Transported to a hyper-realistic RPG.

Ask me for forgiveness, and I'll see it with my squirming eyes.

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"... hah... well, if the ladies forgive me, there's nothing I can say.But please be careful not to leave the room. "

"I did it! Sasuga-sinya!You know the story! "

I wonder where the sludge I was watching with my squirming eyes...

"It's not all bad.Does the fact that we can get the slime microbes out alive mean that we can probably make lysates and antidotes? "

"To put it simply, you're right.

However, if I don't try everything, I don't know if I can make something with the effects I want, and it will take a little more time.But there's no doubt that you've cleared the hardest part. "

"That's a good report."

"Hmm... do you think I'm the only one who doesn't look very happy?"

Slatter peeks into my face and says,

"No, I'm glad it might solve the problem we're facing right now."

"But?"

Does Slattan have more to do with me? I hear.

"... yes... to be honest, I'm a little anxious."

"Is there a time limit to the purpose of the four?"

Read exactly what I want to say and ask more questions.

"No, there is no clear time limit, but the longer it is, the worse our position will be."

"Really....."

Slatter is putting his arms together and turning down, thinking about something.

"... Shinya-kun."

"What is it?"

"Can you take me with you?"

Slatter looks serious.The eyes you see behind the round glasses are looking straight at me.

"... do you know what that means?"

"... yeah, somehow. I know they're on a dangerous journey.But even with the prospect, I don't know if the research will end as planned.If you study with me, you won't have to worry about that. "

"... you're going to kill someone.That's a lot of people... "

"... yeah. But I don't think it's time for me to be here either.

I don't want to kill anybody.If I can, I don't want to take anyone's life, and I don't want to be taken.

But after spending ten years here, nothing changed. "

………………

"I've been running, but every time I go out to the city, all I hear is stories of people killed by the Knights.

I've heard so much about who's been killed, where's burned down...

Some of them were pretty miserable, and some of them were suspicious of what people were doing. "

"I see... I've actually seen these people, so I know they're not legged."

"... I don't like killing people after all.But I don't feel like I'm just watching people get killed in silence.

I've been thinking.Ever since I got out of the city. "

That city must be Strob, home of the Knights of the Holy Order.

"You mean you can't just leave the Holy Knights alone?"

Do you think people from the same world can't be allowed to use their high stats as weapons and do it on their own, because they are in the same situation, so you should stop...?

"If that's not the case, it could be a lie.But I want to be a hero!Or I'm the only one who can stop them!I don't think about it.Even so, I'm a researcher.If Shinya's classmates were here, I might not have any hands or feet… I know I'm weaker than them. "

Well then...

"Still, while knowing what they're doing to the world, I think it's wrong as a person to ignore them and leave them alone... to live in peace, regardless of whether I like researchers or fighters."

"I know what you're trying to say... but it's foolish in this world to destroy yourself with a sense of justice?"

"Sure... but how about you, Sinya?"

"I have a lot of promises, and I've come to a point where I can't pull them off."

"But you can stop it if you want to, right?"

"... well, if I say I want to stop it..."

Originally, it wasn't mandatory for me to look for allies around the world.Somewhat like taking on what you asked me to do.

I was only qualified as an adventurer and a fighter.White Cat Beast Prithu, who asked me, would have thought of another hand without me.

"Because it's a promise?Because you thought you should? "

"... both... I guess. Because it's a promise, and I thought we should."

"If Sinya thinks so, don't you think I deserve that?"

………………

Slatan is also one of the people who was transferred to our world, and he is in a similar position to me, with some differences.It's natural to feel the same way and think about it.

"Besides, not only about the Holy Knights, but also about Zaraine this time...."

"Zaraine?"

"Yeah... I've been raised by my mother's grandparents ever since I got a heart attack."

Slatter meditates his eyes and speaks slowly.

"Where are my parents...?"

"I don't know, I didn't dare ask my grandparents where I was doing it.Honestly, I tried to ask you a few times... "

I didn't talk about it in depth, but I can imagine.

From the moment I realized something... it would be about kindergarten or going to elementary school late.

I have no parents.

That makes it possible to imagine some of the painful events that children suffer.

Events in which parents participate.For example, athletic events and class visits. Only my grandparents come to see Slattan.

Children are pure, so sometimes it's easy to say cruel things.

Why didn't your mother and father come?

