is inevitable and overwhelming. ”

Wu Qian Qian smiled bitterly: “Silly sister, if you had a fiancé since you were a child, you would still have a deep affection for you, but you grew up but liked Chu Yang. At this time, your fiancé said, in fact, I have always taken you as my sister... even if you knew it was a lie, would you tear it down? Will he give up Chuyang and be with him because of his thoughtfulness, because he has been giving without remorse? ”

Don't gently shake your head: “Naturally you can't...” Suddenly you wake up.

“Then it's over. People agree and empathize with each other. It's all like...” Wu Qian smiled bitterly. “Since you can't give him what he wants, what else can you give him? Seriously break through this sweet lie and face the embarrassment of both sides dying, or you are no longer friends, but enemies. ”

“The best option is to be confused at this time. Even though it seems like you're desperate, it has to be. Because this is the only way to have the greatest understanding, and the greatest protection and respect for each other. The other has done too much for you. What is it that you carry a firm curse just a little bit of grievance?” Wu Qian Qian sighed long.

“Though so bitter. ”

“The hardest thing in the world… is the kind of love that you have to let go of and you can't resist. ”

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