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Chapter 160 Cherry Blossom Spot Disease
Some of the ways to change the world were pretty rough, and I couldn't really agree with them, but it was also a fact that everyone's consciousness would not change if they didn't.
There was such a situation, and gradually Sena and Gonzo had fewer opportunities to meet.
And the next time I saw him, when he found my illness...
It was mere coincidence that the disease was found.
During my brother's training, I slightly cut my arm and when the doctor came to the Mansion for treatment, I found a bruise (bruise) in the form of a small cherry blossom petal on the neck behind me.
Cherry blossom spot disease. That's the name of the disease.
A small cherry blossom petal-shaped mole can be found somewhere in the body, and the number of cases is almost equal to none.
Of course, I don't know how to treat it.
As a symptom, the body gradually weakens (rinses) after the mole develops, eventually falls asleep and draws its breath.
No matter what you eat, no matter what you move, no matter what medicine you take... your weakness will not stop, and you will lose the power to move your muscles. Eventually, your whole body muscles can't move and your heart stops.
It is an incurable disease, and is said to be an unusual disease in an unusual condition.
"Really!? Why are you crazy?
"Oh no... sakura..."
The parents who listened to the doctor were more upset than I was.
When I reached my brother, I couldn't even say a word, and he was so stunned.
I just... I was listening to it so calmly at the time.
Is it because it's too unrealistic, because I can't accept it, or because there were almost no symptoms of consciousness... I didn't really know myself, but I didn't think it was too painful.
Is that why you haven't been very good at exercise in a long time?
It was a good impression.
As far as the doctor's story was concerned, I don't know exactly how much time I have left.
As far as the few cases are concerned, it seems that the progression of symptoms varies from person to person and the exact duration is not known.
However, today and tomorrow do not suddenly... and even if the symptoms of consciousness appear, it seems that you can live another 10 to 15 years from there.
You may think you can live a long time, but no matter how long you live, it will always end, and there will be fifteen years of fear… "said the patients.
The disease has another characteristic, and it seems that as the disease progresses, cherry blossom scents will be released from the body.
It's the flower that came from my name, and I don't hate it at all because I like cherry blossoms, but I'm a little scared to smell my death approaching...
After the doctor returned, I talked with my father, mother and brother about the future.
"Sakura....."
Father calls out my name, and then he can't continue, and he closes his mouth and turns down.
My mother already has tears in her eyes.
"Father, Mother. Brother."
I start talking on behalf of three people who can't speak.
The three of them raised their faces to my voice and looked me in the eye.
"I'm fine.
I told you myself, but nothing is okay. Still...
"I will not give up living. I don't despair.
I have a promise with Sena and Gonzo, and I still want to talk to my father, mother and brother, and I have something to do.
So I will never give up.
"...... Sakura......"
Sakura!
"Yes, sir? Brother."
Suddenly, my brother shouted. I was a little surprised.
"I'll... I'll find a way to cure you. So rest assured. I'll find out for sure.
Niisama pointed a sharp eye at me like her mother and said so.
"Fufufu. Yes. If that's what my brother says, I'll be waiting with peace of mind.
"Ah! I'll find you!
"... I see. Sidden's right.
"... yeah. That's right. You've grown to teach Siden and Sakura the opposite.
That said, my father and mother both showed me a smile.
Maybe there were other words I wanted to say.
But you don't need words of consolation or sympathy.
I have a promise with both of you, and I've decided to laugh over it, whether it's painful or painful...
If you spend time crying and mourning, Gonzo will scold you for bringing me a cherry tree.
My family worried about me, but my life didn't change a lot.
A few days later, you heard about my illness, and Senna and Gonzo visited the Mansion alone.
"Sakura!!
As soon as she saw my face, Sena ran over and hugged me.
It wasn't that I was very depressed, but the temperature of Sena's body came through, making me feel warm and happy.
"Are you okay?!
Senna asks me when I've separated my body.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Nothing has changed since then.
"Are you okay to stay out?
Mr. Gonzo is worried too.
"Yes, let's talk about it in detail.
I took them into the Mansion and told them all about the illness, the symptoms, the incurable illness, etc.
"Oh no... how come the sakura..."
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Senna looked as spicy as she was about herself, and Gonzo raised her eyebrows and held her fist tightly with her teeth.
"But it's okay. Because I have a dream.
And the three of us will not die until we meet in that cherry tree to fulfill our dreams.
Besides, I have Senna and Miss Gonzo. That's why I'm not afraid.
"Sakura... sakura!!
Sena hugged me again.
Besides... My brother promised to find a cure. That's why I'm not worried. Because it's about my brother, so I'm sure he'll find me.
I think everyone knows that this is just strength… Not to mention, I think Senna and Gonzo soon understood.
