Seeing that Gu Xinran was about to leave, how could Chen Yi let Gu Xinran go like that? I was wrong, I was wrong, it was my fault, I followed you, I was wrong, I was wrong, I won't do it again, don't be angry, OK? I was wrong hungry oh wrong, it's all my fault, you don't go you don't go."

Chen Yi said incoherently, originally very articulate, he now does not know what to say, just a strong admission of fault, Chen Yi hopes that this will calm Gu Xinran's emotions, so as to take back what he just said. Every step in his future planning was centered on Gu Xinran and him.

Now that Gu Xinran is leaving, he feels as if everything is gone, all the beauty, all the future shattered in an instant, there are no longer birds and flowers around him, and he is not on the road to the future, all these are as if the dream bubble shattered, he himself is surrounded by endless darkness, only he himself in the darkness, as if he had fallen into an endless abyss.

He was afraid, he really didn't want to lose and was afraid of losing Gu Xinran, he didn't dare to let go, he was afraid that if he didn't hold him tighter, Gu Xinran would completely disappear from his life.

Gu Xinran was held by Chen Yi more and more angry, she tried her best to get out of Chen Yi's embrace, but impatience was too small to do it, she was crazy, and kept clasping Chen Yi's hands with her nails, and used her hands to hit Chen Yi's ribs, but Chen Yi still did not let go.

Gu Xinran was hysterical: "Let go of me, get out, get out, I never want to see you again, why are you so rascally? I'm sick of you, I'm sick of you, get out of here! I'm begging you, leave me alone, I've had enough, go away."

Looking at Gu Xinran who was struggling madly in his arms and listening to her words, Chen Yi felt as if he was pierced by a thousand swords. Looking at Gu Xinran's incomparably painful appearance in his arms, Chen Yi unconsciously let go of his hand. Gu Xinran felt that Chen Yi's hand was given away, and ran out without looking back, not stopping for a moment.

The other boy in the scene, besides Gu Xinran and Chen Yi, saw that Gu Xinran ran away and said nothing, and went straight after him.

Chen Yi stayed where he was and didn't move. Chen Yi watched Gu Xinran's figure get farther and farther away, he didn't know why, but he knew that his dream was shattered.

The boy, who is more than 1.8 meters tall, sat on the ground and wailed like a child.

It has been four years since he came to Xinghai City, but the city is still unfamiliar to him. He knows a lot of people, but there is no real friendship with them, and the few students he had originally left Xinghai City with graduation to find their future elsewhere.

Chen Yi is not a person who is afraid of loneliness and difficulties. Everyone only saw how dazzling his work was, how fast his career advancement was, how bright his future was, and no one knew how much pressure he had to bear.

No one knows how frightened he was in the company every day, no one knows how much hard work and sweat he put in studying the research report until late at night, no one knows what kind of decision he made when he watched the emotional program to make notes and think about the problems and solutions he might encounter in the future, in his opinion, a girl is willing to be with him, he can never let her down, he has to give her everything he can give. As long as he has everything he has, he can give her everything.

No one knows how much he had to say to convince his family to stay in Xinghai City after graduation, and how much pressure he was under. He was afraid that his parents would have even the slightest bad impression of Gu Xinran, so he communicated with them with the explanation that it was all his own will.

Even Gu Xinran didn't know this, because Chen Yi didn't want her to worry, so he didn't say anything to her.

Chen Yi doesn't care about any of this, he gritted his teeth against the wind and walked firmly forward, just because there is a girl who loves him, he also loves this girl, he hopes to be able to support a piece of sky for this girl, he hopes to let this girl under his protection happy, happy life, for this girl's smile, he is willing to give everything.

No matter how much pain he experienced, as long as he saw the girl's smile, he would feel unusually at ease, not so much because he was guarding the girl, but because the girl was guarding him.

But now, Chen Yi's dream shattered, what he desperately guarded is gone, this silent night, this big city he Chen Yi is like an outsider, nothing to do with him, he is like a lonely ghost wandering in the noisy city, and everything around him is out of place.

At this time, all the grievances, all the emotions as if a dike flooded Chen Yi's heart, the heart as if by a hand clutching tightly, can not say the unbearable, Chen Yi suppressed a long emotions can no longer tense up, 1 meter boy, private securities fund market manager, a person sitting on the ground and lost his voice crying.

What men have tears do not play softly? Chen Yi is crying regardless, which is heartbreaking ......

On the other hand, Gu Xinran, who ran out a long way, stopped at the side of the road, puffing and panting, and looked back to see that only her childhood playmate had followed her, with a trace of relief, relief and guilt in her eyes.

She is not a scum, but was just overwhelmed by a moment of emotion, and once she ran out of distance, she was much calmer and knew how much she had just said and done.

The boy followed up, but he didn't say anything, just stood quietly beside Gu Xinran, because he didn't know what to say either. He still clearly remembered Gu Xinran's hysterical madness just now.

Both of them didn't say anything, and from where they were running there was a faint sound of painful crying.

The boy looked back and said, "He's so pitiful."

Gu Xinran didn't say anything else, took out her cell phone, deleted everything related to Chen Yi, and blacked out all her contact information to make sure he couldn't find her again before she stopped. It's late, I'm going home. Thank you for accompanying me tonight." So he walked alone to the dormitory building not far away.

Gu Xinran's voice was cold and frightening, at least the boy had never heard Gu Xinran's voice so cold before, and as he watched Gu Xinran gradually walk away, the boy said in the back, "I just want to know why. Can you tell me why?"

The man who watched Gu Xinran enter his dorm room, looked back at Chen Yi's direction, sighed, and also took out his cell phone to black out and delete all of Chen Yi's contact information, heading to his dorm room.

In the evening, it was very quiet, and the only thing that could be heard on the campus of Xinghai University of Finance and Economics was the faint sound of uncontrollable crying near the grape shelf. ...... Chen Yi sat alone on the ground and cried for an unknown length of time, and there was no one around him, and the dream that had supported him until now was suddenly shattered.

All the previous heartache, exhaustion seemed to come back to him in an instant, he now felt very tired, really tired.

He doesn't want to do anything right now, like take a good rest, because he's really tired.