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Chen Yi did not want these things to make Gu Xinran hurt, aggrieved, and sad, and he hoped that he could make all these things disappear through his own efforts.

I have to say that Chen Yi really loves Gu Xinran to the core of his being.

Chen Yi walked aimlessly in the campus, unknowingly came to the grape arbor where he and Gu Xinran spent time together before the moon, Chen Yi saw the grape arbor with a slight smile, as if he saw the scene of himself and Gu Xinran sitting in an embrace, thinking back to the past, a sweet heart.

It happened to be a long time ago, so Chen Yi planned to go to the grape vine to sit in front of it for a while to rest and reflect on the sweet moments between himself and Gu Xinran.

Chen Yi, who sat down in front of the grape arbor and bathed in the moonlight, was so peaceful and serene that a calm and gentle temperament emanated from the inside out. This is different from the kind of temperament that Li Shan pretended to have.

Rather, it was a kind of self-confidence and ease about the future, humility and calmness about the world, and optimism about life that emanated from the inside out.

It is not the kind of Buddhism that says, "Sometimes you have to have something in life, but don't try to force it in life. It is not the Buddhist "sometimes things happen in life, but don't force them in life. Neither is it the Buddhist style of "I have a three-foot blade in my hand, and I can walk across the heavens and the earth. It is not the domineering spirit of "I have a three-foot blade in my hand, and I can walk across the world. Rather, it is a kind of "he is as strong as he wants to be, and the wind is blowing in the mountains. The moon shines on the great river. The moon shines on the Yangtze River." The calmness of Chen Yi.

Chen Yi unconsciously reached a state that many people would never be able to reach in their lifetime, a state that requires a very clear plan for the future and a very objective perception of one's own abilities, and only after one has prepared contingency plans for many emergencies.

It is not blind confidence, low self-esteem, or the ability to leave everything to fate, but rather the confidence that comes from considering various factors and formulating corresponding solutions. This is the perfect place for couples to go on a date. Seeing the silhouette of a man and a woman, Chen Yi thought it was a couple coming here on a date.

Naturally, Chen Yi is not someone who likes to be a light bulb or eavesdrop on gossip, so he got up and planned to leave.

As Chen Yi was sitting under the grape arbor, the shade blocked the moonlight, and the man and woman were under the moonlight, and because of the distance, Chen Yi could only see that it was a man and a woman.

As Chen Yi got up and planned to leave without disturbing the two, he heard the girl sigh and say, "He's still sending me messages every day lately, what do you think I should do?".

The boy said: "You should have made it clear to him, just make it clear, how could he know if you are so suggestive."

The two men spoke in a low voice, just normal speech, but it was night, and the area around the vine was unusually quiet, these two words Chen Yi heard clearly.

He was about to turn away from the figure and stopped, his pupils shrinking and his face full of shock. The boy's voice was not very familiar to him, but the girl's voice was very familiar to him, and it was his girlfriend, the one he thought about day and night, Gu Xinran!

At this time, Chen Yi looked shocked, his mind was confused, didn't Gu Xinran go to the research camp? Why is she here? Is the camp over? Why didn't she tell herself? Who is the "he" that Gu Xinran just mentioned? Is it yourself? Did she know all the messages you sent? Not no phone not seen? And who is this man?

Chen Yi's mind lingered with all kinds of questions, he didn't know what was going on, just now on the way he was still envisioning a bright future with Gu Xinran, and now he encountered such a thing, he seemed to have lost the ability to think for a moment, the whole person completely stupid standing on the spot, his eyes were blindly looking in the direction of the man and the woman.

The two walked very slowly, the girl looking at the ground beneath her feet, the boy looking at the girl.

I heard the girl say again: "He was very nice to me, really nice, and I didn't know how to tell him. He should know that I gave him a yellow rose."

The boy sighed slightly at the words, "Alas, yellow roses are inherently cold, and he is not a person who understands flowers, you just send him a yellow rose and you want him to understand you? This is too embarrassing. If it weren't for the fact that my family owns a flower store, I wouldn't have known that sending yellow roses between lovers is a sign of apology for breaking up."

The two of them undoubtedly gave Chen Yi another blow to the head, yellow roses? Breakup? So when Gu Xinran gave himself yellow roses, did he break up with her? Chen Yi was completely confused, and his heart's persistence and conviction were instantly overwhelmed.

The boy said: "I don't understand, isn't he very good to you? Do you know how many people are envious of the relationship between you two? Why did you suddenly break up with me? You also said that he had a good plan for your future with reference to your wishes, didn't you? Why do you still choose to break up like this? I really don't get it."

The girl sighed at the boy's words, "Well, to be honest, he was very nice to me, but I felt so constrained, I felt like a train moving along the tracks, I felt as if I could see at a glance what I would look like and live in years, decades or even decades from now, and although these looks and lives were great, I felt like I was living a meaningless life, and just It was as if I was following a script. It's not real at all, it's not me at all.

The boy was silent for a long time: "I can understand what you are saying, but what do you want? No planning? Completely spontaneous? That way there is indeed a new challenge every day, and every stage of life is exciting enough."

The girl said, "That's not true, guys should really have plans for themselves and their loved ones, not at all as insecure as I am. But not too much, just in moderation."

The guy said: "I understand what you mean, then you can tell him, you can tell him what you think."

The girl said: "No, even if I tell him, I will still break up with him if he does that." This time the voice was not loud, but the tone was incredibly resolute. This resolute tone was like an indestructible steel knife that pierced through Chen Yi's heart.

The boy was puzzled: "Why is that? By the way, why did you break up with him anyway? If it's a matter of planning, then you can talk to him and ask him to change it, and didn't you also say that the planning he did was done after asking your opinion, so there shouldn't be any case of forcing you to do something you don't want."

The girl was silent: "Don't ask, I don't know." The boy was silent.

The boy on the other side of the silence, both of them stopped talking, and continued to walk slowly forward, the girl still looking at the ground, and the boy still frowning at the girl, not knowing what to think.

At this time, although Chen Yi and the same as before, standing still, but all over the body, the original calm, confident temperament has long disappeared, replaced by a mess that can not be said.

The original eyes that shine from time to time without the previous radiance, eyes have long since ceased to focus, the original plan is fragmented, the bright future has also become misty, the memo written in the phone, before the content of the notes made for the couple towards marriage and the problems that may arise after marriage, is still deeply printed in Chen Yi's mind, where every word, every stroke of the writing is as if to mock Chen Yi, mocking his assumptions, mocking his self-importance.