Two as One Princesses

97. Relationships and hanging out with a hard world

Even after that at dinner, Mother Fi didn't tell me what she was up to.

Besides, I prompted the room that Ciel and I might need to talk, so I entered the room to which it was addressed without being able to explore it.

I think Ciel likes this room better than the luxury accommodation.

Because the bed is fluffy.

The same is true about meals, but I guess it's the recoil of the life of Lisperghia's mansion.

If I saw Ciel right now, he might look like a happy man who'd be happy with trivial things.

I'm sure you don't know how honorable that is.

It's hard to say I know exactly what I'm talking about.

That would be like Ciel being happy on his own, and I being happy on my own, too.

The rooms at the mansion have all the good stuff and I have no complaints, but I'm concerned that Mosa and Sawelna are holding back as a matter of course.

I guess getting used to this state is also what it takes to be a mother's daughter.

We're both quite diluting our presence, but it doesn't make much sense to me to always use detection.

Ciel doesn't seem to care that much, okay?

I don't actually talk to Ciel either, so I can't hear you around.

I want to be patient there, though the two maids may be bored.

And now Ciel sits in bed and enjoys the elasticity.

Next to the bed is a night table, on which is placed tea brewed with sawelna.

The hot air is rising. Ciel drinks it like it tastes really good.

In fact, it is delicious. It is less tannic and contains it in the mouth. At the same time, the aroma spreads all over the mouth.

"Ayn, Ayn. I have a lot to ask Ain."

'What is it?

I just wanted to talk to you about Mr. Viviana's home, too, but I'll leave it aside because the story of Ciel is more important.

'Uh, there are a few, but what can I tell you from?

'How about from what Ciel cares most about?

'Then yes. Fi and we became parents and kids, right?

'Right. You may not call it a normal relationship, but I guess that won't be a problem either.

Is that what you care about?

'No. I don't know one thing about Fi being a mother right now, but there's no question there.

I think Fi will be fine. '

'Then what do you care?

The look on Ciel's face made me a little nervous when I asked him again.

Still trying to laugh seems to care about me, some bully.

Then I speak out as if I had made up my mind.

'You know, you know. Hey, Ayn. What kind of relationship do we have?

"Our relationship…"

I used to mean to be a parent. Because I thought it was a Being that guided Ciel and disappeared when it was no longer needed.

To me Ciel is everything in the new life and the meaning of life.

Ciel must take care of me, too.

We can't keep our minds together without each other.

Would the present relationship, in which we are dependent on each other, be "co-dependent" in the words I know?

But I guess that's not what Ciel wants answers for. Parents, kids, brothers. That's what I said. Connections.

I know you're sisters if it's via Mother Fi, but that's still different. I feel like something followed.

'Excuse me, I don't understand the language that stands for this relationship'

"Yes... you are"

'But at first I lived with the intention of Ciel's parents. Still, I can't say that right now.

Now it's more than what (...) '

I can't find a word to describe this emotion, the feeling, the relationship, and it's very, very strange.

Because I'm sure Ciel will be feeling anxious while you listen to my words.

Ciel must have heard about our relationship in the first place because she had an objective and clear relationship with Mother Fi.

What about me, though I am a parent and a child?

Even when you are an adult, Ciel is about the age of primary and secondary school students.

'To me Ciel is above all special and important.

But if Ciel is not comfortable with it, let me be anything.

Be Ciel's parent. Be Sisters of Ciel. Become a mentor. Be your best friend. Let's be partners.

Let's be everything Ciel wants. '

That's all I can say to pity me.

'Hehe, right. Right. So it's a "special relationship that can't be named," huh?

'That's how I feel. I don't think I could live up to Ciel's expectations......'

'No, no. It's okay, it's okay. You were holding me a little too much.

Because I wanted to be special about Ayn. I wanted to make Ein special. "

I'm happy with Ciel's assertion of an excuse, which illuminates at the same time.

But I wish Ciel had convinced me.

'Uh, there was something else you wanted to ask me, wasn't there?

'Yeah, I did, you did. If Ein is good, I want to know where Ein is. "

'Is this the world I was in... Why don't we just leave it for a little while today because it will be longer when we talk about it all'

'I don't mind. I have a lot of fun to keep asking.

Then why don't you tell me about Ayn?

Though I thought it would come, I don't think it's an interesting story either.

It's the short life of an indelible man. Still, if Ciel wants to hear it, you can talk.

Continuous memory, but I've broken things off in my previous life, and I don't mind talking about it.

"Shall I tell you about my world before I tell you my story?"

To tell my story, the world is just different.

Try Ciel, it's an unknown world. Honestly, I don't think you would understand me if I gave you a bus or something without prior knowledge.

