Take a long detour and even go for the library. But I don't feel like I'm ever close to a goal. On the other hand, I even feel like I'm going away. I don't feel like I'm prolonging a meaningless loop.

Still, my stomach is heavy. The price for eating too much? I want to take a break. Here's what I suggest.

"Would you like to take a short break on that bench over there?

"Are you tired, okay?"

We sit side by side in a normal way on what appears to be a freshly painted bench.