Two as One Princesses

gossip What is happiness * ciel perspective

Restore your mind and go to your breakfast table.

I greeted Fi and thanked him yesterday for returning "good value".

I don't want to be forced to ask, but I'm not jealous.

What did Ayn tell you last night?

I'm sure that's Ain's problem, but can Ain't he talk to me someday?

You're not forced to ask, but you're allowed to say "sloppy" a little bit.

I envy you, but these exchanges are fun.

Besides, I don't know Ayn from last night, but I know a lot of Ayn from Fi, so I'm jealous, but I'm not jealous.

While I had breakfast, Fi asked me what I was going to do today, but I heard Ein wanted to talk to me, so I was going to listen to Ein in the room.

There was some tension in her voice, but what is Ain willing to talk about?

Ciel knows where I've been for three days, right?

I came back to my room, sat in bed and waited, and that's what Ain asked me.

"Fi said he probably went to the divine world."

'That's for sure. I was called by the Creator God to go to the divine realm'

"What was the divine world like?

'It was a beautiful place. Is it close to the garden of this mansion?

But there were many flowers I had never seen, and the sun was very soft.

That's where I was talking to God of Creation in a seat like a tea party. He was just a beautiful man. God...... is it?

Apparently it was a very beautiful place.

Hopefully one day I can go with Ain too......

The tea I drank must also be something I don't know.

……

So I realized something very serious.

I'll check with Ayn to see if there's a mistake.

"What did you just say?

Which one do you mean now?

"Didn't I tell you we talked in our seats?

'Right. We sat in a beautiful chair and talked.'

If you have sat in a chair, you can be sure.

Ein was able to sit in the chair.

"You sat down? I mean, the gods have Ayn's body, right? Really?

"Uh, I think you have a body, or my soul was taking the form of a man."

"So if Ayn was alone, you'd say," This is what it looks like? "

"You will be."

That's very interesting. It's interesting.

I wonder if I can make Ein's body somehow, but it's a problem to say what she should look like.

We need to gather a little more information on this.

"So what did it look like? I wonder!"

'It looked like Ciel. I'm using Ciel's body, so it looks like my soul has been affected.

But color was a color scheme from a previous life, wasn't it? Dark hair and eyes, light skin orange...... is it?

Black hair, black eyes. Your skin is a little dark, too.

I haven't seen a lot of color schemes before, but I'm sure they'll look good on Ein.

"Fine, fine. I'd love to see that, too!

Somehow, can't we see Ein?

'Right...... Or do you mean a little related, let's get down to business'

That's right. This wasn't the point.

Now let's just calm down and talk to Ain.

Though I thought so and listened, at first it was about how Ayn came to me.

I was satisfied when I found out that Ain was amazing, although the man had been involved more than once on the road so far.

I just heard the story so far, and once Ain put in the separation, he started talking.

In the meantime, Ein seems to be becoming more and more god.

In less than 10 years, they're gonna be on God's side, but you think they're gonna be like Fi?

"Let's leave it," I don't like what Ein says, though. Though I think I can be more interested in myself.

I kept listening because I wondered if it would be possible to block the story in the middle of nowhere, as Ein seemed very difficult to say, but I clearly declared it.

"As I approach God, Ciel is also pulled to become God."

When Ain gets close to God, I'm gonna be God with you, right?

Yeah, that could be a big deal.

But that means you're staying with Ein, right?

Could it be that when you become a god, you'll be separated from Ein?

"What happens when I approach God?

'Right. Approaching God to some extent, you will be able to hear the Spirit or come into contact with the Spirit'

"That's lovely."

"Then they become immortal at the stage of stepping to God's side, gradually making it unnecessary to eat or sleep or harder to die.

The problem must be irreversible. Once you set foot on God's side, you can't go back to people. '

Apparently, it doesn't mean we're apart.

It seems convenient to say that you don't need to eat or sleep, and I think it's very nice to be able to get in touch with the Spirit. But is it caught on Ein that you're not going to be a person anymore?

I don't care what it would be like to be with Ain.

"I need to disappear in order to keep Syel from becoming a god..."

"Then you don't have to think about it. Ain't never gonna disappear."

Tell them clearly so Ain't saying anything stupid.

I really don't know what to say. There's no way I can forgive Ein for disappearing.

Still, I'm just a little mucky about Ayn pushing me just in case.

Though it's something to think about and not have to think about.

