I had a nasty memory in my brain.
It is clear that it is daytime.
Yes, this is what daydreaming means.
By the time I realized it, the classroom was gone from my sight.
Teachers, classmates, and regular tables and chairs are missing.
It spreads in cages.
And that man looking down at himself from outside the cage.
"Who is this guy?
He answers the man's question, as if he were an assistant who stood aside.
"You can't. It's useless."
"Failure."
"Yeah. I'll keep an eye out for resistance alone.
That's all.
I haven't shown you anything like what you want. "
Both of them were dressed in beautiful white.
I often saw that pure white color at the time.
Clouds. The color of the clouds.
It's the same color as that pure white color that spreads into the sky on sunny days.
Until now, I'm staring at them with my head rattled because of the medicine they were hitting.
"Compared to that, this patient is excellent."
That's what I'm saying, I'm going to move to the next cage.
Here, humans were divided into three types.
A good boy, a drop, and his owner.
I'm the one who dropped it, and the owners are those white people.
Me and everyone else called the people in white "teachers."
I now understand that I have been subjected to various experiments here.
But that's what I and the other kids who were gathered at the time thought.
I've been given medicine to use my magic.
Yes, I thought so, and I believed it.
I mean, actually.
Children like me who were not falling apart could use magic if they were injected with medicine.
For example, objects may float.
For example, it can float in space.
For example, you can draw a magical formation by simply sliding your fingers into the air.
For example, you can create lightning in fire, water, and wind simply by saying words that have been passed down for a long time.
"That's right.
This place was meant to heal people like us, who had been born as losers. "
I heard a voice on the side immediately.
Young, but soon I realized it was my voice.
Look, I was there.
When I was a kid, there was another one.
"But there were only a limited number of children who could heal.
I couldn't fix it. "
Kid, I was looking at the past.
Days when the symptoms didn't heal.
Therefore, I watched the days when they became sandbags for the healed children.
"I didn't know why it couldn't be healed at this time.
But that's why I found out that day. "
That day, when one of us muttered.
The scenery changed again.
It's that camp day.
The day I was playing with Masa and fell off the cliff.
"I hardly even meant to be alive.
But I thought I'd die for my friends.
At the same time, I believed I could finish.
I thought I'd never feel this bad again. "
And yet...
I watched the footage of my child's past.
The owner of the store and the vampire of the clerk were shown there.
And then...
"... Dad"
The other one hated and laughed at the words I said without knowing.
"Father? This guy??
He's just prepared such a bitter life just to make his mistakes zero, is he?
Of course, it's the biological parent. I prioritized my child's life.
But that's just hypocrisy and complacency.
You think so too, don't you?
Because you're me. It's what I made x x. "
I see the other me in the words I hear.
"Indeed, I thought so because I'm a father and a family member.
So I forgive you.
But it gets bigger every day.
Hate for my father and all the adults who helped me prepare this fucking life. "
The other me, this time, had a creepy smile on my face.
"I've put up with it. I've endured it forever and ever.
So now I'm going to ruin the lives of adults to be happy.
And now it's time for real happiness.
That much, forgiveness... "
There, the voice and the scenery are far away.
And then...
"Hey, hey, wake up.
The planning meeting is over. "
Such an ester voice.
Apparently it was too boring for me, so I couldn't resist the sleeping demons that attacked me.
For the time being, it seemed that Reach's proposal had passed and turned into a [flipped cafe].
At last, it is a men's and women's cafe.
"Hey, don't sleep in the middle of the conversation."
I felt like I was having a very nasty dream, but I couldn't remember.
However, I remembered that it was strange that I was talking to Esther just before I went to sleep.
"Ah, uh, I was asleep."
Speak of such a natural fact.
"Yes, I was asleep."
Estelle said that she was sleeping with her partner on the way, but somehow she returned it with Niconico's face.
What?
Too much, or too much smile? So I'll ask.
"No, I thought Ray would be happy."
Then I got back an answer that didn't work.