I mean, what about words? Would it normally be good in Japanese?

And does Ciel seem a little upset because he wanted to hear me, but he doesn't seem to hear me?

But I want you to forgive me.

'Eh, the world I was in is completely different from this one.

So if you don't know what I'm talking about, you probably won't understand. '

"You are."

'Simply put, because it is a world without magic or magic props and without demons'

'You have such a place. Strange! It seems safe to have no demons, but it's inconvenient not to have demons?

Ciel, who seemed a little dissatisfied, decided to give a brief description of the planet because it devoured the story.

"The world where Ein was was was kind of a mess."

"Maybe you do,"

It's a secret that Ciel's thoughts were a little different than I imagined, so I had a little trouble replying.

But well, in Ciel's case, mobility is the worst way to move around the sky freely, most dangers in my junction can be repelled, and many appliances, including hairdryers, can be substituted with magic and magic.

I'm probably not interested in communications equipment.

The rest is usually a matter of common sense. Neither Syel nor I have experienced much with ourselves about common sense in this world.

No basement to compare. So when I look at Siel's experience alone, I think that Japan looks harder with my presence. Actually, there's a big deal going on in both worlds, and I think there's something about both worlds that excelled.

However, the fact that Ciel can describe Japan as a difficult place would mean that Ciel is satisfied with her current life.

I'm glad you were given that.

'I'd really like to hear about Ayn now, but I'll be patient now.

So the last thing I want to ask is, how do I get along with people in the future?

"You talked about it, too."

I don't think that's why it's the same as it was at Estoke.

But I don't think people have the right answers, and this is a difficult issue.

But I don't know, we got the power, so I think we can do whatever Ciel wants.

When I am exposed to malice, then it is my duty to protect Ciel.

That said, it's not a good idea to say round toss to Ciel.

'Right. Let's go out with the basics like mirrors.'

"Mirror? What do you mean?

'You can return the kindness if you are kind, and if you are malicious, you can turn it back'

'I see. Should I return the kindness to Celia or Carol or something?

'That's what I'm saying, but you don't have to think too deeply. If you need anything, I'll point it out.'

'So what should we do, especially for those who have done nothing?

"I think you can make up your mind about Ciel's impression already there."

I don't know if Ciel has a good impression of someone in his first meeting, but that's it.

I do not want Shiel to be an idiot.

Not to mention I don't want you to be like the Virgin who gives love to everyone.

"Can you do that?

'Let's get used to it around there. Because no matter what happens, there's just a back shield to figure it out.

When Ciel really doesn't like hanging out with people, it won't be a bad idea to refuse to engage with people outside and spend time in Mother Fi's mansion.

If you help me with the mansion, I think you'll forgive me. Like I said one day at worst, it might be a good idea to hide in the woods'

"Is that okay with Ayn?

"If Ciel's with you, I don't mind."

"Heh heh, I can stay anywhere with Ayn, too."

All I seek is Ciel's happiness.

If Ciel were happy, I would be happy, too.

So if Ciel chose after thinking of himself, I will gladly accept.

'Yeah, I get it, Ayn. Thanks for listening.'

'No, I'll always be with you if you just want to listen.

I wanted to talk to Ciel, too. '

"Oh, what is it? What can I do for you? '

Looks like we're done talking about Ciel, so when I changed my story to get my errands done, I went into a state where Ciel would correct his residence and listen.

"Do you remember getting a letter of introduction from Mr. Viviana?

'That happened, too. Sure it was to get a back shield or something?

"Right."

'If so, you'll be all right now, won't you?

'Sure it is, but I was wondering if I'd at least like to tell Mr. Viviana what happened.'

He said, "You're dating someone. Shall we go to the Hunter Union tomorrow then?

Fi pulled me off today, and I haven't gotten a grade A certificate or anything '

Sure it is when you ask me.

At the same time that I think Mother Fi is probably free, it's time for me to have some fun getting out of it.

'Then shall I look for Mr. Celia first? Celia is an official, and I think it's the easiest to find.'

"Would it be better if Ayn handled it then?

Neither Carol nor Celia have I spoken in person. '

'If you say so, you did. But Ciel will take care of it.

I'll take care of it if I have to, but those two will be fine to tell you what's going on.

... If you suck, you might be feeling something. Because I remember giving you a hint. '

Though I honestly don't remember what I said.

Because it was two years ago. Ciel's head is brilliant, but the user will be me, and he probably has storage capacity where it's soul, not brain.

So it is my fault that I am missing.

"Celia and the others are going to be okay for dating practice.

There's something I have to hide, isn't there?

"I don't think so."

I was just talking to the face of a bunch of fools.

Where I said, I decided to cut up the story and sing the lullaby because Ciel started to make it sound like she was asleep.