Umeibo no Byouin de Kanojo to Hanashita Ikutsu ka no koto

Smells like coffee.

There is a shadow across the bed.

"Good morning, Shaya."

Otsuki glances at his face.

The usual day begins.

"How's it going?

There is an answer in Shaya - the same as always. But there is no way out. The phrase without finding its way out bounced against her inner soft wall and gradually sank towards the dark bottom, eventually making herself wonder what it was.

For her, who lost her body freedom, only those feelings that the phrase produces were supportive of the fact that there is still life.

"Flowers, I think I'm losing my energy"

Side table flowers were brought to me by my parents 3 days ago.

"I can do TV spots."

Light dots the TV on the big screen on the front wall.

I liked TV. One footage after another cuts off, and when you watch, you can forget the sadness of the phrase disappearing from the side where it was born.

"I'm talking about the 18-year-old boys' high school again."

It's called the otaki sitting on the couch.

There's been a lot of twisted footage on TV. A man in running clothes jumps into a car while driving. The car is blown up. A runningwear man kicks down a man who tried to escape. A man's hand has something like a spear (do). The face is mosaic.

"Your face, your name, you're on the internet."

It is already known that he is from that town and that he lost his parents to that disease.

(12) Ki (Gi) Ching (Sei) II (Ji) said about that spear at a press conference, "It is a form of illness". He also suggested that there were other patients with similar symptoms. He has since been hospitalized on grounds of ill health and has not since appeared in an official setting. Different speculations are flying for it.

"Terrible, you commenter"

It is said that Otaki is in an indignant (dull) state. "He calls you" the xenophobic who wants to chase Willac off this planet. "I have no idea, this guy."

There is no anger in Shaya. It's just sad. The Ether lost Halka. Shaya has lost two people at once, Aoi and Haruka.

The whereabouts of an 18-year-old boy high school student are still unknown.

The phrase "terrorist" gets in my ear. Otsuki turns off the TV.

"I wanted you to talk to me before I could do that, if I could. Because I have similar experiences. Yeah, I did. I didn't even care about the eyes. I pushed them toward the goal."

There is a sipping sound of coffee.

"For the first time I went into college and banded, I was really obsessed, and I wanted to be able to eat with one piece of music one day, and I quit college, and when I realized it was 30. You laugh, don't you? If you think calmly, you'll soon know you're not talented. How was I back then? [M] It's like I'm sick. The desire to be something is like a fever. If I get on that, I'll be floating in heat and I won't be able to think properly."

Still, Shaya thinks that there are things that cannot be achieved without suffering from the disease.

The dream of being something is not the result of choice. That's the only way I could live. The dream of waving a great sword, of fighting the different shapes, of having a great adventure with the young (small) tame (dusty) Hulka, of fighting a skilled boy with sushi (kake) to get his mind through - when I found out that such a childish dream was leaves (kage), I had to jump there.

I have no regrets. Even if they were born, they would dream the same.

I miss the ethereal story. When he talked about that battle by his bed, those days, there was everyone - Haruka, Yuichi, but Yuichi, but Lotus, all the people in the "Wildfire" platoon, had never met Susuke Yamatori. Without knowing the fate we could all wait ahead of us, we had the light and heat characteristic of the dreamer.

I wanted to be in his story forever.

But there is no one here anymore. The sky has left. Hulka is dead. They were all killed in the middle of their dreams.

Only Shaya is alone, unable to move here.

I perceive a fever I haven't felt in a long time. Something trapped inside finds its way out and sprays painfully.

"Shaya... are you crying?

Otsuki drops by and puts her hand on her face. "Hey, you know what I'm saying?

Something different from breathing leaks out of your throat.

"Much..."

Otsuki jumps onto the bed headboard. Press the button on the nurse call and scream in such a voice that your ear hurts.

"Come right away! Shaya's consciousness is wandering!

Can't wait for the nurse to come, he ran and left the hospital room.

Tranquility returns.

The pale words come back to my ears. I'm also going to hear Hulka's unfathomable voice.

As long as there's a disease in this body, I think it's with them.

A piece of flowers on the side table (one strand), drops a petal.

There you go.