That's just one word, how many times did you hurt your childhood slack?You can imagine what kind of past you have from the dark expression of Slatan.

"Still, I loved my grandparents, and I'm glad that's all.No matter what others said, my grandparents laughed and loved me, and I felt it. "

"You were such lovely people."

"For me, they're the best two people in the world."

Slattan's smile is such a smile that everyone thinks it was a happy family.

"But it was only after a while.

My parents suddenly showed up in front of me. "

"You mean he was alive?"

In this world, the absence of parents is usually thought to be dead.Pilte's words are not unusual.

"Yeah, that's where I first found out what my parents were like.

Even though I wore an unpleasant ornament, my teeth were worn out and my skin was dry.My father was wearing a hat, but it was clear at a glance that his hair had fallen out.

My mother applied makeup to hide her scratched cheeks and smelled of strong perfume.

It was obvious that whoever they were looking at was not normal. "

"Drug addiction..."

The story of Zaraine is coming out, so I can read it as much as the story flows.

"Yeah, they're soaking up the drugs all the way to the tip of their heads.Severe drug addiction. "

"Leaving my son alone, we can't forgive ourselves for drugs..."

Heine eats so hard that her teeth are ringing.

For Heine, a vampire who has experienced stillbirths once, her child is a dream out of reach no matter how much she wishes.

He keeps his children with his grandparents, listens to the two of them walking around, and doesn't seem to be able to contain their anger.

"I was surprised, too.

I've been trying to ask my grandparents a few times about my parents, and I've always seen them in trouble, so I'm sure there's something going on, but I didn't think they were my parents. "

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"Besides, my parents didn't come to see me.I just showed up with money on my mind.

I still remember.The eyes of the two looking down at me like they don't need anything. [M]There was no word for me, just a tongue slap. [M]After that, my grandparents just squeeze the money, nauseating sweet voice.

Honestly, I was desperate. I can't believe the person who gave birth to me was scattering garbage around. "

Slatter doesn't try to hide his anger.

I'm sure you had a faint expectation of your parents when you were a little girl.

You must have overlapped your friends' parents with your own.

I wonder... how many times that happened the night I thought about it.

It was all a fantasy, and I was beaten to reality.I don't even think the word despair is enough.

"They were both skinny and looked old, but I think they were probably much younger than they looked.

You must have been in the way of having me when you were younger. "

Gah!

Heine punches the floor.I haven't broken the floor, but I'm sure you're feeling so angry that you can't calm down if you don't hit something.

"What a terrible thing..."

Pilte looks at Slater's mood and looks spicy with her eyebrows raised.

"But I wish I had my grandparents, and I didn't care what happened to them.

But they can't afford to work and earn money if they're addicted to drugs and have a hard time living.If there were people there who would give me the money... everyone would know what would happen. "

As grandparents, Slatan's father doesn't matter, but his mother is his daughter.Even if you are a drug addict, you will not be able to sever it.

She's a sweet, loving parent who takes back the slaughter she gave birth to when she was young... because she's too kind.

And if that girl shows up with no heart, she'll surely give you the money.

Maybe I didn't want Slater to see my parents like that, but I gave him the money to get rid of them.But money is money. Those who can even think of the thoughts contained in it, there shouldn't be anything like slapping their tongues on a slag that I haven't seen in a long time.No, I wouldn't throw away the slag in the first place.

"When I come to my grandparents many times, I beg for money.

There can be no money left for my grandparents to take care of me after they keep doing that.I wasn't particularly wealthy.

That was something I knew I wasn't working yet.Sometimes grandparents can't cut off their mothers.

That's why I had to move.That said, there was a limit to what I could do. "

I'd say it wasn't a big deal… but you don't have to do it in a normal family to cut off your parents and take action to help your grandparents who were loving you.I suppose that meant that we had to do it in such a way that we were cornered.

"At first, I tried to keep him out of the house or drive him back.I was quite old at that time, and I was a man.If I could just drive them back, I could do something about it.

Still, they tried to use their hands to take money from their grandparents. "

"Really... there's nothing we can do about them."

"That's what I thought, and that's what my grandparents said.But it's with a parasite, and once it's eaten, it's hard to get away.

And when you become addicted to drugs, you can't make a normal decision. "

So the slatter looks terribly dark.

"... what happened?"