"I wonder if Ayn is the one who thinks about it properly. I told you, didn't I? If Ain't gone, I'm gonna be looking for Ain all the time, right? You're gonna look for him till he dies?

You don't think I'm lying, do you?

'I don't think so, but it may be too late when you want to be a person'

"That's with Ayn even if he disappears. Even if you want to see Ein, if Ein disappears, it's too late.

Besides, even if you're a god, there's Ain, there's Spirit, there's Fi, right?

I have everything I need. Do you understand?

"Yes...... ok"

All you have to do is understand. If you know what I mean.

This may be the first time I've been mad at Ain.

But I want Ein to know a little bit about how much I value Ein.

"Hey, Einsel. I wonder if Ein hates me?

'No, I love it. Otherwise, we'll never be together.'

"Me too, you love Ein?

So I choose Ayn no matter what. Then why don't you?

'No.... no'

Ayn denies my words so that I can bite them off.

Even though it's the word I wanted, and it's the reaction I wanted, Ain't got something in mind.

"Are you catching something?

'I... I do not want to leave Ciel.

But I'm not sure I'll keep Ciel happy. I'm anxious if you let Ciel go out with me and make me unhappy. "

Somehow, my heart bounced token.

I know I've never seen Ayn say anything backwards like this, but maybe he was glad he showed up saying so.

Maybe I was glad you told me you didn't want to leave.

Maybe he was glad you were thinking so much about me.

But I can't even just be happy with Ayn looking anxious in front of me.

What can you say to me? Will it comfort Ein?

Ein must have heard this story from God and been thinking. You must have been in pain.

But I'm happy about it.

Ein was thinking to please me? Were you in pain?

Probably neither. Only Ayn wanted me to choose.

He's just making the choices I think are good and pointing out if that's really a good one.

That shouldn't please me now, even if it will please me in the future.

But I'm happy.

I see, I guess. This is good.

I don't know if I can put it into words well, but I'll try to put it into words somehow.

"Hey Ain. I like Ayn. I like how Ain laughs at me, I like how he sings, and I like how he looks like he's having fun.

But I also like to see Ayn in trouble. I like that you're shy, and you're angry for me. "

'Yes... what is it?

"But you know what, I don't want to see Ayn in real trouble, and I don't want to see Ayn grieving, either?

Uh, I'm glad Ein wants to make me happy, and that's all I'm happy about, but maybe it's impossible for Ein to say that makes me happy. "

'What do you mean?

I mean, I'm trying so hard to put it together, but it feels vague in me.

What could Ein have said? You weren't sure you'd keep me happy, were you?

But what about my happiness?

As Ein did to me, what he did.

That you're protecting me. What you're thinking for me.

That's happy, of course.

But I think I'm happy even when I see Ain in trouble, when I see him singing. I'm the one who feels happy.

Even if Ain't trying to give, I can be happy to see Ain.

But that's different when they ask me if any Ayn is okay. I don't want to see you grieving. What would happen to me if I saw Ain crying?

Thinking about it, I don't know all about my happiness.

Even though I don't know, it's impossible for Ayn, not me, to give it all.

Ain't trying too hard.

I must be feeling a lot happier than Ein thinks.

What Ein gave me. Something I found myself.

So only Ayn doesn't have to work hard. I want Ain to find Ain's happiness, too.

Seeing Happy Ayn must be a happy thing.

"Me and Ayn are different things. Even if Ein gets in trouble, I'm happy to see Ein in trouble. Ain't Ain't never known that before, has he?

And I don't know what makes me happy. I'm sure if I saw Ain's uninformed side again, I'd be happy or sad.

Likewise, I don't know how to be happy.

So I guess I feel happy on my own.

I'm sure Ein feels happy on his own in Ein, too?

Still, I don't know how I'm gonna be happy, but at least I know what Ein needs. "

Although I don't know all about my happiness, I only know that I need Ayn to be happy.

If Ayn thinks so too, we should be happy all the time.

"What about Ayn? Could you possibly need me for Ein's happiness?

Wait until Ain answers. so that I can calmly return any answer.

A little while later I heard Ain.

"Required…"

I'm just glad you said that. Happy.

I wanted to stay calm, but I can't stop smiling.

"Then you'll be fine. Ein doesn't have to make me happy.

We'll always be, each one of us on our own, but let's be happy together.

So, Ayn, you can't just disappear anymore, can you?

"Okay."

Now I think you get it right.

I can't believe Ain't gone, because it's absolutely, absolutely not.