"I will definitely find a way to save Sakura! So wait!
"Fufufu. If you're looking for Gonzo, the demon will have a gold stick...
My older brother doesn't have many mouths, but he thinks of me more than anyone else, and Gonzo found the cherry tree in the garden.
If you promised me you'd find these two, maybe they'll find us.
Ah... so many people loved me...
That's what made my chest hot.
It is an unusual illness and is certified as incurable. I knew what it meant.
This disease takes a long time to die. That means doctors also had time to try a lot of medicine...
Still, there was no medicine that could confirm the effect. That's why I know it's called an incurable disease.
In other words, my brother and Gonzo are telling me to find the medicine that the doctors on this island couldn't find...
I don't know how hard that is...
Still, Lord Gonzo promised to look me straight in the eye. And my brother.
Honestly, even if I can't find it, I'm wondering... Because there are people who think of me personally, even if I am incurable, it is a very happy thing. And I noticed that.
I don't know how much longer I can live, but I will continue to live in gratitude to everyone who loved me. That's what I thought.
The power of the magical eye that was sleeping inside me awakened, responding to my feelings.
"Niisama... do you see anything around my chest...?
It was when I was in the wind in the garden with my brother, reducing my practice.
I felt something on my brother's chest, and as I watched, I noticed something like a source of power there.
"Sakura?! What's going on?!
Huh?
My brother, who was practicing his sword, looked back at my voice and said such a thing.
"Are your eyes shining?!
"Huh?!
Immediately looking in the mirror, my eyes were shining cherry blossoms.
"What is this?!
I don't know what's going on, and when I'm making noise, my father hears me and runs.
"What's wrong?!
"Chi, Father!
Looking back, you can see a similar source of power in your father's chest. I finally think it's strange...
"Sakura... right, is that... cherry blossom through the eyes?!
Cherry blossom eye-catching. That's the name of my magic eye.
"Father! Is Sakura okay?!
"Ah, ah. It's okay. This is the Magic Eye, it's not harmful. Rest assured."
"This is the magic eye..."
"I didn't expect Sakura to express her magic eyes..."
"Well, how can I stop it?!
They look at me seriously, but as for me, I have trouble keeping my eyes shining.
"Calm down. Take a deep breath and calm down.
"Ha, yes... Sue... hah..."
As you close your eyes and breathe deeply, you feel the magical flow that continues into your eyes.
Stop this...
When I stop the magic flow and slowly open my eyes, the mirror has my usual face. My eyes are not shining.
"I'm glad..."
"Sakura! It's amazing!
My father praised me with a smile.
Then I asked my father about the cherry blossom eye.
It seems that there are several owners of this Magic Eye, but I am the only one in this southern district.
I can feel the presence or absence of black stones.
Lacquer stone is a source of divine power, and this is only revealed to those who have more status than demons.
There's no... reason. However, the demons have not announced that they do not need to know. Maybe that's why civilians didn't want to be empowered...
Therefore, I have known about it for a long time, and I know Sena, who is close to me. It is dangerous to tell someone, so I told them to keep quiet.
"They say it's not for me, it's for others.
"It's like a sakura magic eye.
The cherry blossom eye has almost no effect on me.
If you have the ability to know the presence or absence of the opponent's black stone, it can only be used to inform the presence or absence of that stone.
But that's what made me happy.
If I could be of help to someone, it would have been something I didn't want.
All those who developed the magic eye were required to report it to their superiors (cherry blossoms), and my father reported that I had developed the cherry blossom permeable eye.
Immediately afterwards, two men named Emperor Oniko visited the Mansion.
By saying that I had a story to tell, my brother was reluctant to accept it, and I listened to it from the caretakers.
Sakura-sama Can you promise me you won't tell anyone else what you're about to tell me...?
"Suddenly, isn't it? And you want me to promise you that I haven't heard anything about it?
"I'm very sorry. However, this involves not only Mr. Sakura, but all cherry blossom eye holders... please understand..."
"... I see. I promise.
"Thank you very much.
I confirmed that I had installed the promise, and it was even written in a memo that I would not say anything else.
Then finally, the messengers told me the following.
When I use the cherry blossom eye, I have the ability to understand the general feeling of the person I saw...
This ability is not well known... or hidden.
I think there are many reasons, but the most important thing is that if you think about getting a rough peek inside of yourself, no one feels good...
This is the opinion from the owner of the magic eye, but for the better part, I think it can also be used to roast the samurai...
I'm not interested, and I won't cooperate.
Nevertheless, I dared to keep quiet and make a promise... that I would know by using my abilities.
I always think that the people above are dirty in their way.
Even if you don't have to do that, if other people tell you that it will bother you, you promise not to say anything else.
Looking at this, I can't help but think that my father is special and that these are the people who are really officials...