"I can't buy drugs because I can't get the money.When this happens, you will have withdrawal symptoms and go insane.The two people who really wanted the money one day forced themselves into the house. "

"... I'm sorry about Slantan... but they're scum.That sucks. "

"Yeah, I think so, and I don't have to feel bad.It's just someone who gave birth to me. "

There must have been a lot more than that, even though gentle slatter called people that way.

"... when they broke in, of course I tried to stop them.But the two of us who have already lost ourselves have gone about everything.

I tried desperately to stop it, too.The two of us who were in trouble drove me off with some kind of bullet.

Unfortunately, I fell over a broken piece of pottery. [M]I cut my hand deep. "

Because the flesh is different, the wound is not on the palm of the sladder.But Slattan is staring at his palm.I suppose you remember that time clearly.

Well, what happened?

"My grandfather, who saw my blood, was furious.I've never seen my grandfather so angry before.

Without bothering my neighbors, I got angry and grabbed by both of them.

I was ashamed to see my grandfather in anger, and I couldn't move.Was it scary...? Or was it surprising that my grandfather wasn't so angry?I was so confused at the time that I couldn't understand what had happened.

Whether she's your daughter or not...

Your son!I don't know how hard she's been!You shame! I'll kill you!

What did he say?

Until the end, I thought I couldn't cut off my daughter, but as soon as I saw her hurt, I'd kill her!That's why... haha. I was surprised. "

Heine didn't say anything, but she shook her neck slightly vertically.It seems that the reservoir has dropped slightly.

"My grandmother didn't try to stop my grandfather's wrath.I looked at them silently and with harsh eyes.

After all, they were knocked out by my grandfather. "

"I'm glad..."

"But... soon after they were knocked out of the house, my grandfather fell."

Eh?!

Even though Pilte knows it's an old story, Pilte is overjoyed.

"Originally, my heart wasn't strong... because of the rage... no, the doctor told me I didn't know exactly."

"It's definitely their fault!That sucks! Was Grandpa okay?! "

"I didn't mean right away... but in the end, I never recovered completely..."

Oh no! Not really!

Pilte puts her hands on her mouth and looks at her face with her wet eyes.

I don't think that's much of a story, even if I hear it.

"I really hate you. I wanted to kill them from the bottom of my heart."

Slatter clasped his hand.

"But look at me like that, and I said it before my grandfather died."

Slatter relaxed from his gripped hand, took a deep breath and proceeded with the conversation.

"My death is no one's fault.I want you to live a life you love, not a life you hate.That's how I grew up. So don't hold back and love me. "

Pilte heard Slatan's words and shed tears from his eyes.

"I haven't forgotten a word yet.

My grandfather, my grandmother, I don't care if I suffer.It was because they were in pain that they were helpful to others.It is the mind that makes a man.No matter how painful or painful it is, you must not lose it.

I've been asked many times.My grandparents had a war experience, so it might be a lesson from that time. "

"I'm really... I'm really impressed by you two..."

While wiping his tears with emotion, Pilte drowned in words.

"Thank you. I wish I could grow up like that.That's why I... I didn't forget about my parents, but I didn't do anything, and I desperately encouraged them to study from there.

I want my remaining grandmother to live a little easier, and I'll spare you while you sleep.

But I can finally make money on my own... and now my grandmother is down.

I didn't have any trouble or anything.The doctors told me it was longevity. "

"Oh no...."

"I'm sorry... I studied desperately because I wanted to make medicine to help such people because of my grandfather's death, but I couldn't do anything to my grandmother, who was getting thinner and thinner on the bed..."

"That's not true!"

"That's right! That's not true!Surathan has become a splendid figure!It's a great gift! "

Pilte and Heine both grabbed their fists and put their words on Slatan as they leaned forward.

"I don't know... honestly, I don't know.

After all, I lost my vitality because of the death of the two of them. "

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"Ah! No, I don't want to die or anything like that!"

Heine and Pilte look darker and darker, and Slatan waves his hands in a hurry to deny it.

"I simply miss living alone... or something like that.My grandfather and grandmother thought that one day... but when I did, it seemed like there was a hole in the center of my chest. "

"I... understand that very well.Losing someone you care about is like losing a part of yourself... "

Heine and Pilte have also lost their precious men.And so does Grandma Arten. And the long-lived race will be overwhelmingly more likely to look after than to look after.

"Exactly, I was in such a state.I wonder if I can tell you that I can't get in... "