It's also a crack in time, and I feel like I'm getting lost there, flirting in a snoring world, and I feel sad and painful.

Time and time stitched together. Unnaturalness exposed, misaligned sensory understanding not followed, sinking into a crowded mud and bitter... like that.

My life is just like a fiction going by. I even feel careless like I've been hardened with tiles.

I feel like I can't break the status quo unless I grate the load of pranks, dreams and hard work and my heart. It's a pile of problems.

But I'll go to the library and show it to you, even if it's mean. Situations like this are more of the reverse burning type, and me.