"I see. I swear I won't tell my family about this.
"Thank you very much.
Those who were always smiling.
Unlike my mother, Nico feels uncomfortable and disgusting.
Even if you don't use the power of the Magic Eye, you can see that the smile is attached.
After the conversation was finished and the messengers returned, Father, Mother, and Brother asked what they had heard, but naturally they did not tell us the contents.
Written in memoirs, if you make a mistake....
My fathers didn't insist on asking if you understood.
"But... sakura. Wouldn't it be better not to use that power too much?
"Why?
"I hear you use magic, and it's not very good for you, is it?
"I think so, too.
My father and brother are worried about my illness...
"... no. I want to use this power for a variety of people.
"But..."
"Father, I want to.
I don't think I had much hope for my father. Maybe... when I asked you to pick up Miss Gonzo.
"Ugh... hah... that looks just like my mother..."
"Oh, when did I do that? Can you tell us more?
"Hmm... well, that's..."
"Fufufu, Mother. If you don't give me that much, my father will be in trouble.
"Fufufu, that's right.
"Don't make fun of me..."
So I decided to use this ability for everyone.
But there was only one thing in me that I couldn't give up.
That's.....
"Do you see my black stone?
Gonzo is the best person to see the black stone for the first time by my own will. I couldn't give it away.
I was distracted to summon the busy Gonzo, but Gonzo was pleased and immediately visited the Mansion.
"Yes, I... had a cherry blossom eye..."
"Magic Eye?! That's amazing!
I also told Gonzo lightly about the black stone.
I don't know what principle it is, and I don't know how to tell it, but I only told him that I am qualified to become a Four Demons...
"Yes... but I'm not used to it yet, so... it might take a while..."
"Don't worry about that! I'm begging you!
"Ha, yes!
Master Gonzo accepted my offer with a smile.
They sit opposite each other in the room.
I wonder if Mr. Gonzo can't calm down, but he's been moping all the time. A little cute.
"Now, let's get started.
"Okay, please.
I close my eyelids (eyelids) imagining magic passing through my body and leading to my eyes.
"Suu... hoo..."
Breathe deeply and deeply to increase your concentration.
I'm not used to it yet, and after a few minutes, the magic eye finally activates.
The inside of Gonzo is coming in, touching his tenderness like a lump of heart, and his mouth suddenly feels loose.
Does it make me feel a little sick that my eyes shine...? Though I thought, when Gonzo saw my glowing eyes, the words leaked from my mouth.
"... how beautiful..."
Perhaps Gonzo doesn't realize that he leaked the word.
But I was thrilled to hear that.
I really knew. I was just pretending not to notice. I deeply admire Gonzo.
Your cheeks are getting hot and your heart is pounding.
But don't tell Gonzo that. Do not be made to understand.
Because... I'm gonna die.
If you can convey this feeling... perhaps it will be easier.
If Gonzo had accepted me, how happy would I be...
That kind of thing comes to mind and disappears.
But that's not enough.
Because I admire Gonzo, the person standing beside Gonzo should be the one who can live together.
Like, for example, Senna.
This is just my guess, but perhaps... Senna also thinks about Gonzo...
That's why I want Senna to stand beside Miss Gonzo and live beyond me. Gonzo will definitely be happier.
Fufu... even if you think about this, I'm arrogant (sorry) enough to think that your heart is going to someone else.
But... just imagine. If that's all, I'm sure Gonzo will forgive you.
Sakura?
Gonzo called out his name when he noticed that I was blurry.
"I'm sorry, too.
"Wasn't there a black stone in me? I'm not surprised, so just be clear.
Gonzo said that he understood it in a different way.
"No, Master Gonzo. Among Gonzo is a black stone similar to that of his brother and father.
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"Congratulations.
Indeed, Gonzo's chest shows a dark black stone shadow that is not inferior to that of his brother or father.
"Are you sure...?
"Yes, definitely.
"I... have a black stone..."
Gonzo had one of the most necessary conditions for becoming a Four Demons, such as identity, lacquer stone, and swordsmanship.
It was nothing more than to point to the future of Gonzo's … possibility of fulfilling the promises of that time.
"Dear Gonzo,
I stopped the magic eye and looked straight at Gonzo.
"Nah, what?
"The people in this house, including me, have no doubt about what Gonzo has done since he left this house.
"Huh?!
Gonzo looks surprised that he didn't expect this to happen.
"We know Mr. Gonzo's kindness.
In the garden, he stretches out a lot and looks at the thickening cherry trees.
"But not everyone in the world thinks the same.
"I don't want to brag to anyone. It doesn't matter what you think.
"So what are you doing like this for?
"For what...?
"This is something that I feel at my own discretion, but does Gonzo think that other people called the lower people have lives, emotions, and somehow want to protect it...?